Note on anger

[hotstudman95]

One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???

It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.

So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[Anonymous]

I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.
From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

  One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???

It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.

So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[the_fire_starter666]

All power meditation and hatha and kundalini yoga helps control your emotions. Since the base chakra is where anger comes from, I think you need to balance it. I'm only speaking from theory on the base chakra though.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "hotstudman95" <hotstudman95@... wrote:

One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???

It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.

So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[Hot Guy]

thank you for your response my friend.
anyone else care to share their answer to this is also more than welcome to assist.
anyway Enki's Friend (and anyone else here than can answer this follow p question i just thought of) can i ask you something??
when you say power meditations help whats the best kind for this???
also i only dedicated December 19th of last year to the 20th before 12:34am (which is good as that mean i did it right before void moon began. i know this is accurate as i was up all night before i was kicked out of my last place. so any kind that works for this that is not only good for beginners such as myself but is the best of which for controlling and/or getting rid of anger in any way also wold be greatly appreciated in the next answer/reply.
i any case thanks for the helpHAIL SATAN

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com" <JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 7:27 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

  I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.
From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

  One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???

It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.

So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[hotstudman95]

Flame meditation is in beginners area and according to sources here (other message on this subject of flame meditation I posted in the past) in the group I can use an electric candle. Which is good as I use flame ones in bathroom of where I live now still but can't use that kind in my own room due to the smoke detector. But sense they say here electric ones are fine for this kind of thing I think I try flame meditation this way. Plus in my room I got more access to dark areas then the bathroom plus my room got a decentsized closet if need be for me to go into it and go at it from there.

So overall what do you guys think about this meditation???

It count as a power meditation or no??? (sorry if this sounds noobish)
Also it good for the balancing anger issue too right???

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

All power meditation and hatha and kundalini yoga helps control your emotions. Since the base chakra is where anger comes from, I think you need to balance it. I'm only speaking from theory on the base chakra though.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "hotstudman95" <hotstudman95@ wrote:

One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???

It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.

So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[Indigo Nation]

I am thinking the air element (if you have made it that far and feel confident), as well as id say yoga would really help you anger, the 5 tibetian rites are simple you could take those as a beginning and add on poses to it (as many as you like) if you so desire http://www.lifeevents.org/5-tibetans-en ... rcises.htm
I found out that that along with Sa Ta Na Ma vibration I think your supposed to do that 30 minutes or so each day makes me feel completely free and really emotionally balanced people even notice it they say I am more confident and toghether. That is why I mention it However that seems excessive for your situation if you are short on time. I can feel the rejuvination rites help the heart chakra like unblocking it and strengthening it. Just working on yourself however helps you release the emotions so you can gain healthy balance and control. Bjork, Tiawaz, Wunjo those runes help you relax. Tiawaz helps you bind chaotic energies. Just doing a regular program of meditation though will help you gain balance, or spending a few sessions letting it out in black magick against the enemy may help (emotions can be directed into anything that is an issue or an asset depending on the situation). Try to focus strongly on another emotion next time you think you are going to lose it in a bad situation. Is the normal techneiche I use if I think im heading down "exploding" as I call it in a situation where it is not good. Though I really got to be honest I don't have much if any issues with this I just know how to direct and change emotions and detach, all things I learned from meditation and that came as abilities from doing it. I didn't start out being able to do this. So hopefully some of this helps you. Good Luck.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@... wrote:

I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.



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From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger



 

One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???

It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.

So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Anger is an important emotion that I just suppressed most of my life,because of all the lies I was told.It feels good to express my anger now,tough be it in a more controlled way,but never suppressing it.I have always said that someone who never gets angry,has no passion in life.And what is a life without passion.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Sun, 4/22/12, Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote:

From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com" <JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Date: Sunday, April 22, 2012, 7:23 PM

  thank you for your response my friend.
anyone else care to share their answer to this is also more than welcome to assist.
anyway Enki's Friend (and anyone else here than can answer this follow p question i just thought of) can i ask you something??
when you say power meditations help whats the best kind for this???
also i only dedicated December 19th of last year to the 20th before 12:34am (which is good as that mean i did it right before void moon began. i know this is accurate as i was up all night before i was kicked out of my last place. so any kind that works for this that is not only good for beginners such as myself but is the best of which for controlling and/or getting rid of anger in any way also wold be greatly appreciated in the next answer/reply.
i any case thanks for the helpHAIL SATAN

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com" <JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 7:27 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

  I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.
From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

  One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???

It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.

So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

[/TD]

 

[the_fire_starter666]

It's also logical to be angry with christinsanity and all the other enemy lies for their lies and crimes and how they were forced on us and made our life miserable. Many people need to vent this and practice spiritual warfare and destruction rituals against those hoaxes, it's very relieving and calming and empowering too.

Thats another reason wicca and other rhp "religions" are not satisfying for most people who study the occult. Many of them want to rightfully gain revenge against the xian lies which destroyed their life, and those wiccan idiots tell them "no, you have to tolerate all bullshit hoaxes, we're one, love, harm none e.t.c.".

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Anger is an important emotion that I just suppressed most of my life,because of all the lies I was told.It feels good to express my anger now,tough be it in a more controlled way,but never suppressing it.I have always said that someone who never gets angry,has no passion in life.And what is a life without passion.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Sun, 4/22/12, Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote:

From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Date: Sunday, April 22, 2012, 7:23 PM
















 









thank you for your response my friend.
anyone else care to share their answer to this is also more than welcome to assist.
anyway Enki's Friend (and anyone else here than can answer this follow p question i just thought of) can i ask you something??
when you say power meditations help whats the best kind for this???
also i only dedicated December 19th of last year to the 20th before 12:34am (which is good as that mean i did it right before void moon began. i know this is accurate as i was up all night before i was kicked out of my last place. so any kind that works for this that is not only good for beginners such as
myself but is the best of which for controlling and/or getting rid of anger in any way also wold be greatly appreciated in the next answer/reply.
i any case thanks for the helpHAIL SATAN

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@...
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 7:27 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
















 






I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.

