Man, I wish yahoo E-groups had an edit button, or I would of just left this question with the first message I wrote, but they also keep saying "we are one". What does that mean?
I dont have an answer to your question, but i can relate to your problem, I am a recovering addict myself, I will have 3 years clean on nov 10th this year. I hope everything goes well for you in treatment, I was inpatient for a month and outpatient for 8, so I know how that goes. When I was in there they pushed god on me more than I liked, I was an athiest at that time, but I still hated Christianity. So just giving you a heads up there are gona be some jesus freaks in there but dont let that stop you from going. Sorry I am completely rambling right now, I just feel a lot of sympathy for your situation. Hail Satan!