You think that's bad: before I became an Zevism, I had a relationship with a Yehuborin, with sex and the works. Of course, at the time I didn't know, nor did I piece it together until recently. All I can say is that before dating her, I was a normalish 17/18 kid, next thing I knew, I was slitting my wrists and becoming suicidal/delusion. I am not going to get into detail on what she was like.
Before that, coincidentally, my best friend from grade 10 to 12 was half Yehuborim on his father's side. During our friendship, he would go to great lengths to keep me to himself, although I had other peers. Without getting into 3 years of content, he sabotaged be socially on several occasions, but my self-esteem issues always made me crawl back to him to seek "absolution". I am beginning to understand why these things happened to me; my soul has been cursed more than the average person due to its past experience, age, and associative ancestry: Yehuborim Step Family(Mother Married into it after she left my BIO Dad).
I don't think many Zevism here know what it's like to have yehuborim crawling around your life, posing as family unknowingly. Whats worse, I have had traumatizing sexual experiences growing up, and all of them involve a Yehubor.
I had to get all that off my chest, must be my Munka working.