Veritá_666
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A few days ago I made the mistake of watching something pornographic and realised something:
There is something I have called "ramified blocks".
Essentially it works like a chain, and one piece activates the effects of the subsequent pieces, in what appears to be in effect a system that activates negative karma in succession.
In my case I saw something similar:
Basically I used to watch porn all the time when I was on drugs (general blockages and soul imbalance)and as soon as I finished, I would feel a bit disappointed and angry, as if I hated what I had just seen, at the time this hatred was unconsciously reflected towards the feminine side of my soul, I felt anger and usually vented it by listening to music.
The music I listened to was degenerate and led me to be more criminal with a destructive attitude towards myself and society, many times this music exploits people's traumas and then diverts them (essentially creating links for this chain).
The behaviour was almost identical to that of a gypsy, although they bothered me because of their existential stupidity.
With time I was not even able to see two people together (in the sense of a couple), it came naturally to me to hate them, I liked the thought of alienating them both by reducing the other male to a destroyed state, and the female to another equally destroyed state.
This music brought me back to drugs again, and from here the cycle begins again.
The idea of the rejection of the feminine was mainly related to trauma due to rejection in emotional life (blockages at the 5th chakra), hence depression and then anger, which is unconsciously manifested towards myself.
Porn worsened these effects by making me insecure about myself (3rd chakra blockages), and my response was self rejection with consequent hatred also for the masculine part of the soul, these insecurities were also connected to traumas due to certain people during childhood and adolescence (bullies and similar people (psychic vampires)) (inner instability, 1st chakra blockage).
Other blocks that prevented me from dealing with this in the right way was due to unconscious programming from xianism (another link).
Regarding depression, in the worst cases it is linked to feelings of suicide, these feelings can be triggered during periods of enormous stress about life, resulting in a rejection of life, and this then links back to drugs.
But at least there was something positive about these times, I hated jews and the xian 'god' and tried to reject the mainstream and 'youth trends'.
I didn't know why, since I was in primary school I enjoyed hearing about how the Jews suffered in aushwitz, but a feeling of sadness appeared when I realised that national socialism was no longer present in our world, and I felt like part of an ideology that only survived in the heads of a few desperate people, in a movement that would die within a few years.
This is an example of how this system of chains was also trying to open the right doors for me (the ideas had degenerated anyway, but at least it could be a good input to improve and develop).
In a similar way I was led to Satanism, then of course with time I matured and also took up and improved on the ideas about National Socialism that fascinated me when I was younger.
The other doors that were opening I could not develop or see because of all the other conflicting chains.
And many were also rejected and mocked.
After these examples from my past history I would like to move on to conclusions.
By reading you may be able to map out all the links in this self-destructive system.
Essentially they are actions that activate negative karma and lead you to activate more negative karma, in a cycle of life degeneration.
It is a system that covers almost all aspects of your life, and organises them in a sequence so that your body and soul destroy themselves.
The predisposition to this system comes from the karma of past lives, and this negative system amplifies and creates new negative karma in what is a cycle of destruction.
On top of this are the enemy curses, which link in with this, especially if you have received the "Abrahamic" indoctrination.
Now, if a person does not do liberation and cleansing, these seeds (karma) will remain there, and when they have the opportunity they will manifest.
What I would like to suggest is that you look within yourself and try to see if there is still a system of chains within you such as I have described, if the answer is yes then proceed to liberate, heal and cleanse the aspect of your life where you are at your worst, in this way you will weaken the system of chains and in time destroy it forever.
It is likely that anyone has developed a self-destructive system, for without it you literally would not have had to live your life in this world.
Find it and destroy it.
As for me personally, as soon as the moon in Virgo arrives I will begin a process of emotional healing.
One last thing, as a Spiritual Satanist you may be warned in time when something really serious is about to happen in your life, as a manifestation of karma or negative transits, those who do not know do not have the privilege of being warned.
The aura of protection can protect you from most of the influences of the chain system, but it is essential to destroy it in any case.
