lilith_smith
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Hello,
I'm fairly new to all of this so please forgive me if I come across as offensive or uneducated as I truly DO NOT mean to be as I'm merely attempting to educate myself more to ensure that all of my practices toward the worship of the True Father & Creator God of humanity (Satan). I have studied meditation in the past and other religions, however, I have only recently come across Satanism and I am able to relate and understand more than I ever could have possibly imagined. Your website helped me immensely in order to dispel of my previously societally dictated preconceived notions to Satanism and understand the true nature of the religion so I want to start by thanking you all. As such I also have several questions based on my background so I apologize for my lengthy questions in advance and any help can and will be greatly appreciated:
1.) I ask the following question in order to promote the utmost respect for Satan... I now understand how naive my practices within the Wicca in the past have been so please do not ban me for mentioning this as I have accepted Satanism as the true natural religion and Satan as the True Father of humanity... previous "dark magick spells" had called for the minor sacrifice of personal blood. Through my research and your website I noted in my new Satanic Journal (yay! so pleased!) that "We DO NOT advocate or participate in any blood or living sacrifice. This act is Judeo/Christian, as stated in their Bible". As I want to fully dedicate myself to Satan himself I also took note of the fact that your link to the "Dedicate Your Soul to Satan" section had required the a signature done in personal blood, thus, I am wondering if this is the only time in which sacrificial blood is expected? Furthermore, I fear that my previous uneducated practices (which were operated without the proper resources to explore & understand Satanism) may have come across as offensive and would like to know if there is some way to correct this through offering Him something potentially greater? If so what might that be? If not, is it required to sacrifice my own blood in order to go about properly conducting a formal dedication to Satan? Is it possible to demonstrate my true and honest dedication to Satan without signing my name in blood? Since I clearly so many questions... is there any literature you would recommend that I purchase in order to fully understand the best way to honor THE Father of humanity?
2.) I have meditated and practices various forms of meditation throughout the years. I have always found it extremely helpful in terms of elevating my soul and personal understanding of self and consciousness in this realm. I personally believe that everyone experiences things on a very different level and have a synopsis (the shortest version I can make it) story I would like to share to promote discussions regarding any possible similar experiences amongst the community or any knowledge anyone could possibly share to help educate me to understand this experience with this new profound perspective under Satanism....
I had a very powerful mental connection with a male in human form (strictly non sexual by any means) a few years back at a rather large 'spur of the moment house party' in which this complete stranger offered me guidance in regard to the overall trajectory of my life in an extremely specific and strange manner as if he was some sort of supernatural being with knowledge far beyond that of any human I have come into contact with, yet alone someone who actually knew me and my history. He called himself David... blonde hair... I recall very enticing eyes (I believe they were a piercing blue but I was so intrigued I can barely recall specifics and the color does not show in the photographs) he had beard and half sleeve tattoos down both arms. I still have pictures if this will help? The next morning while everyone at this house party was still asleep and we had stayed up all night talking he walked out the front door without shoes on after he had previously told me he lived 22 miles away and said he was walking home and only gave me the number to his mothers house. I attempted to disregard the strange experience until about a month after when my friend and I had a sort of "telepathic connection" in the middle of our dorm cafeteria in which I typed an entire transcript of the thoughts that this being was guiding us to follow and suddenly it provoked me to say the name "David" out loud causing my friend and I both to abruptly burst into tears simultaneously without any logical reason (I have an entire 5 page transcript of my thought processes and the guided connection I shared available, however, this being seemed very specific as to who I chose to share the dialogue with as I now understand that the friend I was with -a devout christian- was hindering my ability to fully connect with this being). As the spirit lead us to the private off campus zen gardens away from the public eye my friend claimed she felt an overwhelming dark being watching over us... my friend started praying as she felt uncomfortable as I feel as though she was too weak to understand what it was we were encountering because it made itself clear through our shared connection that it was "neither good nor evil. it just was" and that we "weren't meant to fully understand". I'm wondering if perhaps this David was some sort of guardian demon that perhaps my friend was afraid to explore further as the connection itself strayed from her personal faith? I personally felt absolutely no malicious intent but rather an overwhelming sense of comfort. Relating back to my previous connection to this stranger who went by the name of "David" a month prior... he had mentioned, very adamantly I might add, that I had "something different than most" something that made me "stand out" that I "found comfort and took solace in the unknown and what others would stray away from out of fear". Reviewing the transcript, pictures and events leading up to this event given my new found perspective and understanding of Satanism I am no longer afraid as I feel as though fear is the one element that is used in Christianity, and its derivatives, to inhibit or discourage myself and others from exploring our spiritual knowledge... I now feel as though my previous understanding has been dictated by societal norms and I would like to further understand myself and my spirituality in its relation to The Father to the best of my ability.
