Post Partum Depression Beginner. Help?

[enkisraven]

I'm Having Trouble Focusing. I'm Paranoid And Scared..... I Feel Stuck In Place And Vulnerable But At The Same Time All My Gaurds Are Up. How Can I Understand That This Is For Me? I Feel So Scared Like This Is Very Serious. ...Dedicating My Soul To Satan And My Biggest Fear Is Failing Him And All The Other Demons I May Need. I Don't Know What To Do Anymore. I'm So Frustrated And My Head Won't Stop Attacking Me With Bad Thoughts And Images. I'm On The Verge Of Tears Now. I'm Very Lost. I'm Afraid That I'm Not Strong Enough And And There Is Such A Panic Inside Me. I Can't Move On From This Ditch....I'm 22 Years Old, I Just Had A Baby...It's Possible I Have Post Partum... Please, If Any One Has Any Advice On Beginners Who May Be Suffering From Depression Or Other Illnesses That Effect The Mind Can You Tell Me? I'm Fighting Myself Everyday But I Feel Like I'm Losing. I Don't Want To Let This Pass Me By....

 

[eduardoquinonez88]

I know how you feel. First, accept the fact that this is something you may not be able to get through alone. Next, accept that people around you and those on this site are here to help. This is most likely an adjustment to becoming a new mother (On that related note : CONGRATULATIONS!!!). Have anyone with credentials in psychology on standby should you need their help. Know that Satan is willing to help you only if you take the first step. Before you begin your meditations, you need to believe in yourself. With not just every fiber in your whole being, but in your entire existence, say the following: " I WILL take the first step in the name of Satan! I AM able to do. And I WILL DO THIS!" Do this every time you wake up. Just remember, you are a god in every way, shape, form. But the first thing a god always masters is him or herself.
      Hail Satan!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

"Will" never comes. The mind does not understand this.It's better to use "I *AM* doing this...I *AM*taking the first step in the name of Satan! I *AM* Doing this now!" etc.
Hail Satan!

On Thursday, October 23, 2014 4:04 AM, "eduardoquinonez88@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I know how you feel. First, accept the fact that this is something you may not be able to get through alone. Next, accept that people around you and those on this site are here to help. This is most likely an adjustment to becoming a new mother (On that related note : CONGRATULATIONS!!!). Have anyone with credentials in psychology on standby should you need their help. Know that Satan is willing to help you only if you take the first step. Before you begin your meditations, you need to believe in yourself. With not just every fiber in your whole being, but in your entire existence, say the following: " I WILL take the first step in the name of Satan! I AM able to do. And I WILL DO THIS!" Do this every time you wake up. Just remember, you are a god in every way, shape, form. But the first thing a god always masters is him or herself.
      Hail Satan!