bondvasile
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Hello to all im new to Satanism and i have a specific question that i cant find anywhere
I was raised a christian and was really dedicated following Jesus and reading the bible. My faith in christianity began to crumble piece by piece when i realized that it was all about making money and entertaining people.Finaly a christian Jew explained to me that there is no actual evil Devil and Hell (lake of fire) was just an invention of the Jews aswell. Thats when i learned you cant trust anyone in this World ... especialy what happens in politics. So i went on a educational trip of finding the truth and today this is where my journey brought me
3 Days ago i finished reading the satanic bible of LaVey and was a little disapointed cause to me thats pretty much humanism with pointless rituals to feel special (at least there honest about it ) . In any case an excellent alternative to the bogus religions that poisen our mind and work only through guilt.
I also have to say that even though i never saw Jesus an angel or God himself while i was a devoted christian, i still believe that there is more ... perhaps an energy like Chi, Chakra ... or a sentient universe like in the law of attraction or ill even entertain the idea of the Force from Star wars
I also can speak in tounges ... that you can do after recieving the baptism in the holy spirit.
So here we come to my question.
What is that really ? I have been told its a special way to pray to God which no one can understand.
To be honest thats a really dissatisfying answer, yet it does feel real and i dont consider myself to be crazy.
Is it perhaps all the way around? Satan, Enki all those names that are considert evil to be our loving creator and the God of the Jews and christians to be the evil Devil ... and the holy spirit just a demon that poses people?
Or is it just a human abuility like seeing in the spiritual world that simpli needs training and activation?
Im looking forward to your answers and getting to know better what spiritual Satanism is all about and finally getting to unlock the secrets of the world
I was raised a christian and was really dedicated following Jesus and reading the bible. My faith in christianity began to crumble piece by piece when i realized that it was all about making money and entertaining people.Finaly a christian Jew explained to me that there is no actual evil Devil and Hell (lake of fire) was just an invention of the Jews aswell. Thats when i learned you cant trust anyone in this World ... especialy what happens in politics. So i went on a educational trip of finding the truth and today this is where my journey brought me
3 Days ago i finished reading the satanic bible of LaVey and was a little disapointed cause to me thats pretty much humanism with pointless rituals to feel special (at least there honest about it
) . In any case an excellent alternative to the bogus religions that poisen our mind and work only through guilt. I also have to say that even though i never saw Jesus an angel or God himself while i was a devoted christian, i still believe that there is more ... perhaps an energy like Chi, Chakra ... or a sentient universe like in the law of attraction or ill even entertain the idea of the Force from Star wars
I also can speak in tounges ... that you can do after recieving the baptism in the holy spirit.
So here we come to my question.
What is that really ? I have been told its a special way to pray to God which no one can understand.
To be honest thats a really dissatisfying answer, yet it does feel real and i dont consider myself to be crazy.
Is it perhaps all the way around? Satan, Enki all those names that are considert evil to be our loving creator and the God of the Jews and christians to be the evil Devil ... and the holy spirit just a demon that poses people?
Or is it just a human abuility like seeing in the spiritual world that simpli needs training and activation?
Im looking forward to your answers and getting to know better what spiritual Satanism is all about and finally getting to unlock the secrets of the world
