serpentwalker666
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Hello my satanic family. I am taking some time to make this post to remind myself and all of us how important it is that we are breathing currently and waking this road alongside the Gods.
In life we will often have to come face to fave with challenges on this road, sometimes these are manageable, sometimes they are unbearable.
As we continue to walk and grow as beings we slowly hammer away and get this slowly sorted.
I'll give some solid personal examples here. I deeply want to continue to share some of what I've had to endure in my life, in hopes others can understand and perhaps those who have struggled similarly can not feel so alone.
Some 4 to 5 years ago I had unexplained, untreatable tachycardia, this left me unable to work, drive or even walk out to my mailbox without being left breathless and in excruciating chest pain.
This was some time after I had undergone a cardiac ablation to correct a lfe threatening heart defect, these side effects years later were untreatable.
Overtime I was uncontent with this, and I decided to keep pushing. Anyone else would just give up. I wouldn't blame them either, I was in excruciating pain. I still am many days now even.
Eventually I went from completely disabled from this and the other health issues I've had to be able to work, became a licensed driver and exercised when I could bear it.
There was no help coming for me, I was left to have to die from this or fight against it.
I had a long history of the government not ever wanting to assist me, even when I was so sick I was unable to work a job. I had to fight against this huge obstacle.
This was excruciating everyday until this condition left me suddenly, a few years ago.
However, this along side other issues I've had for years. Still are challenging. I am basically disabled from the health issues I have.
But I managed to become able bodied enough to pass and leverage myself in society and work environments and often have had to suffer in silence.
I had no money to leverage for landscaping and yard work. So I had to engage in this myself. I would collapse a few times in my yard, but I would pull myself to stand and press onwards.
Some days this would be so bad my heart would just stop in my chest, for no reason at all then just pound back. Knocking the life from me and I'd just have to stand there gripping my chest, in existential agony.
The first few times this happened in my life. I was terrified. I would be brought to tears and struck with fear.
The other day when this occurred. I had just taken a minute to breathe. And then I pressed onward. Unfazed by this as I've grow so used to and tired of it.
Eventually, the pain became my bitch in many cases. It still is hard, but I had won.
Chinese medicine satanic magick has helped me some, but I am not fully free yet of the life long issues this body has had.
What I am writing this about is to hopefully inspire anyone who feels stuck to continue to walk forward and never give up.
We must learn from eachother. We must do our best and uphold the path of the Gods and fight against the enemy. No matter the cost. No matter the obstacle, no matter the pain, and no matter the struggle.
Ultimately there will come a day when I am okay. I know this and I understand this.
But here I want to share so others can understand the most important thing to me.
Satan, the Gods. The Joy of Satan. My family, my friends.
I press on for all of you and I won't ever give up. The message I will end on here is this.
Don't ever give up, fight against what is in front of you until you are above this.
Do not accept this unless death is meant to take you. Even then do your best to live valiantly and pass from this world with a smile on your face
LET US WALK TOWARDS ETERNITY!
In life we will often have to come face to fave with challenges on this road, sometimes these are manageable, sometimes they are unbearable.
As we continue to walk and grow as beings we slowly hammer away and get this slowly sorted.
I'll give some solid personal examples here. I deeply want to continue to share some of what I've had to endure in my life, in hopes others can understand and perhaps those who have struggled similarly can not feel so alone.
Some 4 to 5 years ago I had unexplained, untreatable tachycardia, this left me unable to work, drive or even walk out to my mailbox without being left breathless and in excruciating chest pain.
This was some time after I had undergone a cardiac ablation to correct a lfe threatening heart defect, these side effects years later were untreatable.
Overtime I was uncontent with this, and I decided to keep pushing. Anyone else would just give up. I wouldn't blame them either, I was in excruciating pain. I still am many days now even.
Eventually I went from completely disabled from this and the other health issues I've had to be able to work, became a licensed driver and exercised when I could bear it.
There was no help coming for me, I was left to have to die from this or fight against it.
I had a long history of the government not ever wanting to assist me, even when I was so sick I was unable to work a job. I had to fight against this huge obstacle.
This was excruciating everyday until this condition left me suddenly, a few years ago.
However, this along side other issues I've had for years. Still are challenging. I am basically disabled from the health issues I have.
But I managed to become able bodied enough to pass and leverage myself in society and work environments and often have had to suffer in silence.
I had no money to leverage for landscaping and yard work. So I had to engage in this myself. I would collapse a few times in my yard, but I would pull myself to stand and press onwards.
Some days this would be so bad my heart would just stop in my chest, for no reason at all then just pound back. Knocking the life from me and I'd just have to stand there gripping my chest, in existential agony.
The first few times this happened in my life. I was terrified. I would be brought to tears and struck with fear.
The other day when this occurred. I had just taken a minute to breathe. And then I pressed onward. Unfazed by this as I've grow so used to and tired of it.
Eventually, the pain became my bitch in many cases. It still is hard, but I had won.
Chinese medicine satanic magick has helped me some, but I am not fully free yet of the life long issues this body has had.
What I am writing this about is to hopefully inspire anyone who feels stuck to continue to walk forward and never give up.
We must learn from eachother. We must do our best and uphold the path of the Gods and fight against the enemy. No matter the cost. No matter the obstacle, no matter the pain, and no matter the struggle.
Ultimately there will come a day when I am okay. I know this and I understand this.
But here I want to share so others can understand the most important thing to me.
Satan, the Gods. The Joy of Satan. My family, my friends.
I press on for all of you and I won't ever give up. The message I will end on here is this.
Don't ever give up, fight against what is in front of you until you are above this.
Do not accept this unless death is meant to take you. Even then do your best to live valiantly and pass from this world with a smile on your face
LET US WALK TOWARDS ETERNITY!