There is something I have called "ramified blocks".
Essentially it works like a chain, and one piece activates the effects of the subsequent pieces, in what appears to be in effect a system that activates negative karma in succession.
In my case I saw something similar:
Basically I used to watch porn all the time when I was on drugs (general blockages and soul imbalance)and as soon as I finished, I would feel a bit disappointed and angry, as if I hated what I had just seen, at the time this hatred was unconsciously reflected towards the feminine side of my soul, I felt anger and usually vented it by listening to music.
The music I listened to was degenerate and led me to be more criminal with a destructive attitude towards myself and society, many times this music exploits people's traumas and then diverts them (essentially creating links for this chain).
The behaviour was almost identical to that of a gypsy, although they bothered me because of their existential stupidity.
With time I was not even able to see two people together (in the sense of a couple), it came naturally to me to hate them, I liked the thought of alienating them both by reducing the other male to a destroyed state, and the female to another equally destroyed state.
This music brought me back to drugs again, and from here the cycle begins again.
The idea of the rejection of the feminine was mainly related to trauma due to rejection in emotional life (blockages at the 5th chakra), hence depression and then anger, which is unconsciously manifested towards myself.
Porn worsened these effects by making me insecure about myself (3rd chakra blockages), and my response was self rejection with consequent hatred also for the masculine part of the soul, these insecurities were also connected to traumas due to certain people during childhood and adolescence (bullies and similar people (psychic vampires)) (inner instability, 1st chakra blockage).
Other blocks that prevented me from dealing with this in the right way was due to unconscious programming from xianism (another link).
Regarding depression, in the worst cases it is linked to feelings of suicide, these feelings can be triggered during periods of enormous stress about life, resulting in a rejection of life, and this then links back to drugs.
But at least there was something positive about these times, I hated jews and the xian 'god' and tried to reject the mainstream and 'youth trends'.
I didn't know why, since I was in primary school I enjoyed hearing about how the Jews suffered in aushwitz, but a feeling of sadness appeared when I realised that national socialism was no longer present in our world, and I felt like part of an ideology that only survived in the heads of a few desperate people, in a movement that would die within a few years.
This is an example of how this system of chains was also trying to open the right doors for me (the ideas had degenerated anyway, but at least it could be a good input to improve and develop).
In a similar way I was led to Satanism, then of course with time I matured and also took up and improved on the ideas about National Socialism that fascinated me when I was younger.
The other doors that were opening I could not develop or see because of all the other conflicting chains.
And many were also rejected and mocked.
After these examples from my past history I would like to move on to conclusions.
By reading you may be able to map out all the links in this self-destructive system.
Essentially they are actions that activate negative karma and lead you to activate more negative karma, in a cycle of life degeneration.
It is a system that covers almost all aspects of your life, and organises them in a sequence so that your body and soul destroy themselves.
The predisposition to this system comes from the karma of past lives, and this negative system amplifies and creates new negative karma in what is a cycle of destruction.
On top of this are the enemy curses, which link in with this, especially if you have received the "Abrahamic" indoctrination.
Now, if a person does not do liberation and cleansing, these seeds (karma) will remain there, and when they have the opportunity they will manifest.
What I would like to suggest is that you look within yourself and try to see if there is still a system of chains within you such as I have described, if the answer is yes then proceed to liberate, heal and cleanse the aspect of your life where you are at your worst, in this way you will weaken the system of chains and in time destroy it forever.
It is likely that anyone has developed a self-destructive system, for without it you literally would not have had to live your life in this world.
Find it and destroy it.
As for me personally, as soon as the moon in Virgo arrives I will begin a process of emotional healing.
One last thing, as a Spiritual Satanist you may be warned in time when something really serious is about to happen in your life, as a manifestation of karma or negative transits, those who do not know do not have the privilege of being warned.
The aura of protection can protect you from most of the influences of the chain system, but it is essential to destroy it in any case.
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