Question #760: Problems finding a partner

[Ask Satya Operator]

How do I find a love partner if I'm always acting paranoid when meeting people? I don't trust anyone, even if they say they are purely of my race. It's the same with talking to people, I can't relax all the time and I'm constantly tense. I asked my Guardian Demon and Satan to help me with this. But alas, we parted ways with the person who came from Them. Even though this person was involved in spiritual practices like we were, it didn't end up being as successful due to distance and financial problems. I am constantly being "attracted" to people with all kinds of problems. Whether it's addictions, psychological trauma from past relationships, that sort of thing. Due to my foolishness (I was still at the beginning of my journey at the time) I got in touch with my enemies (a person who was severely deceived by xianity). When I realized my mistake a few months later, I started doing aura protection and FRTR. But I am still worried that Satan is upset at me, even though I am aware that he understands that I was extremely stupid at the time (Please note, I was in no way falling for the various tricks of that person and absolutely always faithful to Satan and the Gods, just my desire to insanely find a relationship led me to this unfortunate result). At the time of my mistake, unfortunately, we had physical contact (not direct, but in the form of kisses and blowjobs from her). I am very regretful about that moment in my life, and I am very worried about it.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Hello there!!

To start off - Father Satan isn't mad at you, he understands that when we start out on this path we do all kinds of stupid things. What matters is your want to improve and action put into this.

I'd suggest to do detaching from the ex xian partner: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html

Then do a freeing of the soul working in regards to your love life: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Freeing_the_Soul.html

Make sure to keep up with your daily meditations and the FRTR: Cleaning your aura and chakras, building an Aura of Protection and void meditation which are most important until you feel ready to do more, like opening the chakras, etc.

Remember, if you feel uncomfortable or like something is going wrong, cease all meditations and clean your aura.

Also study: www.satanisgod.org


HAIL SATAN!!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I think you should work on your internal issues/paranoia and leave trying to find a partner when you're more ready, relaxed and mentally healthy.

You might have mental issue problems with anxiety, etc.

Btw, you don't need someone 100% from your race or shit like that. People who get super uptight about this kind of stuff are not that mature. Or are too fanatic which is just dumb.

You can even have a spouse from a different sub-race and build a great family with healthy and amazing spiritual kids.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

You need to do a freeing the soul working for this: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=76661

Target the freeing energy to remove any karma that pertains both to any emotional obstacles, as well as attractions to negative people. This does not mean you won't find the person of your type, but that you will only find positive manifestations of them.

Also, don't worry about the past. Focus on the future.