Phobias and Selfipnosis Trance ( DON & YOYO if they please..)

[Masquerade]

Hi guys;
 I ask again your opinion on a matter which is struggling to resolve ...

I'm Satanist from more than two years and I understand that is still a few to
see significant improvements but I have received many signs from Satan, seen His
work many times in my life for the better. It helped me a lot and I have made
​​enormous progress in the knowledge of many things. But the practical side it
seems as if my body were against me. I can not understand .. even say that I
struggle to understand.  There have been times where I could breathe (absorb)
the energy, the chi, the white-gold;  But then I could not anymore. It 's always
so ... Spend a few weeks and then I can once, and I sense loud and clear
that  gets inside of me according to my will, and I feel my mind clear and
focused and clearly I'm absorbing the energy.  Then a moment later I can no
longer do so, and spent a month before I can again.

It occurred to me to succeed sometimes even to absorb the element of fire! And I
felt warm, and felt with each breath as if breathing fiery and hot energy to the
whole body!  I, I that I can't even visualize decently.  But even here, only a
couple of times in full months. And as for my effort to relax I can not in any
way enter into a trance.  It seems that my mind does not want me to do it. It
seems that my body refuses. There are requirements to enter into a trance I do
not know if I can meet,  for example it is impossible for me to be completely
relaxed and not worried about the outcome  because I have a fucking phobia 8
years now! EIGHT YEARS! I can not take off.  And even if I feel comfortable in
my room does not seem to be enough for me to go  into trance. The point is that
I tried so many things but the only way to get this phobia  seems to have
remained self-hypnosis and I am confident that I can do it only if I
can  self-hypnotize myself. But this is precisely the point, I can not.  Apart
from that my belief is not so strong, I do not know if once I  self-hypnotize
myself I'll be able to really be able to eliminate a phobia, however, is the
only thing left.


I do not understand why I'm so hard to get in this fucking trance!
 But what ever I must do?
 I can not leave home without the fear, I can not work without my being  terror,
I can not even laugh with someone because I'm always pretty fucking
terror.  With all this stress after 8 years I ask myself how can I not be
worried when  I'm doing the only thing that maybe brings me back to normal
equilibrium?  It 'obvious, of course, I will be thinking as I try to go into
trance and while I try to self-suggestion.  It would take at least a month of
self-hypnosis only to reprogram myself to feel comfortable while trying to heal,
and  However as I said I can not precisely do this very thing ; to go into a
trance.

Ok, now that I finished complaining of the victim (you laugh or cry, take your
pick), we can continue seriously.
 Therefore,
 FIRST QUESTION: How is it that I can breathe fire without trance? Why, however,
happens only once in 50?  I was convinced that once I could then I improved
slowly but it seems that the consistency is not present in my life, belonging of
course the fear. Eh, that why should I handle that? (fuck)

SECOND QUESTION: Why do I have social phobia? No kidding, I know already because
I have it.  For several years now I have think and I learned everything there is
to know about it, I learned even more than I've should, even things that have
nothing to do , so much I thought about this. The problem is that I can not
reprogram myself.   Then the second question is: How do I go into a trance and
selfinpotize myself if I can not do this very thing?

THIRD QUESTION: When a blessed day, I finally succeed with self hypnosis I can
really eliminate a phobia?  This is not a real question because I'll try anyway,
even if all of you told me that I could not.

FOURTH QUESTION: Why else there is a little voice inside me telling me that it
is highly unusual that after eight years  I've made ​​almost no progress in
breaking this phobia? Why it seems so strange and disturbing to me  although
actually that's how it went?

Well, sorry if I did a bit of sarcasm here and there. This post is indeed very
serious, and just because  is very serious and I'm very serious I also decided
to play little joke here and there before I get down.
I do not intend to waste time of those who use it seriously here in groups  I
hope that you respond seriously, but if you have nothing to say, a bit of irony
will do .


I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program of
the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops me
constantly.

The fact that I have mentioned in the title Don and YoYo is because with all the
infiltrators that are free recently,  should they have to want to(Don & YoYo),
I'll like also to hear their views, not because I prefer them, but because  in
recent months I have read many of their messages and I'm convinced that they are
dedicated and devoted spiritual Satanists.  In other words, it is more than
welcome advice from anyone, but since many times when I spoke to someone turned
out to be  an infiltrator, would be more comfortable for me if there was
response from those who I have "confidence" with let's say.
 Obviously, the high priests as all are welcome
 Thanks.

GRAZIE SATANA DI DARMI LA TUA GUIDA Ed IL TUO AIUTO SENZA IL QUALE SAREI STATO
INGHIOTTITO NELLE TENEBRE!
RINGRAZIO IL MIO DEMONE GUARDIANO PER AVERMI GUIDATO E AIUTATO!
HAIL SATAN!

[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Masquerade <mas6que6rade6@... wrote:

Hi guys;
 I ask again your opinion on a matter which is struggling to resolve ...

I'm Satanist from more than two years and I understand that is still a few to
see significant improvements but I have received many signs from Satan, seen His
work many times in my life for the better. It helped me a lot and I have made
​​enormous progress in the knowledge of many things. But the practical side it
seems as if my body were against me. I can not understand .. even say that I
struggle to understand.  There have been times where I could breathe (absorb)
the energy, the chi, the white-gold;  But then I could not anymore. It 's always
so ... Spend a few weeks and then I can once, and I sense loud and clear
that  gets inside of me according to my will, and I feel my mind clear and
focused and clearly I'm absorbing the energy.  Then a moment later I can no
longer do so, and spent a month before I can again.

