AskSatanOperator
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Okay this is going to be a long thread.
Just 4 days ago I was doing fine. Cleaning up my office and going threw old junk. And I was up until 5:00 in the morning. Trying to organize things the best I can. And I didn't care how late it was I just wanted to get things done.
I'm not the kind of person who leaves in the middle of a mess. I am somebody that sticks to the job until I get it done. And mind you! I got home from work around 9:30 that night. And did my chakra opening exercises and my breathing exercises. And went into a meditation and everything before I even got started on my task. Yes it may have been 5:00 in the morning when I got finished cleaning my office and I even allowed myself to settle down for a while and take a nap. I felt fine all day and I was happy with what I accomplished. But later on that following night I begin to feel really tired and really drained. I don't know if it was from being up the night before cleaning my office? Or if I did something wrong with my breathing exercises opening the chakras and everything. Yes I'm still doing the 40-day challenge and this is my third month and doing it. After completing it the first time I didn't feel like I was getting much out of it. About the second time I started doing it I begin to feel something. Only I wasn't doing enough yoga/ Kundalini. And this time I have been doing everything as much as I can and trying to do it right. And even though I waited clear until night time to do the exercise? I know that it was wrong for me to put it off until late that night. And on top of that cleaning on office. I have been doing this for quite a while and I've never felt like this before? But for almost 4 days now I felt really down and depressed. I have had the worst migraine headache. Right where my crown shock right is it feels like a tight knot. And right in the back of my head I feel like I've been shot. My heart feels feels really heavy and I feel a heavy pain in my chest and my heart is beating rapidly. All the way up and down my spine I feel pain and my whole chakra Spectrum feels like it's in pain. I don't even know what I have done wrong? I do know that when I sleep I have erratic breathing patterns and I catch my breath and sometimes I wake up trying to Breathe Again. Dealing with some strange energy around me. I don't know what I have done? I do know that when I went to sleep these last couple of nights the dreams that I had were warning dreams and I dreamed that I was arguing with somebody and the person wasn't listening and was arguing back. I felt a sharp pain in my neck and woke up with stiff shoulders like I have been in a fight. When I do my rtr's I feel fine. But I literally have to push myself throughout the day to keep going. I feel like a zombie. And when I sleep I feel like I'm going into it deeper and deeper and I feel like I'm having a hard time breathing. And my breathing pattern is off and I feel really really tired and drained. I don't even know what I've done? Or if I have been attacked? Could somebody explain to me what is going on? And what I need to do? This is really weird and I feel sick to my stomach and queasy? And I need some advice! Is there anything I can do?
Just 4 days ago I was doing fine. Cleaning up my office and going threw old junk. And I was up until 5:00 in the morning. Trying to organize things the best I can. And I didn't care how late it was I just wanted to get things done.
I'm not the kind of person who leaves in the middle of a mess. I am somebody that sticks to the job until I get it done. And mind you! I got home from work around 9:30 that night. And did my chakra opening exercises and my breathing exercises. And went into a meditation and everything before I even got started on my task. Yes it may have been 5:00 in the morning when I got finished cleaning my office and I even allowed myself to settle down for a while and take a nap. I felt fine all day and I was happy with what I accomplished. But later on that following night I begin to feel really tired and really drained. I don't know if it was from being up the night before cleaning my office? Or if I did something wrong with my breathing exercises opening the chakras and everything. Yes I'm still doing the 40-day challenge and this is my third month and doing it. After completing it the first time I didn't feel like I was getting much out of it. About the second time I started doing it I begin to feel something. Only I wasn't doing enough yoga/ Kundalini. And this time I have been doing everything as much as I can and trying to do it right. And even though I waited clear until night time to do the exercise? I know that it was wrong for me to put it off until late that night. And on top of that cleaning on office. I have been doing this for quite a while and I've never felt like this before? But for almost 4 days now I felt really down and depressed. I have had the worst migraine headache. Right where my crown shock right is it feels like a tight knot. And right in the back of my head I feel like I've been shot. My heart feels feels really heavy and I feel a heavy pain in my chest and my heart is beating rapidly. All the way up and down my spine I feel pain and my whole chakra Spectrum feels like it's in pain. I don't even know what I have done wrong? I do know that when I sleep I have erratic breathing patterns and I catch my breath and sometimes I wake up trying to Breathe Again. Dealing with some strange energy around me. I don't know what I have done? I do know that when I went to sleep these last couple of nights the dreams that I had were warning dreams and I dreamed that I was arguing with somebody and the person wasn't listening and was arguing back. I felt a sharp pain in my neck and woke up with stiff shoulders like I have been in a fight. When I do my rtr's I feel fine. But I literally have to push myself throughout the day to keep going. I feel like a zombie. And when I sleep I feel like I'm going into it deeper and deeper and I feel like I'm having a hard time breathing. And my breathing pattern is off and I feel really really tired and drained. I don't even know what I've done? Or if I have been attacked? Could somebody explain to me what is going on? And what I need to do? This is really weird and I feel sick to my stomach and queasy? And I need some advice! Is there anything I can do?