Problems protecting myself

[burkerosalyn]

I've been trying to protect myself from grey attacks for two weeks now after suffering under it for two years straight. I have faith in my ability but the negative energy keeps getting through. I don't know if it's because I'm not strong enough or if I'm doing something wrong.

It's very deeply entrenched in my life. I used to be obsessed with doing spiritual warfare but I didn't protect myself which is why this is happening. I keep trying everyday but it's so hard to be positive because my life is already miserable. I have no friends and am very lonely, my demon left me and satan won't help me. My communications on the astral have been completely screwed up and I can't hear anuthing astrally other than greays and thoughtforms.

I would pay as much money as possible if someone would world with me one on one so I can get rid of my problem. I can drive out anywhere in the us.
I'll keep trying but the torture is more than just scaring me because I have had and still have and difficult and unhappy life. I don't havemany reasons to be happy. I mutilate myself and I hate myself and no demons or satan seems to care about helping or supporting me in any way.

I am in no condition to do Rituals. I really really want to but focusing with the ammount of harassment I get is a struggle. I need to make it possible for myself to be relatively functional first.

I am doing a sun sqiare to deflect negative enery, vibrating suryae to deflect negative energu, and am doing satanas several times a day. What more is there?

 

[burkerosalyn]

I've been trying to protect myself every day for the past two weeks, but the negative energy keeps getting through. Every morning I wake up with energy attached to myself that persistently keeps telling me to stop or that it's not working.

It's difficult because I used to be obssessef with doing spiritual warfare but didn't protect myself and so I've been dominated by attacks for two years so it's really entrenched.

I keep trying to clean my aura but can barely focus or feel the energy cause it's so bad.

It's also difficult because I'm so miserable with my life so it's hard to be positive. I have no friends and am very lonely since I can't connect to anyone. My demons left me. My communications in the astral have been ruined. I can't hear anymore. I'm struggle to reopen my 6th and 7th chakras every day but I can't hear anything.

I don't know if it's because I'm not spiritually strong enough to keep all the negative energy away or if I'm doing something wrong. If I can't protect myself in the future I'll die. I do have faith in my ability but I need to be realistic.

I'll keep trying but I need help. I would pay as much money as possible if someone could help me heal myself. I'll keep trying, but I'm miserable and I always feel like shit. I wish someone could help me one on one. I can't do Rituals in this position but I really want to. It makes me so guilty.

Sorry if it was rambling.

 

[lisadragomir13]

Don't trt to contact other Satanists for safety reasons. I hope you're regularly doing aura cleaning and aura of protection meditations. When you try to contact Father he hears you but you can't feel it either because of attacks or if your senses closed

 

[t.fuchs666]

Hey friend. First of all, your demon would NEVER leave you as long as you treat him/her with respect. I can see manipulation by greys in your post. If you want to focus on getting rid of these grey attacks (and in my opinion you definetly should), then I would suggest following this routine (if possible):[Only the stuff to protect/calm yourself and deal with grey influence is listed here, you can and should add other stuff to this aswell]1. If you wake up in the morning, get out of bed fast and don't laze around. Do whatever gets you to be fully awake. Then build an aura of protection (breathe in energy 5 times and affirm "I am breathing in powerful protective energy. This energy is building an aura of protection around me. This aura protects me at all times in every way.", and on the exhale feel your aura brightening). Also, vibrate VINASA (VEEE-NAAAH-SAAAA) 9 times and then say "you are no more" in order to get rid of enemy entities that may be around you.2. After this, do some hatha yoga. Believe me, it helps a lot with calming down and stuff. 3. Then (this can be done in another order aswell, you dont have to follow the order I list it here) do void meditation. I would suggest you to do this whenever you are able to. This will cut off any enemy influence since you will simply have a quiet and calm mind after some time.4. [OPTIONAL] Repeat this without the hatha yoga in midday5. If you haven't already, take some time and read some sermons on templeofzeus.org, or do anything else you like doing. 6. Then at night, repeat the routine again, without hatha yoga. MAKE SURE YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP. THIS IS IMPORTANT
Additional tips: As said above, get enough sleep. Also, if you ever feel like you are out of energy then don't force yourself to do stuff like Rituals. It wont help anyone if you do 15 Rituals at one day and then are knocked out for 1 week. You can adjust this routine to suit your needs and fit in with your time schedule. It's just a suggestion, so as long as you keep the essential parts you can customize it as you like.Lastly, and this is purely optional, meditate on your clairvoiance and clairaudience points so that you can better communicate telepathically with father satan and demons. You can find these meditations here:http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... oints.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... nters.html

I hope I could help you. If you have any other questions just ask, and I will be sure to answer them.

HAIL SATAN!!

"burkerosalyn@... [JoyofSatan666]" schrieb am 7:08 Montag, 15.August 2016:


  I've been trying to protect myself from grey attacks for two weeks now after suffering under it for two years straight. I have faith in my ability but the negative energy keeps getting through. I don't know if it's because I'm not strong enough or if I'm doing something wrong.

It's very deeply entrenched in my life. I used to be obsessed with doing spiritual warfare but I didn't protect myself which is why this is happening. I keep trying everyday but it's so hard to be positive because my life is already miserable. I have no friends and am very lonely, my demon left me and satan won't help me. My communications on the astral have been completely screwed up and I can't hear anuthing astrally other than greays and thoughtforms.

I would pay as much money as possible if someone would world with me one on one so I can get rid of my problem. I can drive out anywhere in the us.
I'll keep trying but the torture is more than just scaring me because I have had and still have and difficult and unhappy life. I don't havemany reasons to be happy. I mutilate myself and I hate myself and no demons or satan seems to care about helping or supporting me in any way.