It occurred to me to succeed sometimes even to absorb the element of fire! And I
felt warm, and felt with each breath as if breathing fiery and hot energy to the
whole body!  I, I that I can't even visualize decently.  But even here, only a
couple of times in full months. And as for my effort to relax I can not in any
way enter into a trance.  It seems that my mind does not want me to do it. It
seems that my body refuses. There are requirements to enter into a trance I do
not know if I can meet,  for example it is impossible for me to be completely
relaxed and not worried about the outcome  because I have a fucking phobia 8
years now! EIGHT YEARS! I can not take off.  And even if I feel comfortable in
my room does not seem to be enough for me to go  into trance. The point is that
I tried so many things but the only way to get this phobia  seems to have
remained self-hypnosis and I am confident that I can do it only if I
can  self-hypnotize myself. But this is precisely the point, I can not.  Apart
from that my belief is not so strong, I do not know if once I  self-hypnotize
myself I'll be able to really be able to eliminate a phobia, however, is the
only thing left.


I do not understand why I'm so hard to get in this fucking trance!
 But what ever I must do?
 I can not leave home without the fear, I can not work without my being  terror,
I can not even laugh with someone because I'm always pretty fucking
terror.  With all this stress after 8 years I ask myself how can I not be
worried when  I'm doing the only thing that maybe brings me back to normal
equilibrium?  It 'obvious, of course, I will be thinking as I try to go into
trance and while I try to self-suggestion.  It would take at least a month of
self-hypnosis only to reprogram myself to feel comfortable while trying to heal,
and  However as I said I can not precisely do this very thing ; to go into a
trance.

Ok, now that I finished complaining of the victim (you laugh or cry, take your
pick), we can continue seriously.
 Therefore,
 FIRST QUESTION: How is it that I can breathe fire without trance? Why, however,
happens only once in 50?  I was convinced that once I could then I improved
slowly but it seems that the consistency is not present in my life, belonging of
course the fear. Eh, that why should I handle that? (fuck)

SECOND QUESTION: Why do I have social phobia? No kidding, I know already because
I have it.  For several years now I have think and I learned everything there is
to know about it, I learned even more than I've should, even things that have
nothing to do , so much I thought about this. The problem is that I can not
reprogram myself.   Then the second question is: How do I go into a trance and
selfinpotize myself if I can not do this very thing?

THIRD QUESTION: When a blessed day, I finally succeed with self hypnosis I can
really eliminate a phobia?  This is not a real question because I'll try anyway,
even if all of you told me that I could not.

FOURTH QUESTION: Why else there is a little voice inside me telling me that it
is highly unusual that after eight years  I've made ​​almost no progress in
breaking this phobia? Why it seems so strange and disturbing to me  although
actually that's how it went?

Well, sorry if I did a bit of sarcasm here and there. This post is indeed very
serious, and just because  is very serious and I'm very serious I also decided
to play little joke here and there before I get down.
I do not intend to waste time of those who use it seriously here in groups  I
hope that you respond seriously, but if you have nothing to say, a bit of irony
will do .


I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program of
the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops me
constantly.

The fact that I have mentioned in the title Don and YoYo is because with all the
infiltrators that are free recently,  should they have to want to(Don & YoYo),
I'll like also to hear their views, not because I prefer them, but because  in
recent months I have read many of their messages and I'm convinced that they are
dedicated and devoted spiritual Satanists.  In other words, it is more than
welcome advice from anyone, but since many times when I spoke to someone turned
out to be  an infiltrator, would be more comfortable for me if there was
response from those who I have "confidence" with let's say.
 Obviously, the high priests as all are welcome
 Thanks.

GRAZIE SATANA DI DARMI LA TUA GUIDA Ed IL TUO AIUTO SENZA IL QUALE SAREI STATO
INGHIOTTITO NELLE TENEBRE!
RINGRAZIO IL MIO DEMONE GUARDIANO PER AVERMI GUIDATO E AIUTATO!
HAIL SATAN!

[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

You Should Never worry.Satan will guide You on Your pace and on Your individual rate.Most of the time the enemy will "implant" ideas into our minds.A perfect instance is the "My body is against me" nonsense.They can implant all sorts of ideas and mask them to believe that are our own.To get to know what is of the enemy and what

Your body is NOT against You.Your body is at Your command,and Yes,sometimes when we begin to meditate we face struggle.As the body gets rid of unknown substances,like pills and everything different,when our body encounters the positive effects from meditations,it reacts.This can result in many things.As for Me - It was a cold that would not go away , whatever I managed to do . I kept on doing the meditations,my body "realized" that it was extremely benefitial,and now I'm on the best health I ever was.I rarely ever get sick.As for astral vision,the enemy can shut our 3rd eye.It has happened to Me.And this numbs the forehead region as well numbs the astral sight.This could be the reason that You cannot see Whitegold energy.

Do not be afraid of that.The solution is simple.Start empowering and do the opening meditations again OR do the full chakra meditation.Also,the enemy can temporarily neutralize the sight of the 3rd eye by using links (Which I also found the same links imprint the harmful beliefs the enemy uses to self-damage us) : http://www.vovimbaghie.cz.cc/severing_the_link.html --- Severe these links and You will instantly regain emotional control.

Now,You must take on Void Meditation.Center Yourself down in the soil.This unreasonable fear,if You meditate constantly just means that Your soul is cleaning out itself.This can manifest in strange emotions,fears,anger,unreasonabilites and very strange things.You should NOT worry about it and procceed.Fear is an emotion that You can put under Your control DESPITE of how "much" time it has gone by.You can do it if You wish.We have Satan,we are not without help.We can MASTER ourselves.Its also EXTREMELY important to keep the aura and the chakras clean.When You enter Your bath,programm the water to take all negative energies,all negativities and all curses of the enemy with it.You will notice a significant and sudden calmness once You exit.

