@call_me_something_elseYes. In regards to keeping my studies a secret. I already knew things relating to Spiritual Satanism before learning of Spiritual Satanism, last month. And they were quite open and public. If there is something that I'm saying, that you think should be secret, let a High Priest know immediately. I will comply immediately. I'm not worried about what you or they will do to me for violating security protocols I was unaware of. Their are others that are watching my progress and what I do. Believe me, I am subject to full disciplinary actions regardless of not having yet dedicated. I've got eyes on me from ranking members in Scientology (a previous group I belonged to), from your enemy camp (true spiritual douche bags) and from Satan's Demons (very supporting, patient and admirable people). I'm a reasonable person and I value you're rank and opinions. If you think I'm saying things I shouldn't - be specific and tell me what they are! Don't whine! I'm on here to converse with others regarding such things. If I do anything wrong i.e. really wrong, you obviously have know idea how badly my ass will be handed to me spiritually. And you have know idea how vulnerable I am or how much I am sticking my ass out on the line right now. I have not yet dedicated and I do not have the support of Satan's Demons. I am in no way prepared to defend against a spiritual shit storm. I will be without ass. And although my ass is big, I like it just the way it is. So, if you have something specific to say, then say it. If not, then zip-it.