please don't judge me

[laurensperduti]

Hello to you. i am 28 years old. An Aquarius For many years, since  i was around 8 years old. i felt like i had a lost connect with somebody..be it a past life and/or demon. i know this sounds like a troll post and all, or just plain insanity but please hear me out.
throughout my whole life, i've envisioned the same thing, the same large room. it's like i'm sat next to, what i can only described as a pillar, and i'm looking at someone who's perched upon a large chair, one would assume a throne? but the seat next to this person is empty. 
Whoever is sat there...on the chair has been wanting to me find them spiritually for what feels like all my life. i finally decided i'll look and i don't even remember how i found this page.
i DO believe in Satan and i don't believe he is evil etc.
something keeps telling my i must contact Satan to find this thing...person..that i'm looking for,
took a long time to find the courage to post this. thank you for your time.

 

[void_time]

Here l am. Most people come here by my help. The empty seat is invitation to join us.

 

[shekel.stein]

Father Satan might be asking you to come to him, maybe it is  time to dedicate?

 

[elephant255_rises]

Most likely a past life memory, you have indeed come to the right place to ask these things. Children who exhibit gifts for spirituality at an early age, in some cases, these children have memories of their past lives, but bigoted and obtuse parents prohibit them of talking about it or convince them it's just their fantasy (or worse, they feed the child to a psychologist who as no idea of these things and labels the poor kid a crazy).
The best thing i could suggest you is a meditation program to open your astral sight and hearing to talk with Satan or any other God that called you here, this will not only help you communicate with Daemons and Gods, but you will grow spiritually and see a side of this universe most people are unaware off.

You should dedicate first, but take your time to scope the meditations and read everything you need to read to understand better Spiritual Satanism.

Satanic Meditation
Satanic Meditation Information
The True Origins of Satanism
Satanism's Origins in the Far East
Congratulations on finding the courage to face the mysteries of life.

 

[Taol]

read and study our website, www.joyofsatan.org

Read the pages for new members and when you are ready, dedicate.

 

[muninwolf]

Could you describe this person?

 

[[email protected]]

Hi Hi welcome  please read http://www.joyofsatan.org & http://www.exposingchristianity.com and other sister sites. 

On Fri, Dec 30, 2016 at 8:55 PM, laurensperduti@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Hello to you. i am 28 years old. An Aquarius For many years, since  i was around 8 years old. i felt like i had a lost connect with somebody..be it a past life and/or demon. i know this sounds like a troll post and all, or just plain insanity but please hear me out.
throughout my whole life, i've envisioned the same thing, the same large room. it's like i'm sat next to, what i can only described as a pillar, and i'm looking at someone who's perched upon a large chair, one would assume a throne? but the seat next to this person is empty. 
Whoever is sat there...on the chair has been wanting to me find them spiritually for what feels like all my life. i finally decided i'll look and i don't even remember how i found this page.
i DO believe in Satan and i don't believe he is evil etc.
something keeps telling my i must contact Satan to find this thing...person..that i'm looking for,
took a long time to find the courage to post this. thank you for your time.

 

[Sims336]

All i can say is read the Joy of Satan website. See if you feel drawn there. Study it. And
if you feel like it is what you're looking for, decide if you want to dedicate to Father Satan.
If you do, then go from there.


Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Fri, 12/30/16, laurensperduti@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] please don't judge me
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, December 30, 2016, 7:25 AM


 









Hello to you. i am 28 years old. An
Aquarius For many years, since  i was around 8 years old.
i felt like i had a lost connect with somebody..be it a past
life and/or demon. i know this sounds like a troll post and
all, or just plain insanity but please hear me
out.
throughout my whole life, i've
envisioned the same thing, the same large room. it's
like i'm sat next to, what i can only described as a
pillar, and i'm looking at someone who's perched
upon a large chair, one would assume a throne? but the seat
next to this person is empty. 
Whoever is sat there...on the chair
has been wanting to me find them spiritually for what feels
like all my life. i finally decided i'll look and i
don't even remember how i found this page.
i DO believe in Satan and i
don't believe he is evil etc.
something keeps telling my i must
contact Satan to find this thing...person..that i'm
looking for,
took a
long time to find the courage to post this. thank
you for your time.












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[lucifers.child666]

I agree with Sims. The gods might be calling you to the truth.