I am preety sure You done progress,but You're just not believing that because You ask for proof . There are no eight years or something . Let the voice wither and die . And It will once You shut its mouth by not hearing it . There is no "Correct" or "Wrong" time to step off problems.The sole reason we stay in problems is solely that we don't react to them.This can be the most hardcore thing.But this will set You free.Personally,I never did any hypnosis or anything.I faced problems Myself and defeated them on the spot.

Defeat emotional inertia,react and do the same.

Its up to You.Its a descision away.What do You decide?Stay like a pathetic outsider? Or control and handle things like a Satanist?

-Vovin Luciftian

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Masquerade]

You say right. 
It's just  that seems really out of my control. I continue and do more, maybe
the problem is that I am the first not quite believe it and have doubts.
Thank you very much for giving me reply, very often I feel a little pathetic,
but I think as you said that it's up to me to change the situation.
I will go on.
I thank you again for your support and advices! It helps me..
 
HAIL SATAN!!!! 




________________________________
Da: Yoyo <kung_fukistas_real@...
A: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Inviato: Gio 5 maggio 2011, 09:58:18
Oggetto: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Phobias and Selfipnosis Trance ( DON & YOYO
if they please..)

 


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Masquerade <mas6que6rade6@...
wrote:

Hi guys;
 I ask again your opinion on a matter which is struggling to resolve ...

I'm Satanist from more than two years and I understand that is still a few to
see significant improvements but I have received many signs from Satan, seen
His

work many times in my life for the better. It helped me a lot and I have made
​​enormous progress in the knowledge of many things. But the practical side
it

seems as if my body were against me. I can not understand .. even say that I
struggle to understand.  There have been times where I could breathe (absorb)

the energy, the chi, the white-gold;  But then I could not anymore. It 's
always

so ... Spend a few weeks and then I can once, and I sense loud and clear
that  gets inside of me according to my will, and I feel my mind clear and
focused and clearly I'm absorbing the energy.  Then a moment later I can no
longer do so, and spent a month before I can again.

It occurred to me to succeed sometimes even to absorb the element of fire! And
I

felt warm, and felt with each breath as if breathing fiery and hot energy to
the

whole body!  I, I that I can't even visualize decently.  But even here,
only a

couple of times in full months. And as for my effort to relax I can not in any

way enter into a trance.  It seems that my mind does not want me to do it. It

seems that my body refuses. There are requirements to enter into a trance I do

not know if I can meet,  for example it is impossible for me to be completely

relaxed and not worried about the outcome  because I have a fucking phobia 8

years now! EIGHT YEARS! I can not take off.  And even if I feel comfortable
in

my room does not seem to be enough for me to go  into trance. The point is
that

I tried so many things but the only way to get this phobia  seems to have
remained self-hypnosis and I am confident that I can do it only if I
can  self-hypnotize myself. But this is precisely the point, I can
not.  Apart

from that my belief is not so strong, I do not know if once I  self-hypnotize

myself I'll be able to really be able to eliminate a phobia, however, is the
only thing left.


I do not understand why I'm so hard to get in this fucking trance!
 But what ever I must do?
 I can not leave home without the fear, I can not work without my
being  terror,

I can not even laugh with someone because I'm always pretty fucking
terror.  With all this stress after 8 years I ask myself how can I not be
worried when  I'm doing the only thing that maybe brings me back to normal
equilibrium?  It 'obvious, of course, I will be thinking as I try to go into

trance and while I try to self-suggestion.  It would take at least a month of

self-hypnosis only to reprogram myself to feel comfortable while trying to
heal,

and  However as I said I can not precisely do this very thing ; to go into a

trance.

Ok, now that I finished complaining of the victim (you laugh or cry, take your

pick), we can continue seriously.
 Therefore,
 FIRST QUESTION: How is it that I can breathe fire without trance? Why,
however,

happens only once in 50?  I was convinced that once I could then I improved
slowly but it seems that the consistency is not present in my life, belonging
of

course the fear. Eh, that why should I handle that? (fuck)

SECOND QUESTION: Why do I have social phobia? No kidding, I know already
because

I have it.  For several years now I have think and I learned everything there
is

to know about it, I learned even more than I've should, even things that have
nothing to do , so much I thought about this. The problem is that I can not
reprogram myself.   Then the second question is: How do I go into a trance
and

selfinpotize myself if I can not do this very thing?

THIRD QUESTION: When a blessed day, I finally succeed with self hypnosis I can

really eliminate a phobia?  This is not a real question because I'll try
anyway,

even if all of you told me that I could not.

FOURTH QUESTION: Why else there is a little voice inside me telling me that it

is highly unusual that after eight years  I've made ​​almost no progress
in

breaking this phobia? Why it seems so strange and disturbing to me  although

actually that's how it went?

Well, sorry if I did a bit of sarcasm here and there. This post is indeed very

serious, and just because  is very serious and I'm very serious I also
decided

to play little joke here and there before I get down.
I do not intend to waste time of those who use it seriously here in groups  I

hope that you respond seriously, but if you have nothing to say, a bit of irony

will do .


I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program
of

the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops
me

constantly.

The fact that I have mentioned in the title Don and YoYo is because with all
the

infiltrators that are free recently,  should they have to want to(Don &
YoYo),

I'll like also to hear their views, not because I prefer them, but
because  in

recent months I have read many of their messages and I'm convinced that they
are

dedicated and devoted spiritual Satanists.  In other words, it is more than
welcome advice from anyone, but since many times when I spoke to someone turned

out to be  an infiltrator, would be more comfortable for me if there was
response from those who I have "confidence" with let's say.
 Obviously, the high priests as all are welcome
 Thanks.

