Workings Please help me

Hello. I have read your entire post and you had a lot going on and there also seems to be some confusion about what you experienced. Before anything just wanted to clarify that Zevism / the path of the Gods is not the same as "Satanism". Satanism in general has a lot more to do with Christianity in the way "Satan" is portrayed as antithetic to the Christian "God". As it can be seen on our website the doctrines of Zevism predate any association with Christianity or subsequently, Zevism and is a separate religion entirely.

What happened in my personal opinion is that you was simply overwhelmed by the amount of new information that you found, and depending on the shock this can definitely reverberate in dreams and other areas. In regards to seeing colors when you close your eyes, this can happen especially if you have been working on your clairvoyance centers, so I would say that is not necessarily a controversy. As about the "succubus", this is a major confusion because the idea of Gods and Daemons engaging in erotic experiences with humans is grossly exaggerated and definitely not realistic, the Gods are far more complex Beings than most people can imagine. Talking with the Gods can also be useful if is also done in an useful way, where you can formally request to be guided to solutions that will help you in fixing the issues you are experiencing.

I would say that you may need more balance between physical and spiritual, and more grounding in the real world, as you pointed out yourself that at one point you avoided social interactions, having a partner etc. So that is definitely one area where can start focusing in more if you haven't already: excel at your job, have a social life, aim to find a partner or start a family, perhaps find a hobby, Meditation wise, Aura of protection is recommended for everyone and done daily over the years will definitely help in terms of general protection from negative energies that we naturally interact with daily through communication with other people and streams of information. Other than this, it may be better to not focus much on spirituality for a certain period of time, at least until you will ensure that you have stabilized mentally and that you do not experience anymore the issues that you have described.

Thank you, SG the Alchemist 7.

Hi, dear sister!

The events that you describe about social contacts (avoiding communication) and the fear of what you will say to other people are signs of a weakened Solar Сhakra.

I recommend that you purify and strengthen your Solar Chakra and work with your Solar Chakra.

Hello I can relate a bit to you here. As what has already been said you should focus on the physical world more at this time in your life. Zevism isn't just about the spiritual world but the balance of life to become a theophoric being. Find something you like to do and see if there's any groups you can join or maybe a class you can take. People are social beings and need a social life to feel fulfilled, some more than others. Definitely look for a good paying job and start building a financial ground you can build your life from. (Easier said than done I know) I highly recommend just doing aura cleaning, aura of protection, void meditation, and a grounding exercise for the time being as a spiritual foundation. From here you can use meditation as a way to navigate your life to accomplish and get what you want. I'd like to add it seems like you forgot to have fun, not everything has to be taken so serious have a good laugh or laugh at life trying to mess with you.

Ground - My favorite grounding technique

That's the case for many people unfortunately, but now it's time for a practical healing of the mind, the soul, and the other layers.

Here there are all the tools and means for these kinds of healing, from Gods Rituals, to procedures, to self-mental reprogrammation.

Also study of correct reality dinamics is a thing that must be done, which includes Virtues and Zevist Philisophy. From example the fear of saying something that isn't approved by christians or similar people. The ignorants will never agree with the wise, and they don't seek the Truth in things, so there is no point in talking with them about such things, litterally who cares about them or if they get mad.

Also why someone else would put limits in the expression of your own self? Like, they can go f*ck themselves. It's your existence, not theirs.

Also this isn't only about removing bad things, it's about removing bad things and about putting good things inside yourself. So you move from something bad to something good.

Go step by step, you can do it, everyone can with will and effort.

Do you already have some steps planned for this?

Thank you so much, family, for your support—I am incredibly grateful for it. The fact that I don’t feel alone in dealing with this means the world to me. I wanted to write in a bit more detail about what I went through. I had started to get used to the idea that it was just me. I even had the impression that there was someone by my side—a guardian deity—because I could actually feel a presence. For a long time, I would go about my day talking as if someone were right there with me. I know, it sounds absurd. I suspect this happened because of stress and isolation; I was being negative toward myself and had suppressed many painful things—it’s a wonder I stayed on this path at all. Perhaps I ended up in this state of delusion because I read a lot about the gods and performed their rituals; I can’t explain it any other way. I want to focus on my studies, and I’ve started trying to be more communicative, though it’s still difficult given how much I’ve avoided social interaction. I even used the excuse that I had someone by my side just to avoid socializing. I know I’ve gotten myself into a bad situation, but I truly want to resolve it.Also, I practiced Kundalini Yoga when my nervous system wasn't in great shape—for about a week, including the physical yoga exercises. I remember reaching a point where I started to feel energy ,began hearing buzzing sounds, seeing lines, and feeling a presence beside me quite intensely. I truly want to heal and reach a state where I can trust my own senses .Over time, the sensations I described went away.I’m left with only the buzzing, because i meditate too much on the sound.I hope what I’ve written doesn’t sound crazy; I just want to move on and heal.🙏How can I make the situation Digestible?

I wanted to clarify what I said earlier. Reading the material on Toz and performing the rituals helped me wake up to reality, and for that, I am truly grateful. I will take everything you’ve written to heart. I have a plan to try and stay grounded in the present, so I stop living in a state of delusion; I also want to become more responsible and mature. My hope is to reach a point where I no longer question my own mental health—a situation that stemmed from an unhealthy lifestyle and self-sabotage, fueled by a constant focus on past failures and negative events. I used to feel as though everyone was against me, but in truth, it was just me and my own distorted perspective. Sorry for writing so much; I hope I haven’t worn anyone out with these issues.

Hello :)

Focus on real life. Don't "meditate too much on a buzzing sound", that makes no sense. Meditate, clean your aura twice a day, AoP, and what you need to do spiritually, but also real life, physical exercise, Hatha yoga, socializing. You can join out VT chatroom for some support.

It sounds like you were too lost in your head. Maybe read autobiographies, I wrote a post about that. When people get too in their own minds it can cause them to think small thoughts are very big, very important. Proportions and perspectives are skewed, and reading about other people's lives and thoughts help to balance one's own perspective.

Thank you so, so much, High Priestess Lydia Coventina ,may you be blessed. And to the Zevst family,may you all be blessed as well. I will do as I was told, and I am grateful for all the support and help. And so that I better understand how to resolve things.🙏🙏