Problem with Trance...

[just666relax]

I have not been able thus far to enter a Trance state when I want to...

I believe I may be having a problem, and that the problem doesn't really lie within me... or something like that.

A few weeks ago I now believe I entered a deep trance, and was instantly startled out of it, as I was sitting on the couch with the TV on and I wasn't trying to enter a trance, so it felt very odd and I was instantly out of the trance the second I went in, and it happened very fast...

I was sitting on the couch just taking a few relaxing breaths, I felt like I was falling, I felt heavy, and felt funny, it all happened within the matter of a few seconds, unless I have a memory lapse of some sort, or maybe I was attacked I don't really know, but I had a headache for almost 3 days prior... I've never had a headache for so long before, it was kinda a piss off and didn't think much of it at the time...

I now realize looking back on this that I most likely entered a trance and was startled out of it, I have read up on a few things concerning the pain of being startled out of a trance, and have come to the conclusion that that's what happened... I guess my question is, could this have been an attack on me? has something bad happened to my brain in some way? because I find it very hard to enter a trance and am not able to... I feel good while meditating and doing breathing exercises, I definitely feel some sort of energy inside and around me...

Well, if anyone has any ideas, please let me know, perhaps there is a Tea out there I can drink to help me relax or something, I dunno...

Hail Satan!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]You might want to find a private place to do it.
Hail Satan!
BG

--- On Tue, 3/22/11, just666relax <ihave.found_home@... wrote:

From: just666relax <ihave.found_home@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Problem with Trance...
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, March 22, 2011, 4:46 AM

  I have not been able thus far to enter a Trance state when I want to...

I believe I may be having a problem, and that the problem doesn't really lie within me... or something like that.

A few weeks ago I now believe I entered a deep trance, and was instantly startled out of it, as I was sitting on the couch with the TV on and I wasn't trying to enter a trance, so it felt very odd and I was instantly out of the trance the second I went in, and it happened very fast...

I was sitting on the couch just taking a few relaxing breaths, I felt like I was falling, I felt heavy, and felt funny, it all happened within the matter of a few seconds, unless I have a memory lapse of some sort, or maybe I was attacked I don't really know, but I had a headache for almost 3 days prior... I've never had a headache for so long before, it was kinda a piss off and didn't think much of it at the time...

I now realize looking back on this that I most likely entered a trance and was startled out of it, I have read up on a few things concerning the pain of being startled out of a trance, and have come to the conclusion that that's what happened... I guess my question is, could this have been an attack on me? has something bad happened to my brain in some way? because I find it very hard to enter a trance and am not able to... I feel good while meditating and doing breathing exercises, I definitely feel some sort of energy inside and around me...

Well, if anyone has any ideas, please let me know, perhaps there is a Tea out there I can drink to help me relax or something, I dunno...

Hail Satan!

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