GRAZIE SATANA DI DARMI LA TUA GUIDA Ed IL TUO AIUTO SENZA IL QUALE SAREI STATO

INGHIOTTITO NELLE TENEBRE!
RINGRAZIO IL MIO DEMONE GUARDIANO PER AVERMI GUIDATO E AIUTATO!
HAIL SATAN!

[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

You Should Never worry.Satan will guide You on Your pace and on Your individual
rate.Most of the time the enemy will "implant" ideas into our minds.A perfect
instance is the "My body is against me" nonsense.They can implant all sorts of
ideas and mask them to believe that are our own.To get to know what is of the
enemy and what


Your body is NOT against You.Your body is at Your command,and Yes,sometimes when
we begin to meditate we face struggle.As the body gets rid of unknown
substances,like pills and everything different,when our body encounters the
positive effects from meditations,it reacts.This can result in many things.As
for Me - It was a cold that would not go away , whatever I managed to do . I
kept on doing the meditations,my body "realized" that it was extremely
benefitial,and now I'm on the best health I ever was.I rarely ever get sick.As
for astral vision,the enemy can shut our 3rd eye.It has happened to Me.And this
numbs the forehead region as well numbs the astral sight.This could be the
reason that You cannot see Whitegold energy.

Do not be afraid of that.The solution is simple.Start empowering and do the
opening meditations again OR do the full chakra meditation.Also,the enemy can
temporarily neutralize the sight of the 3rd eye by using links (Which I also
found the same links imprint the harmful beliefs the enemy uses to self-damage
us) : http://www.vovimbaghie.cz.cc/severing_the_link.html --- Severe these links
and You will instantly regain emotional control.

Now,You must take on Void Meditation.Center Yourself down in the soil.This
unreasonable fear,if You meditate constantly just means that Your soul is
cleaning out itself.This can manifest in strange
emotions,fears,anger,unreasonabilites and very strange things.You should NOT
worry about it and procceed.Fear is an emotion that You can put under Your
control DESPITE of how "much" time it has gone by.You can do it if You wish.We
have Satan,we are not without help.We can MASTER ourselves.Its also EXTREMELY
important to keep the aura and the chakras clean.When You enter Your
bath,programm the water to take all negative energies,all negativities and all
curses of the enemy with it.You will notice a significant and sudden calmness
once You exit.

I am preety sure You done progress,but You're just not believing that because
You ask for proof . There are no eight years or something . Let the voice wither
and die . And It will once You shut its mouth by not hearing it . There is no
"Correct" or "Wrong" time to step off problems.The sole reason we stay in
problems is solely that we don't react to them.This can be the most hardcore
thing.But this will set You free.Personally,I never did any hypnosis or
anything.I faced problems Myself and defeated them on the spot.


Defeat emotional inertia,react and do the same.

Its up to You.Its a descision away.What do You decide?Stay like a pathetic
outsider? Or control and handle things like a Satanist?

-Vovin Luciftian

HAIL SATAN!




[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Masquerade <mas6que6rade6@... wrote:

You say right. 
It's just  that seems really out of my control. I continue and do more, maybe
the problem is that I am the first not quite believe it and have doubts.
Thank you very much for giving me reply, very often I feel a little pathetic,
but I think as you said that it's up to me to change the situation.
I will go on.
I thank you again for your support and advices! It helps me..
 
HAIL SATAN!!!! 




________________________________
Da: Yoyo <kung_fukistas_real@...
A: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Inviato: Gio 5 maggio 2011, 09:58:18
Oggetto: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Phobias and Selfipnosis Trance ( DON & YOYO
if they please..)

 


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Masquerade <mas6que6rade6@
wrote:

Hi guys;
 I ask again your opinion on a matter which is struggling to resolve ...

I'm Satanist from more than two years and I understand that is still a few to
see significant improvements but I have received many signs from Satan, seen
His

work many times in my life for the better. It helped me a lot and I have made
​​enormous progress in the knowledge of many things. But the practical side
it

seems as if my body were against me. I can not understand .. even say that I
struggle to understand.  There have been times where I could breathe (absorb)

the energy, the chi, the white-gold;  But then I could not anymore. It 's
always

so ... Spend a few weeks and then I can once, and I sense loud and clear
that  gets inside of me according to my will, and I feel my mind clear and
focused and clearly I'm absorbing the energy.  Then a moment later I can no
longer do so, and spent a month before I can again.

It occurred to me to succeed sometimes even to absorb the element of fire! And
I

felt warm, and felt with each breath as if breathing fiery and hot energy to
the

whole body!  I, I that I can't even visualize decently.  But even here,
only a

couple of times in full months. And as for my effort to relax I can not in any

way enter into a trance.  It seems that my mind does not want me to do it. It

seems that my body refuses. There are requirements to enter into a trance I do

not know if I can meet,  for example it is impossible for me to be completely

relaxed and not worried about the outcome  because I have a fucking phobia 8

years now! EIGHT YEARS! I can not take off.  And even if I feel comfortable
in

my room does not seem to be enough for me to go  into trance. The point is
that

I tried so many things but the only way to get this phobia  seems to have
remained self-hypnosis and I am confident that I can do it only if I
can  self-hypnotize myself. But this is precisely the point, I can
not.  Apart

from that my belief is not so strong, I do not know if once I  self-hypnotize

myself I'll be able to really be able to eliminate a phobia, however, is the
only thing left.


I do not understand why I'm so hard to get in this fucking trance!
 But what ever I must do?
 I can not leave home without the fear, I can not work without my
being  terror,

I can not even laugh with someone because I'm always pretty fucking
terror.  With all this stress after 8 years I ask myself how can I not be
worried when  I'm doing the only thing that maybe brings me back to normal
equilibrium?  It 'obvious, of course, I will be thinking as I try to go into

trance and while I try to self-suggestion.  It would take at least a month of

self-hypnosis only to reprogram myself to feel comfortable while trying to
heal,

and  However as I said I can not precisely do this very thing ; to go into a

trance.

