The problem isn't your body you were born with, you must develop love and confidence in yourself regardless of which condition you were born into, without any artificial hormones that no one really knows what they are made of, or surgeries to mutilate your body. Satanism defends nature which is also accepting our bodies and not mutilating it (unless of course one was born with some severe handicap and needs a medical intervention to fix it into natural state).
I think you need to accept yourself for who you are.
If you were born a man, you are a man.
Like women, all men are different.
I think you need to look for the root of the problems in your fears and complexes, which you must work to eliminate.