I am in no condition to do Rituals. I really really want to but focusing with the ammount of harassment I get is a struggle. I need to make it possible for myself to be relatively functional first.

I am doing a sun sqiare to deflect negative enery, vibrating suryae to deflect negative energu, and am doing satanas several times a day. What more is there?

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Regarding the banishing ritual(Vinasa.)  You need to time this banishing ritual with out of the void of course moon.

Make sure to avoid a void of course moon, or the working is useless.

Here's how.

You need to input your personal information into this website to get accurate results. Follow the moon calender  after you have put in your personal location you will also find it on the homepage.

http://www.lunarium.co.uk/  

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Part of your problem is that you are beating yourself up. I have learned to remain positive/or realistic in all situations, and Father Satan taught me this.

You probably need to improve your concentration with visualization, I also need improvement with the visualizations. Just imagine white gold light on your aura like when cleaning it, it works for me,  and the same when it comes to your chakras. It takes about a minute to clean either one.

You don't actually have to see it for it to work. I can see it at times but this requires a higher almost forced level of focus. Cleaning your aura, and chakras along with doing your aura of protection daily, along with a SURYAYE working will go a long way for you.

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoS ... ssages/522

The SURYAYE working will repel any negativity being directed at you with the above affirmation in the link.
Being too hard on yourself can cause a bit of the complications with meditations, it's better to just do it and then move on.

Try to relax and do things at your own pace, the main problem I see is that you are being too self critical.



Also, read the above topic. If you want a better life, then work for it, like I am. Also, ask Satan for help in things you yourself cannot handle.

Hail Satan.
 

 

[satanicninja]

After you clean your aura and chakras sit there for awhile and feel it. After you do the Sun Square sit there and feel the energy. Also after doing banishing rituals, sit there and feel it. "Meditate on the energy."

This is regarding the Squares, but should help you understand it. Read the entire thread or comment if you need to. From HP Zevios Metathronos:

So to close this message, HPS Shannon is not wrong, you can just "will" the energy, or just direct it through just meditating on it, however, what Lydia says is logical and the general rule of thumb for *All* Workings is to be affirmed. Squares included as well. The connection of both these ways is the most accurate thing. The fatal mistake is to not meditate on the energy, not affirm it, or just "jump" out of the working and just leave it hanging.

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ics/165787
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ics/165787

Also you should find something that makes you happy. If you can't come up with something, think about what you did before you dedicated. There was something you liked to do and something that made you happy.

 

[burkerosalyn]

Thank you everyone for your support. I'll keep trying.

 

[brandon better]

Now were suppose to use different ritual items for white magick and black magick because the energy clings to our ritual stuff. So my question is what ritual items do we use for the prayer for protection because the prayer for protection is black magick 2 because of its black magick sentences in it even tho it's white magick because of its white magick sentences. It says visit justice and vengeance upon those who seek my destruction and it says render them powerless and devestated. So what do I do?

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  Regarding the banishing ritual(Vinasa.)  You need to time this banishing ritual with out of the void of course moon.

Make sure to avoid a void of course moon, or the working is useless.

Here's how.

You need to input your personal information into this website to get accurate results. Follow the moon calender  after you have put in your personal location you will also find it on the homepage.

http://www.lunarium.co.uk/  

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Stop paying attention to the enemy spirits of Greys. Don't give them your attention or dwell on what they are doing to you. 
Ignore them, clean your aura, and do your aura of protection, every hour if you need to when you are awake. It's easier said than done, when I say "ignore them" but make it a practice.  Void meditation helps a lot here. 
The enemy inserts not just thoughts but also emotions so it's important to be grounded in yourself. Take a break from doing spiritual things every so often. Watch a funny movie, hang out with friends and enjoy your time together. Walk the dog, clean the home or your living space while listening to good music that makes you feel up and positive. The enemy cannot gain a strong hold on you when you do these things. This is not a complete list, but just some examples.
Don't let your energies drop. Continue with your meditation and yoga routine. The enemy sees when our energies drop and they attack.
The enemy thrives off our attention, and that makes them stick around and encourages them to keep harassing you.
Satan and our Guardian Demon(s) NEVER leave us, as long as we don't leave them, as long as we maintain and work on our relationship with them, and do things to further their cause, whether it be spiritual warfare and/or other projects, and as long as we are evolving and advancing ourselves.





  I've been trying to protect myself from grey attacks for two weeks now after suffering under it for two years straight. I have faith in my ability but the negative energy keeps getting through. I don't know if it's because I'm not strong enough or if I'm doing something wrong.

It's very deeply entrenched in my life. I used to be obsessed with doing spiritual warfare but I didn't protect myself which is why this is happening. I keep trying everyday but it's so hard to be positive because my life is already miserable. I have no friends and am very lonely, my demon left me and satan won't help me. My communications on the astral have been completely screwed up and I can't hear anuthing astrally other than greays and thoughtforms.

I would pay as much money as possible if someone would world with me one on one so I can get rid of my problem. I can drive out anywhere in the us.
I'll keep trying but the torture is more than just scaring me because I have had and still have and difficult and unhappy life. I don't havemany reasons to be happy. I mutilate myself and I hate myself and no demons or satan seems to care about helping or supporting me in any way.

I am in no condition to do Rituals. I really really want to but focusing with the ammount of harassment I get is a struggle. I need to make it possible for myself to be relatively functional first.

I am doing a sun sqiare to deflect negative enery, vibrating suryae to deflect negative energu, and am doing satanas several times a day. What more is there?