Ok, now that I finished complaining of the victim (you laugh or cry, take your

pick), we can continue seriously.
 Therefore,
 FIRST QUESTION: How is it that I can breathe fire without trance? Why,
however,

happens only once in 50?  I was convinced that once I could then I improved
slowly but it seems that the consistency is not present in my life, belonging
of

course the fear. Eh, that why should I handle that? (fuck)

SECOND QUESTION: Why do I have social phobia? No kidding, I know already
because

I have it.  For several years now I have think and I learned everything there
is

to know about it, I learned even more than I've should, even things that have
nothing to do , so much I thought about this. The problem is that I can not
reprogram myself.   Then the second question is: How do I go into a trance
and

selfinpotize myself if I can not do this very thing?

THIRD QUESTION: When a blessed day, I finally succeed with self hypnosis I can

really eliminate a phobia?  This is not a real question because I'll try
anyway,

even if all of you told me that I could not.

FOURTH QUESTION: Why else there is a little voice inside me telling me that it

is highly unusual that after eight years  I've made ​​almost no progress
in

breaking this phobia? Why it seems so strange and disturbing to me  although

actually that's how it went?

Well, sorry if I did a bit of sarcasm here and there. This post is indeed very

serious, and just because  is very serious and I'm very serious I also
decided

to play little joke here and there before I get down.
I do not intend to waste time of those who use it seriously here in groups  I

hope that you respond seriously, but if you have nothing to say, a bit of irony

will do .


I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program
of

the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops
me

constantly.

The fact that I have mentioned in the title Don and YoYo is because with all
the

infiltrators that are free recently,  should they have to want to(Don &
YoYo),

I'll like also to hear their views, not because I prefer them, but
because  in

recent months I have read many of their messages and I'm convinced that they
are

dedicated and devoted spiritual Satanists.  In other words, it is more than
welcome advice from anyone, but since many times when I spoke to someone turned

out to be  an infiltrator, would be more comfortable for me if there was
response from those who I have "confidence" with let's say.
 Obviously, the high priests as all are welcome
 Thanks.

GRAZIE SATANA DI DARMI LA TUA GUIDA Ed IL TUO AIUTO SENZA IL QUALE SAREI STATO

INGHIOTTITO NELLE TENEBRE!
RINGRAZIO IL MIO DEMONE GUARDIANO PER AVERMI GUIDATO E AIUTATO!
HAIL SATAN!

[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

You Should Never worry.Satan will guide You on Your pace and on Your individual
rate.Most of the time the enemy will "implant" ideas into our minds.A perfect
instance is the "My body is against me" nonsense.They can implant all sorts of
ideas and mask them to believe that are our own.To get to know what is of the
enemy and what


Your body is NOT against You.Your body is at Your command,and Yes,sometimes when
we begin to meditate we face struggle.As the body gets rid of unknown
substances,like pills and everything different,when our body encounters the
positive effects from meditations,it reacts.This can result in many things.As
for Me - It was a cold that would not go away , whatever I managed to do . I
kept on doing the meditations,my body "realized" that it was extremely
benefitial,and now I'm on the best health I ever was.I rarely ever get sick.As
for astral vision,the enemy can shut our 3rd eye.It has happened to Me.And this
numbs the forehead region as well numbs the astral sight.This could be the
reason that You cannot see Whitegold energy.

Do not be afraid of that.The solution is simple.Start empowering and do the
opening meditations again OR do the full chakra meditation.Also,the enemy can
temporarily neutralize the sight of the 3rd eye by using links (Which I also
found the same links imprint the harmful beliefs the enemy uses to self-damage
us) : http://www.vovimbaghie.cz.cc/severing_the_link.html --- Severe these links
and You will instantly regain emotional control.

Now,You must take on Void Meditation.Center Yourself down in the soil.This
unreasonable fear,if You meditate constantly just means that Your soul is
cleaning out itself.This can manifest in strange
emotions,fears,anger,unreasonabilites and very strange things.You should NOT
worry about it and procceed.Fear is an emotion that You can put under Your
control DESPITE of how "much" time it has gone by.You can do it if You wish.We
have Satan,we are not without help.We can MASTER ourselves.Its also EXTREMELY
important to keep the aura and the chakras clean.When You enter Your
bath,programm the water to take all negative energies,all negativities and all
curses of the enemy with it.You will notice a significant and sudden calmness
once You exit.

I am preety sure You done progress,but You're just not believing that because
You ask for proof . There are no eight years or something . Let the voice wither
and die . And It will once You shut its mouth by not hearing it . There is no
"Correct" or "Wrong" time to step off problems.The sole reason we stay in
problems is solely that we don't react to them.This can be the most hardcore
thing.But this will set You free.Personally,I never did any hypnosis or
anything.I faced problems Myself and defeated them on the spot.


Defeat emotional inertia,react and do the same.

Its up to You.Its a descision away.What do You decide?Stay like a pathetic
outsider? Or control and handle things like a Satanist?

-Vovin Luciftian

HAIL SATAN!




[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

You are NOT pathetic.You're a child of Satan.Nothing is lost unless You accept defeat.Nothing is out of control unless You accpet to be out of control.

-Vovin Luciftian

HAIL SATAN!

 

[White Wolf]

----- Forwarded Message ----
From: White Wolf <white.wolverine666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, May 4, 2011 12:15:53 AM
Subject: Phobias and Selfipnosis Trance ( DON & YOYO if they please..)




