(((Link at bottom)))It's apparent, I'm a novice S.S. I've been reading the Joy of Satan pdf. I don't navigate the website much, & don't know my way around very well.
I have been dedicated since June 2oth 2016. 》》》On September 2016 i got incarcerated until 03-01-2017 then went to court 06-08-16 & thrown on jail for ripping up a sign in downtown park that read "god is the answer" i was released from jail the same day I did that.》》》
My point is i am aware a self-proclaimed Satanist is to do his\her own research & study. Not ask questions all the time expecting answers without any effort or self-inquiry 1st.
Even though I am a novice & not adept with astral senses, i have meaningful Satanic dreams, dreams of "Der88Führer"...I saw him wave to me, but i said, "Das Hitler" Also, several months after my dedication Ritual.Upon my incarceration, I was put directly in a 1 man lock-down cell.
In this cell a "twisted cross" symbol was drawn by someone very well. It was underneath the wooden desk\table The single symbol the size of table. Other coincidences related to this have happened as well.》》》 I haven't read past chapter 4 in Der88Führer book "My Struggle" I did however read through & highlight\contemplate the book for 6 hours straight in a local coffee shop from 6am to 12pm last June before i got in jail again days after.》》》
To my understanding of meditation. I focus on Void meditation for now, 30 or 20mins a day. In order to not have any random thoughts. So i can concentrate on energies & aura light more. UP Mageson666 videos about meditation have been helpful.
I have fewer random thoughts.》》》There not about stupid instaJewgram or any social media. 》》》Or p0rn or sexual fantasy. I quit watching p0rn finally after 10yrs in weak attempt.
It wasn't until I uploaded a photo of Eoronuomous of Mayhem & Helvet record store. I know Satanism isn't about black metal only. Although National Socialist B.M is what sparked my interest in the "Black666Sun" in the 1st place.
Links I found related to my question. I also decided not to buy\read any books on magic with hebrew letters.
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Runic_Kabalah.html