Trauma and Emotional Maturity; Concerning Love:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=465916#p465916
In the above post, you'll see you can work with the ANSUZ rune to heal from any type of emotional trauma and stagnation you may have. The affirmation that you can use for your working can be directed towards the romance or love in your life. I've also noticed other members mention the GEBO rune can be used to attract the ideal partner.
The point in the above post still stands, since not a lot of context was shared, you need to ask yourself, (if you haven't already):
- Why do you feel anxious or worried?
- Why do you feel sad when you think of your Father? And is that want you want for yourself, to always feel sad when you think of your Father?
- Do you actually want to live your life without being married?
And if you really don't want to get married, then that's fine. Just make sure it's because of the correct reasons, and not because all 'dating-potential' men make you feel sad, worried and anxious. This emotional perception in your life needs to be worked on and healed.
I hope this helps.