Hello,

Cut the cords, and burn them, especially those attached to your third eye and
heart chakra. I had the same problem, but I was able to visualize and meditate
much more effectively after doing so.
Here is the link:
http://www.vovimbaghie.cz.cc/severing_the_link.html

Also, cut and burn the cords that may have attached to these chakras (from
Opening the Chakras, Minor Chakras, Astral Sight- JoS site, Meditations
Beginning Meditations Section):
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Eyes2.gif

It is possible to inhale the fire element/invoke it without falling into
trance. It takes practice though.
Just by visualizing and feeling it astrally, or looking at a candle flame (on
the physical) and doing the Foundation Meditation and absorbing the fire with
your whole being, and then breathing it back out into your aura, the ether, or
retaining it.
You know your own abilities, but this is my own personal experience.

If you believe you cannot, then you cannot.
Believe you can, and you can.
It's just a shift of perception and belief.
You CAN do it.

To answer your questions:
1) Do it as often as you can, or want to. We only get better with practice and
consistency. These things take time. If it does not work for one day, after
trying for x amount of minutes (I do not know the length of time you spend on
this) give it a rest, do another meditation. Come back to it later in the day or
continue the next day. Don't give up.

2) Yes, you CAN reprogram yourself. We all can. It takes time, patience,
persistence.
For example: how do ex-xians who are now Satanists reprogram their thoughts and
behaviour, if they are coming from a heavy xian indoctrination background? They
CAN. Through meditation. Through patience with themselves. You have come this
far, and you can go further. Believe in yourself. Give yourself credit.
Encourage yourself.
What is reading about a phobia going to really help you, in the long run? Yes,
it's good to understand it. BUT. The only way to get rid of a phobia is to FACE
it.
Myself, I was socially inept (still am, in a way, but I am working on this as
often as I can) and it's very awkward and uncomfortable for me to interact with
people outside of my family.
But I choose to, with strangers, with new people I meet. I make a practice of
it.
Even if it feels different at first (since I am brushing up/acquiring new social
skills) it gets easier with practice.
With more practice, one becomes more comfortable and at ease, and they gain more
confidence.

3) Concerning getting into a trance:
do not attempt when very full or hungry.
Be comfortable (not too hot, not too cold.)
Cover your feet/wear socks if it helps (as cold feet distracts me, but that's
just me.)
Unplug all phones, turn off computers (if it makes noises, it may distract you.
It may help, when starting out.)
If you cannot do it sitting up (as I had trouble doing so when starting out
since I have a tendency of falling over .<) then do it lying down. Make sure
your back is straight, and your head is aligned with your spine (no pillows.)
Do it when you are not tired, or else you may fall asleep.

Whoever told you that you cannot get rid of your phobias, they can, to put it
politely, fuck off.
You have the power to do whatever you want, to get rid of phobias, to reprogram
yourself, to become stronger physically, mentally, spiritually.
There is no "cannot" in Satanism when it comes to conquering your fears and
evolving yourself.

4) That "little voice" can also fuck off. ))
I get voices telling me I cannot do this, I cannot amount to that, why haven't I
evolved or gotten rid of old habits, blah blah blah. I ignore it. I banish these
"cannot" thoughts at will. And instead of dwelling on what I have NOT done, I
start thinking on what I can do to get it DONE.

"I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program of
the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops me
constantly."

Void meditation will help.
As well as burning your area (before meditating) with astral Satanic blue fire,
visualizing it for as long as you can. (From HP Vovim Baghie's
website: http://www.vovimbaghie.cz.cc/ )

Hope this helped a bit. HAIL SATAN.





________________________________
From: Masquerade <mas6que6rade6@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]; [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]; [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]; [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, April 29, 2011 9:12:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Phobias and Selfipnosis Trance ( DON & YOYO if they
please..)


Hi guys;
I ask again your opinion on a matter which is struggling to resolve ...

I'm Satanist from more than two years and I understand that is still a few to
see significant improvements but I have received many signs from Satan, seen His
work many times in my life for the better. It helped me a lot and I have made
​​enormous progress in the knowledge of many things. But the practical side it
seems as if my body were against me. I can not understand .. even say that I
struggle to understand. There have been times where I could breathe (absorb)
the energy, the chi, the white-gold; But then I could not anymore. It 's always
so ... Spend a few weeks and then I can once, and I sense loud and clear
that gets inside of me according to my will, and I feel my mind clear and
focused and clearly I'm absorbing the energy. Then a moment later I can no
longer do so, and spent a month before I can again.

It occurred to me to succeed sometimes even to absorb the element of fire! And I
felt warm, and felt with each breath as if breathing fiery and hot energy to the
whole body! I, I that I can't even visualize decently. But even here, only a
couple of times in full months. And as for my effort to relax I can not in any
way enter into a trance. It seems that my mind does not want me to do it. It
seems that my body refuses. There are requirements to enter into a trance I do
not know if I can meet, for example it is impossible for me to be completely
relaxed and not worried about the outcome because I have a fucking phobia 8
years now! EIGHT YEARS! I can not take off. And even if I feel comfortable in
my room does not seem to be enough for me to go into trance. The point is that
I tried so many things but the only way to get this phobia seems to have
remained self-hypnosis and I am confident that I can do it only if I
can self-hypnotize myself. But this is precisely the point, I can not. Apart
from that my belief is not so strong, I do not know if once I self-hypnotize
myself I'll be able to really be able to eliminate a phobia, however, is the
only thing left.


I do not understand why I'm so hard to get in this fucking trance!
But what ever I must do?
I can not leave home without the fear, I can not work without my being terror,
I can not even laugh with someone because I'm always pretty fucking
terror. With all this stress after 8 years I ask myself how can I not be
worried when I'm doing the only thing that maybe brings me back to normal
equilibrium? It 'obvious, of course, I will be thinking as I try to go into
trance and while I try to self-suggestion. It would take at least a month of
self-hypnosis only to reprogram myself to feel comfortable while trying to heal,
and However as I said I can not precisely do this very thing ; to go into a
trance.

