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xxdarkbeautyxx

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Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way I can stop all emotions, can you please tell me. I tried so hard to keep on living but my life kept getting worse as my emotions kept building up inside. I don't want to feel anymore.
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xxdarkbeautyxx" <xxdarkbeautyxx@... wrote:
Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way I can stop all emotions, can you please tell me. I tried so hard to keep on living but my life kept getting worse as my emotions kept building up inside. I don't want to feel anymore.
This is what i did when i got real depressed. Go to your astral temple, create a crystal or crystal ball or whatever to store energy. Then Release/Direct ALL the negative that is effecting you into the ball/crystal. Visualise all the negative energy,emotions,feelings as dark color leaving you and entering the ball. Dont stop until you feel way better and you should. This amazingly worked for me and i felt dumb for being depressed afterwards. You can store the crystal with the energy somewhere in your temple. Maybe you can use the energy against an enemy of yours or satans.

Next i used a technique to rid of memories. It worked. Visualise the memory that made you mad/sad as a roll of film. Pull the film out of your mind, be confident in this. It should be difficult to remember the memory but dont try to remember it.

Once you feel good, do a Power Meditation to boost your energy so you can feel strong again. Then program you aura to change your life in the way you like.

You dont deserve to feel this way

HAIL EA!
 
This meditation works, I tried it out to see if it does and this meditation can boost one's happiness.

Also breathe in energy from the Sun when you are able too, this banishes depression when done long enough.

HAIL SATAN!!

High Priest Ian

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xxdarkbeautyxx" <xxdarkbeautyxx@ wrote:

Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way I can stop all emotions, can you please tell me. I tried so hard to keep on living but my life kept getting worse as my emotions kept building up inside. I don't want to feel anymore.


This is what i did when i got real depressed. Go to your astral temple, create a crystal or crystal ball or whatever to store energy. Then Release/Direct ALL the negative that is effecting you into the ball/crystal. Visualise all the negative energy,emotions,feelings as dark color leaving you and entering the ball. Dont stop until you feel way better and you should. This amazingly worked for me and i felt dumb for being depressed afterwards. You can store the crystal with the energy somewhere in your temple. Maybe you can use the energy against an enemy of yours or satans.

Next i used a technique to rid of memories. It worked. Visualise the memory that made you mad/sad as a roll of film. Pull the film out of your mind, be confident in this. It should be difficult to remember the memory but dont try to remember it.

Once you feel good, do a Power Meditation to boost your energy so you can feel strong again. Then program you aura to change your life in the way you like.

You dont deserve to feel this way

HAIL EA!
 
<td val[/IMG]What? I don't think that's the way to go. If you kill yourself Father will just reincarnate you to help with the fight against the Xian worms. You have no choice but stay and fight, or turn away from Father and be destroyed along with the rest of his enemies. I'm sorry your life has been bad, but remember you're not the only person alive who experiences problems. Try meditating more and concentrate white healing energy on your life and problems. It should help. Ask Father Satan for help in a small ritual every night and try to contact your Guardian Demon to help you. Otherwise I know of no way to stop emotions other than you kill yourself, and like I said, it's pointless unless you choose to be damned or destroyed by Father.

Best regards,
Seth

HAIL SATAN!

--- On Sun, 4/12/09, xxdarkbeautyxx <xxdarkbeautyxx@... wrote:
From: xxdarkbeautyxx <xxdarkbeautyxx@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Pathetic Emotions
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, April 12, 2009, 4:07 PM

Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way I can stop all emotions, can you please tell me. I tried so hard to keep on living but my life kept getting worse as my emotions kept building up inside. I don't want to feel anymore.
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xxdarkbeautyxx" <xxdarkbeautyxx@... wrote:
Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way I can stop all emotions, can you please tell me. I tried so hard to keep on living but my life kept getting worse as my emotions kept building up inside. I don't want to feel anymore.
Try a counsellor, I know it is a strange suggestion but that is what I did. I found it helpful to talk with her and it helped because I learned some coping strategies for when things became tough again. It was also nice that I could just chat about small things with her until I felt comfortable to talk about what was really bothering me.

I hope things work out for you and all suggestions are helpful in some way.
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Seth licour <chicken_godman@... wrote:
im also a water person and im like really emotionally sensative. if u have too much of an element it can give u bad side effects like too much water makes u way too emotional. i researched and found that im ok in everything else but fire and i REALLY suck at fire. once u know ur weakness work with it so u can balence urself. the jos tells u ways to invoke fire. this will help u but make sure u dont over do it. when i invoke fire i picture myself sitting on a log in the middle of a burning forest. try this and let us know if it helps :D

What? I don't think that's the way to go. If you kill yourself Father will just reincarnate you to help with the fight against the Xian worms. You have no choice but stay and fight, or turn away from Father and be destroyed along with the rest of his enemies. I'm sorry your life has been bad, but remember you're not the only person alive who experiences problems. Try meditating more and concentrate white healing energy on your life and problems. It should help. Ask Father Satan for help in a small ritual every night and try to contact your Guardian Demon to help you. Otherwise I know of no way to stop emotions other than you kill yourself, and like I said, it's pointless unless you choose to be damned or destroyed by Father.

Best regards,
Seth

HAIL SATAN!

--- On Sun, 4/12/09, xxdarkbeautyxx <xxdarkbeautyxx@... wrote:

From: xxdarkbeautyxx <xxdarkbeautyxx@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Pathetic Emotions
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, April 12, 2009, 4:07 PM

















Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way I can stop all emotions, can you please tell me. I tried so hard to keep on living but my life kept getting worse as my emotions kept building up inside. I don't want to feel anymore.
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unkown2dauniverse" <unknown2dauniverse@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xxdarkbeautyxx" <xxdarkbeautyxx@ wrote:

Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way I can stop all emotions, can you please tell me. I tried so hard to keep on living but my life kept getting worse as my emotions kept building up inside. I don't want to feel anymore.


Try a counsellor, I know it is a strange suggestion but that is what I did. I found it helpful to talk with her and it helped because I learned some coping strategies for when things became tough again. It was also nice that I could just chat about small things with her until I felt comfortable to talk about what was really bothering me.

I hope things work out for you and all suggestions are helpful in some way.
first off destroying your emotions would rip apart your soul not a good thing. second because you mentioned being a water elemant why don't you try to balance your elements. just go to JoyofSatan.com click on the meditations link then power meditations and scroll down thru the advanced collum, since you are already water just do the other elements, fire should help boil away some of the water and help lift your spirits. if nothing eles see a doctor and get some meds then work on the meditations and write in your jounal religiously to keep track of your mental state. best wishes.
 
You're not a permanent water person. Start invoking the element of fire and you'll see that these useless emotions will be gone sooner or later. Fiery people tend to not care about other people, they tend to be charismatic, self-confident and a love of life.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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