Question #211: The Eternal Outcast

[Ask Satya Operator]

It appears to be impossible for me to belong to any group in a meaningful way. Why? Even "fringe" groups that are supposedly based and filled with dissidents and heretics. It's not like I'm just mean to people or go out of my way to start shit with them, either. I just don't belong anywhere. I don't even belong with the people who don't belong anywhere. The groups filled with people who aren't accepted anywhere else won't accept me, either. It's crazy. I laugh at this, but it also brings despair and a sense of extreme isolation. Every time I enter a new group or mingle, I'm always aware that at any moment I will be rejected for any number of reasons. Am I just destined to be groupless? Or maybe I haven't "found my tribe"? Perhaps my tribe is here? As much as I want to, I can't seem to give up on the fact I need community and other people to socialize with in a meaningful way. I hate that I need other people, but I can't deny it either. So what can I do? I'm not even really that weird or creepy. If you met me, you'd think "this is a nice person" as I'm generally likable and friendly. I just don't fit any anywhere, though. The outsider in every crowd or party.

 

[Ài Gōng]

Being a respectful Gentile in this community, nothing is going to stop you from fitting here. Feel welcome. Most other "tribes" in this world are a waste of time you don't need to feel bummed about them, you are your own being.

 

[Big Dipper]

I thought I would give my piece on this, since it sounds similar to me back when I was younger. When I was younger, I was desperate for attention and was dying for the approval of others, I wouldn't do just anything, I wasn't THAT desperate, but after a while of being rejected and bullied from everyone I learned that the value of the people I was trying to associate with had no value and If I did get their respect, it would've been useless and would have no value. So, I stopped trying to appeal to others who were without, and my life was much better after that, since I no longer cared about what anyone thought of me.

I would say to stop worrying about fitting in with any group that is without, since it would most likely be a waste of time and energy. people nowadays are more likely to be shitty people that may be filled with bad habits. We shouldn't associate with them. Instead of appealing to them, appeal to the gods and work for their respect, as it is of much value. That's just my take on it. You fit in here.

 

[AshStarIshtar_88]

It appears to be impossible for me to belong to any group in a meaningful way. Why? Even "fringe" groups that are supposedly based and filled with dissidents and heretics. It's not like I'm just mean to people or go out of my way to start shit with them, either. I just don't belong anywhere. I don't even belong with the people who don't belong anywhere. The groups filled with people who aren't accepted anywhere else won't accept me, either. It's crazy. I laugh at this, but it also brings despair and a sense of extreme isolation. Every time I enter a new group or mingle, I'm always aware that at any moment I will be rejected for any number of reasons. Am I just destined to be groupless? Or maybe I haven't "found my tribe"? Perhaps my tribe is here? As much as I want to, I can't seem to give up on the fact I need community and other people to socialize with in a meaningful way. I hate that I need other people, but I can't deny it either. So what can I do? I'm not even really that weird or creepy. If you met me, you'd think "this is a nice person" as I'm generally likable and friendly. I just don't fit any anywhere, though. The outsider in every crowd or party.

You are perhaps having social difficulties in your life.

Be sure to always talk with the Gods and let them teach you how to bring better social skills in your life.

On a more physical way so to say, you can start building up your social skills and, even if you didn't found community A or B, or even community C, try and "dig up" until you find a community that suits you.

You should also note, as a side-note, that communities that are filled with dissidents and heretics aren't always good communities, and, especially if you are a Spiritual Satanist, you may have to face some challenges on your road.

Be sure to talk to the Gods and build your AoP.

It is vital.

P.S.: By this I do not want to scare you at all, but better be safe and sorry as a British Gentile once said.

Hail Satan