Physical Unimportance

[spencerlfa]

Hello brothers,

Since I've dedicated and started meditating , everyday I feel LESS and LESS aware of my physical existence. I look around and I can't relate with anyone/anything. I look around and focus on " the here and now" and I feel empty and meaningless. I know the physical realm is important to advance, but I'm really happy with this, because with the current state of the world, being far away from all it's crap is amazing to me.
I want to share this and know your situation about this : How do you feel about the physical dimension? Will this distance get longer and longer as I progress ? Do you like to feel this way?

Ave Satani

 

[Magus Immortalis]

I feel this way too, but I try to ground myself by participating in these groups, reading, studying, and doing things I enjoy like watching movies with my brother and going window-shopping. Sometimes I wonder if I might just float off into a sphere where it's only me and Satan, lol. It feels like I am inside my head, in a vast abyss. As your mental aura expands you will get this feeling.This feeling (as well as a plethora of others...just you wait!) is emphasized more when you are going through a kundalini awakening, I find.I don't like or dislike this feeling. It just is. I just accept it and continue meditating and studying. How do I feel about the physical dimension? Like you said, it's important to advance. But also to build a life on (work, graduating school, social life, relationships etc.) Haha. I don't have a social life, really, but Lady Lilith has emphasized I need to get out more and be around other people.We need this world to grow, in all ways. I see it (the opportunities and events that happen) as a tool to advance.I feel like I am in this world but not of it, but I need to be here for my life's purpose. And being around other people and doing things that offer me the chance to gain experience and to grow. That's just my take on it.
From: spencerlfa <igorbedzor@...
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Sent: Monday, December 3, 2012 1:08:08 PM
Subject: Physical Unimportance

  Hello brothers,

Since I've dedicated and started meditating , everyday I feel LESS and LESS aware of my physical existence. I look around and I can't relate with anyone/anything. I look around and focus on " the here and now" and I feel empty and meaningless. I know the physical realm is important to advance, but I'm really happy with this, because with the current state of the world, being far away from all it's crap is amazing to me.
I want to share this and know your situation about this : How do you feel about the physical dimension? Will this distance get longer and longer as I progress ? Do you like to feel this way?

Ave Satani