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AskSatanOperator said:1x Ritual is good and 3x Ritual is better (lack of time) but I thought I could do 9x Ritual until I felt like i was going to faint after alot of pronouncing but I took a break and even masturbated a little just to get my blood going
and then I decided to take breaks in between so I wouldn't die from lack of air in my blood, this made me take over an hour to complete one 9x Ritual
I hope that doesn't make be a jew because I'm scared of me being a jew
I feel desperate right now over what this means
please help me
You are not a Jew at all. This sounds like you simply overexerted yourself. Next time, put less effort into the working, or just stick to a 3x one. It sounds like you are using up too much air while doing vibrations, so shorten the amount of time and amount of air you are expelling here.
As your breath and power of your soul develops, it will be easier to perform taxing spiritual work without feeling exhausted like this. If you say that you needed to get your blood going, perhaps you have a bit of pre-existing energy deficiency, especially if you feel cold or tired. It is important to do yoga and focus on your lower chakras because of this.