That being said does anyone know of any demon that would choose to present himself in the human form as a man named David with blonde hair, trimmed beard, blue eyes and half sleeve tattoos? Ha I realize this is oddly specific but yahoo answers doesn't offer a specified Satanism section therefore rendering it fairly useless with most people just responding with crude commentary and disbelief.
3.) As spiritual Satanism supports separation of the church and state and acknowledges science I would like to inquire about views on homosexuality specifically within the generalized religion? Due to the fact that marriage in and of itself is primarily a Judeo/Christian practice committing two heterosexual individuals to monogamy with "God as their witness" what are the spiritual Satanic views on monogamous relationships in general? I understand that sexual connections between oneself and others can be a facet of achieving a greater sense of self and spiritual advancement, but also a hinderance on ones progression if the individual you choose to share these connections with is not on par or above your personal level of spiritual independence. So... in terms of Satanism is one expected to overcome the obstacles that "love & lust" my create in regards to spiritual empowerment? Is committing oneself to a monogamous relationship still a Satanic practice? Is it possible to empower oneself to their full human capacity with another individual as well or is it an individual journey in which we are expected to flourish off of positive qualities of our partner to help us both achieve success along this journey in the mortal world? I consider myself a homosexual male, but refrain from any physical contact with any person that I do not share an emotional connection. The one time I did experience such a connection I found myself deceived by my emotions in order to please this other person. It was most certainly an experience that was essential for me to fully understand the true power and nature of my independence, but would like to pose the question as to whether or not any future emotional relations could further deter me from my path and desire to elevate myself to my full potential?
Sorry for the run on sentences and lack of grammar I wrote a shit ton because I have a lot of thoughts... If you can provide any information, insight, or would like to share experiences I would greatly appreciate!
Thank you all so very much!!!
I'm fairly new to all of this so please forgive me if I come across as offensive or uneducated as I truly DO NOT mean to be as I'm merely attempting to educate myself more to ensure that all of my practices toward the worship of the True Father & Creator God of humanity (Satan). I have studied meditation in the past and other religions, however, I have only recently come across Satanism and I am able to relate and understand more than I ever could have possibly imagined. Your website helped me immensely in order to dispel of my previously societally dictated preconceived notions to Satanism and understand the true nature of the religion so I want to start by thanking you all. As such I also have several questions based on my background so I apologize for my lengthy questions in advance and any help can and will be greatly appreciated:
1.) I ask the following question in order to promote the utmost respect for Satan... I now understand how naive my practices within the Wicca in the past have been so please do not ban me for mentioning this as I have accepted Satanism as the true natural religion and Satan as the True Father of humanity... previous "dark magick spells" had called for the minor sacrifice of personal blood. Through my research and your website I noted in my new Satanic Journal (yay! so pleased!) that "We DO NOT advocate or participate in any blood or living sacrifice. This act is Judeo/Christian, as stated in their Bible". As I want to fully dedicate myself to Satan himself I also took note of the fact that your link to the "Dedicate Your Soul to Satan" section had required the a signature done in personal blood, thus, I am wondering if this is the only time in which sacrificial blood is expected? Furthermore, I fear that my previous uneducated practices (which were operated without the proper resources to explore & understand Satanism) may have come across as offensive and would like to know if there is some way to correct this through offering Him something potentially greater? If so what might that be? If not, is it required to sacrifice my own blood in order to go about properly conducting a formal dedication to Satan? Is it possible to demonstrate my true and honest dedication to Satan without signing my name in blood? Since I clearly so many questions... is there any literature you would recommend that I purchase in order to fully understand the best way to honor THE Father of humanity?
2.) I have meditated and practices various forms of meditation throughout the years. I have always found it extremely helpful in terms of elevating my soul and personal understanding of self and consciousness in this realm. I personally believe that everyone experiences things on a very different level and have a synopsis (the shortest version I can make it) story I would like to share to promote discussions regarding any possible similar experiences amongst the community or any knowledge anyone could possibly share to help educate me to understand this experience with this new profound perspective under Satanism....