Ok, now that I finished complaining of the victim (you laugh or cry, take your
pick), we can continue seriously.
Therefore,
FIRST QUESTION: How is it that I can breathe fire without trance? Why, however,
happens only once in 50? I was convinced that once I could then I improved
slowly but it seems that the consistency is not present in my life, belonging of
course the fear. Eh, that why should I handle that? (fuck)

SECOND QUESTION: Why do I have social phobia? No kidding, I know already because
I have it. For several years now I have think and I learned everything there is
to know about it, I learned even more than I've should, even things that have
nothing to do , so much I thought about this. The problem is that I can not
reprogram myself. Then the second question is: How do I go into a trance and
selfinpotize myself if I can not do this very thing?

THIRD QUESTION: When a blessed day, I finally succeed with self hypnosis I can
really eliminate a phobia? This is not a real question because I'll try anyway,
even if all of you told me that I could not.

FOURTH QUESTION: Why else there is a little voice inside me telling me that it
is highly unusual that after eight years I've made ​​almost no progress in
breaking this phobia? Why it seems so strange and disturbing to me although
actually that's how it went?

Well, sorry if I did a bit of sarcasm here and there. This post is indeed very
serious, and just because is very serious and I'm very serious I also decided
to play little joke here and there before I get down.
I do not intend to waste time of those who use it seriously here in groups I
hope that you respond seriously, but if you have nothing to say, a bit of irony
will do .


I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program of
the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops me
constantly.

The fact that I have mentioned in the title Don and YoYo is because with all the
infiltrators that are free recently, should they have to want to(Don & YoYo),
I'll like also to hear their views, not because I prefer them, but because in
recent months I have read many of their messages and I'm convinced that they are
dedicated and devoted spiritual Satanists. In other words, it is more than
welcome advice from anyone, but since many times when I spoke to someone turned
out to be an infiltrator, would be more comfortable for me if there was
response from those who I have "confidence" with let's say.
Obviously, the high priests as all are welcome
Thanks.

GRAZIE SATANA DI DARMI LA TUA GUIDA Ed IL TUO AIUTO SENZA IL QUALE SAREI STATO
INGHIOTTITO NELLE TENEBRE!
RINGRAZIO IL MIO DEMONE GUARDIANO PER AVERMI GUIDATO E AIUTATO!
HAIL SATAN!


[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], White Wolf <white.wolverine666@... wrote:

----- Forwarded Message ----
From: White Wolf <white.wolverine666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, May 4, 2011 12:15:53 AM
Subject: Phobias and Selfipnosis Trance ( DON & YOYO if they please..)




Hello,

Cut the cords, and burn them, especially those attached to your third eye and
heart chakra. I had the same problem, but I was able to visualize and meditate
much more effectively after doing so.
Here is the link:
http://www.vovimbaghie.cz.cc/severing_the_link.html

Also, cut and burn the cords that may have attached to these chakras (from
Opening the Chakras, Minor Chakras, Astral Sight- JoS site, Meditations
Beginning Meditations Section):
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Eyes2.gif

It is possible to inhale the fire element/invoke it without falling into
trance. It takes practice though.
Just by visualizing and feeling it astrally, or looking at a candle flame (on
the physical) and doing the Foundation Meditation and absorbing the fire with
your whole being, and then breathing it back out into your aura, the ether, or
retaining it.
You know your own abilities, but this is my own personal experience.

If you believe you cannot, then you cannot.
Believe you can, and you can.
It's just a shift of perception and belief.
You CAN do it.

To answer your questions:
1) Do it as often as you can, or want to. We only get better with practice and
consistency. These things take time. If it does not work for one day, after
trying for x amount of minutes (I do not know the length of time you spend on
this) give it a rest, do another meditation. Come back to it later in the day or
continue the next day. Don't give up.

2) Yes, you CAN reprogram yourself. We all can. It takes time, patience,
persistence.
For example: how do ex-xians who are now Satanists reprogram their thoughts and
behaviour, if they are coming from a heavy xian indoctrination background? They
CAN. Through meditation. Through patience with themselves. You have come this
far, and you can go further. Believe in yourself. Give yourself credit.
Encourage yourself.
What is reading about a phobia going to really help you, in the long run? Yes,
it's good to understand it. BUT. The only way to get rid of a phobia is to FACE
it.
Myself, I was socially inept (still am, in a way, but I am working on this as
often as I can) and it's very awkward and uncomfortable for me to interact with
people outside of my family.
But I choose to, with strangers, with new people I meet. I make a practice of
it.
Even if it feels different at first (since I am brushing up/acquiring new social
skills) it gets easier with practice.
With more practice, one becomes more comfortable and at ease, and they gain more
confidence.

3) Concerning getting into a trance:
do not attempt when very full or hungry.
Be comfortable (not too hot, not too cold.)
Cover your feet/wear socks if it helps (as cold feet distracts me, but that's
just me.)
Unplug all phones, turn off computers (if it makes noises, it may distract you.
It may help, when starting out.)
If you cannot do it sitting up (as I had trouble doing so when starting out
since I have a tendency of falling over .<) then do it lying down. Make sure
your back is straight, and your head is aligned with your spine (no pillows.)
Do it when you are not tired, or else you may fall asleep.

Whoever told you that you cannot get rid of your phobias, they can, to put it
politely, fuck off.
You have the power to do whatever you want, to get rid of phobias, to reprogram
yourself, to become stronger physically, mentally, spiritually.
There is no "cannot" in Satanism when it comes to conquering your fears and
evolving yourself.

