Some of you might already know me from my post with a horrible break up. Cheating, huge amount of stress and pain over several days, heartbreak.
At this point, I haven't been able to eat more than a meal in 3 days. I've barely been able to drink water - I hadn't noticed it with all of the stress of having to justify being cheated on and trying to find out the full extent of this...
But I woke up to attend an online class and I can barely move my body. I can barely type. My heartbeat is erratic. My stomach is hurting. My chest is hurting and I can barely breathe. I threw up bile earlier - I haven't thrown up since I was a kid.
As a note, I'm not pregnant.
I know I need to eat and drink water but it just makes my stomach hurt and I always get the sensation of throwing up again. At the moment, I'm trying to eat some oranges and drink water little by little. Even this is incredibly difficult since I feel like I'm going to throw up again any moment.
I don't want to end up in the hospital with this. I'd love some advice on how I can get my appetite back and how to recover from this.
I'm already on the side of being underweight and this is just... extremely painful, both physically and emotionally.