I had a very powerful mental connection with a male in human form (strictly non sexual by any means) a few years back at a rather large 'spur of the moment house party' in which this complete stranger offered me guidance in regard to the overall trajectory of my life in an extremely specific and strange manner as if he was some sort of supernatural being with knowledge far beyond that of any human I have come into contact with, yet alone someone who actually knew me and my history. He called himself David... blonde hair... I recall very enticing eyes (I believe they were a piercing blue but I was so intrigued I can barely recall specifics and the color does not show in the photographs) he had beard and half sleeve tattoos down both arms. I still have pictures if this will help? The next morning while everyone at this house party was still asleep and we had stayed up all night talking he walked out the front door without shoes on after he had previously told me he lived 22 miles away and said he was walking home and only gave me the number to his mothers house. I attempted to disregard the strange experience until about a month after when my friend and I had a sort of "telepathic connection" in the middle of our dorm cafeteria in which I typed an entire transcript of the thoughts that this being was guiding us to follow and suddenly it provoked me to say the name "David" out loud causing my friend and I both to abruptly burst into tears simultaneously without any logical reason (I have an entire 5 page transcript of my thought processes and the guided connection I shared available, however, this being seemed very specific as to who I chose to share the dialogue with as I now understand that the friend I was with -a devout christian- was hindering my ability to fully connect with this being). As the spirit lead us to the private off campus zen gardens away from the public eye my friend claimed she felt an overwhelming dark being watching over us... my friend started praying as she felt uncomfortable as I feel as though she was too weak to understand what it was we were encountering because it made itself clear through our shared connection that it was "neither good nor evil. it just was" and that we "weren't meant to fully understand". I'm wondering if perhaps this David was some sort of guardian demon that perhaps my friend was afraid to explore further as the connection itself strayed from her personal faith? I personally felt absolutely no malicious intent but rather an overwhelming sense of comfort. Relating back to my previous connection to this stranger who went by the name of "David" a month prior... he had mentioned, very adamantly I might add, that I had "something different than most" something that made me "stand out" that I "found comfort and took solace in the unknown and what others would stray away from out of fear". Reviewing the transcript, pictures and events leading up to this event given my new found perspective and understanding of Satanism I am no longer afraid as I feel as though fear is the one element that is used in Christianity, and its derivatives, to inhibit or discourage myself and others from exploring our spiritual knowledge... I now feel as though my previous understanding has been dictated by societal norms and I would like to further understand myself and my spirituality in its relation to The Father to the best of my ability.
That being said does anyone know of any demon that would choose to present himself in the human form as a man named David with blonde hair, trimmed beard, blue eyes and half sleeve tattoos? Ha I realize this is oddly specific but yahoo answers doesn't offer a specified Satanism section therefore rendering it fairly useless with most people just responding with crude commentary and disbelief.
3.) As spiritual Satanism supports separation of the church and state and acknowledges science I would like to inquire about views on homosexuality specifically within the generalized religion? Due to the fact that marriage in and of itself is primarily a Judeo/Christian practice committing two heterosexual individuals to monogamy with "God as their witness" what are the spiritual Satanic views on monogamous relationships in general? I understand that sexual connections between oneself and others can be a facet of achieving a greater sense of self and spiritual advancement, but also a hinderance on ones progression if the individual you choose to share these connections with is not on par or above your personal level of spiritual independence. So... in terms of Satanism is one expected to overcome the obstacles that "love & lust" my create in regards to spiritual empowerment? Is committing oneself to a monogamous relationship still a Satanic practice? Is it possible to empower oneself to their full human capacity with another individual as well or is it an individual journey in which we are expected to flourish off of positive qualities of our partner to help us both achieve success along this journey in the mortal world? I consider myself a homosexual male, but refrain from any physical contact with any person that I do not share an emotional connection. The one time I did experience such a connection I found myself deceived by my emotions in order to please this other person. It was most certainly an experience that was essential for me to fully understand the true power and nature of my independence, but would like to pose the question as to whether or not any future emotional relations could further deter me from my path and desire to elevate myself to my full potential?
Sorry for the run on sentences and lack of grammar I wrote a shit ton because I have a lot of thoughts... If you can provide any information, insight, or would like to share experiences I would greatly appreciate!
Thank you all so very much!!!