4) That "little voice" can also fuck off. ))
I get voices telling me I cannot do this, I cannot amount to that, why haven't I
evolved or gotten rid of old habits, blah blah blah. I ignore it. I banish these
"cannot" thoughts at will. And instead of dwelling on what I have NOT done, I
start thinking on what I can do to get it DONE.

"I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program of
the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops me
constantly."

Void meditation will help.
As well as burning your area (before meditating) with astral Satanic blue fire,
visualizing it for as long as you can. (From HP Vovim Baghie's
website: http://www.vovimbaghie.cz.cc/ )

Hope this helped a bit. HAIL SATAN.





________________________________
From: Masquerade <mas6que6rade6@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]; [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]; [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]; [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, April 29, 2011 9:12:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Phobias and Selfipnosis Trance ( DON & YOYO if they
please..)


Hi guys;
I ask again your opinion on a matter which is struggling to resolve ...

I'm Satanist from more than two years and I understand that is still a few to
see significant improvements but I have received many signs from Satan, seen His
work many times in my life for the better. It helped me a lot and I have made
​​enormous progress in the knowledge of many things. But the practical side it
seems as if my body were against me. I can not understand .. even say that I
struggle to understand. There have been times where I could breathe (absorb)
the energy, the chi, the white-gold; But then I could not anymore. It 's always
so ... Spend a few weeks and then I can once, and I sense loud and clear
that gets inside of me according to my will, and I feel my mind clear and
focused and clearly I'm absorbing the energy. Then a moment later I can no
longer do so, and spent a month before I can again.

It occurred to me to succeed sometimes even to absorb the element of fire! And I
felt warm, and felt with each breath as if breathing fiery and hot energy to the
whole body! I, I that I can't even visualize decently. But even here, only a
couple of times in full months. And as for my effort to relax I can not in any
way enter into a trance. It seems that my mind does not want me to do it. It
seems that my body refuses. There are requirements to enter into a trance I do
not know if I can meet, for example it is impossible for me to be completely
relaxed and not worried about the outcome because I have a fucking phobia 8
years now! EIGHT YEARS! I can not take off. And even if I feel comfortable in
my room does not seem to be enough for me to go into trance. The point is that
I tried so many things but the only way to get this phobia seems to have
remained self-hypnosis and I am confident that I can do it only if I
can self-hypnotize myself. But this is precisely the point, I can not. Apart
from that my belief is not so strong, I do not know if once I self-hypnotize
myself I'll be able to really be able to eliminate a phobia, however, is the
only thing left.


I do not understand why I'm so hard to get in this fucking trance!
But what ever I must do?
I can not leave home without the fear, I can not work without my being terror,
I can not even laugh with someone because I'm always pretty fucking
terror. With all this stress after 8 years I ask myself how can I not be
worried when I'm doing the only thing that maybe brings me back to normal
equilibrium? It 'obvious, of course, I will be thinking as I try to go into
trance and while I try to self-suggestion. It would take at least a month of
self-hypnosis only to reprogram myself to feel comfortable while trying to heal,
and However as I said I can not precisely do this very thing ; to go into a
trance.

Ok, now that I finished complaining of the victim (you laugh or cry, take your
pick), we can continue seriously.
Therefore,
FIRST QUESTION: How is it that I can breathe fire without trance? Why, however,
happens only once in 50? I was convinced that once I could then I improved
slowly but it seems that the consistency is not present in my life, belonging of
course the fear. Eh, that why should I handle that? (fuck)

SECOND QUESTION: Why do I have social phobia? No kidding, I know already because
I have it. For several years now I have think and I learned everything there is
to know about it, I learned even more than I've should, even things that have
nothing to do , so much I thought about this. The problem is that I can not
reprogram myself. Then the second question is: How do I go into a trance and
selfinpotize myself if I can not do this very thing?

THIRD QUESTION: When a blessed day, I finally succeed with self hypnosis I can
really eliminate a phobia? This is not a real question because I'll try anyway,
even if all of you told me that I could not.

FOURTH QUESTION: Why else there is a little voice inside me telling me that it
is highly unusual that after eight years I've made ​​almost no progress in
breaking this phobia? Why it seems so strange and disturbing to me although
actually that's how it went?

Well, sorry if I did a bit of sarcasm here and there. This post is indeed very
serious, and just because is very serious and I'm very serious I also decided
to play little joke here and there before I get down.
I do not intend to waste time of those who use it seriously here in groups I
hope that you respond seriously, but if you have nothing to say, a bit of irony
will do .


I feel it in my head that there are many mistaken beliefs.I feel that my
subconscious thinks I'm stupid, I do not deserve to be a Satanist, I can not
succeed in meditation. I, using logic, I know they are just bullshit, program of
the enemy! But it seems that I can not reprogram my subconscious and he stops me
constantly.

The fact that I have mentioned in the title Don and YoYo is because with all the
infiltrators that are free recently, should they have to want to(Don & YoYo),
I'll like also to hear their views, not because I prefer them, but because in
recent months I have read many of their messages and I'm convinced that they are
dedicated and devoted spiritual Satanists. In other words, it is more than
welcome advice from anyone, but since many times when I spoke to someone turned
out to be an infiltrator, would be more comfortable for me if there was
response from those who I have "confidence" with let's say.
Obviously, the high priests as all are welcome
Thanks.

GRAZIE SATANA DI DARMI LA TUA GUIDA Ed IL TUO AIUTO SENZA IL QUALE SAREI STATO
INGHIOTTITO NELLE TENEBRE!
RINGRAZIO IL MIO DEMONE GUARDIANO PER AVERMI GUIDATO E AIUTATO!
HAIL SATAN!


[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

Dancing around Holes,copying,and doing whatever we need to find a way to infiltrate,aren't we...The Copy is never as good as the prototype.

"Play with fire and You will get burned".

-Vovin Luciftian

HAIL SATAN!