From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

















 






One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???



It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.



So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[hotstudman95]

Wow i never imagined anger to be a good thing before. Although in the past there are times my anger issues came up when I wish they hadn't.

It does take much energy out of me sometimes though. It's like I am saying yes anger is an emotion I wish to keep but I i wish I was better at turning it off sometimes also. I mean off but not gone completely off course.

Anyway back to one of my earlier replies:

Flame meditation good for balancing anger???

Yay or Nay???

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Anger is an important emotion that I just suppressed most of my life,because of all the lies I was told.It feels good to express my anger now,tough be it in a more controlled way,but never suppressing it.I have always said that someone who never gets angry,has no passion in life.And what is a life without passion.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Sun, 4/22/12, Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote:

From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Date: Sunday, April 22, 2012, 7:23 PM
















 









thank you for your response my friend.
anyone else care to share their answer to this is also more than welcome to assist.
anyway Enki's Friend (and anyone else here than can answer this follow p question i just thought of) can i ask you something??
when you say power meditations help whats the best kind for this???
also i only dedicated December 19th of last year to the 20th before 12:34am (which is good as that mean i did it right before void moon began. i know this is accurate as i was up all night before i was kicked out of my last place. so any kind that works for this that is not only good for beginners such as
myself but is the best of which for controlling and/or getting rid of anger in any way also wold be greatly appreciated in the next answer/reply.
i any case thanks for the helpHAIL SATAN

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@...
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 7:27 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
















 






I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.

From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

















 






One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???



It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.



So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[hotstudman95]

Well that part I understand. The bullshit RHP has influenced the world way way too much.

When my family found out about the JOS (this was not by choice mind you) only reason I did not yell at them is because they were paying for the hotel I was staying in the night I was kicked out of my previous residence. Id say between my family and the previous people I was with I'd say I resent the previous people more. All I am saying is:

Sometimes I desire anger at times but some people make it really hard to really go there. Other times when I can go there some people make me feel like shit (feel guilty) for being upset.

I really hate that

Overall I do desire anger but still need to balance it more.

In any case thanks for the reply Brian you are truly an amazing and outstanding individual.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

It's also logical to be angry with christinsanity and all the other enemy lies for their lies and crimes and how they were forced on us and made our life miserable. Many people need to vent this and practice spiritual warfare and destruction rituals against those hoaxes, it's very relieving and calming and empowering too.

Thats another reason wicca and other rhp "religions" are not satisfying for most people who study the occult. Many of them want to rightfully gain revenge against the xian lies which destroyed their life, and those wiccan idiots tell them "no, you have to tolerate all bullshit hoaxes, we're one, love, harm none e.t.c.".

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Anger is an important emotion that I just suppressed most of my life,because of all the lies I was told.It feels good to express my anger now,tough be it in a more controlled way,but never suppressing it.I have always said that someone who never gets angry,has no passion in life.And what is a life without passion.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Sun, 4/22/12, Hot Guy <hotstudman95@ wrote:

From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Date: Sunday, April 22, 2012, 7:23 PM
















 









thank you for your response my friend.
anyone else care to share their answer to this is also more than welcome to assist.
anyway Enki's Friend (and anyone else here than can answer this follow p question i just thought of) can i ask you something??
when you say power meditations help whats the best kind for this???
also i only dedicated December 19th of last year to the 20th before 12:34am (which is good as that mean i did it right before void moon began. i know this is accurate as i was up all night before i was kicked out of my last place. so any kind that works for this that is not only good for beginners such as
myself but is the best of which for controlling and/or getting rid of anger in any way also wold be greatly appreciated in the next answer/reply.
i any case thanks for the helpHAIL SATAN

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 7:27 AM
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I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.

From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@
To: [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

















 






One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???



It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.



So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[kittyahawk3@rocketmail.com]

Anger is important .. I just do not wanna go to jail so wisdom hs to be in the mix, and the xian et all double standards have to be accounted for, so I express my rage mostly in my mind
and thru rituals these days..


Hail Father Satan and all the Gods of war !!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Anger is an important emotion that I just suppressed most of my life,because of all the lies I was told.It feels good to express my anger now,tough be it in a more controlled way,but never suppressing it.I have always said that someone who never gets angry,has no passion in life.And what is a life without passion.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Sun, 4/22/12, Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote:

From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Date: Sunday, April 22, 2012, 7:23 PM
















 









thank you for your response my friend.
anyone else care to share their answer to this is also more than welcome to assist.
anyway Enki's Friend (and anyone else here than can answer this follow p question i just thought of) can i ask you something??
when you say power meditations help whats the best kind for this???
also i only dedicated December 19th of last year to the 20th before 12:34am (which is good as that mean i did it right before void moon began. i know this is accurate as i was up all night before i was kicked out of my last place. so any kind that works for this that is not only good for beginners such as
myself but is the best of which for controlling and/or getting rid of anger in any way also wold be greatly appreciated in the next answer/reply.
i any case thanks for the helpHAIL SATAN

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@...
To: "[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]" <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 7:27 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
















 






I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.

From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

















 






One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???



It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.



So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

[hotstudman95@yahoo.com]

Another thing I never mentioned to anyone before (and if I did I forget) is that the night I dedicated and got kicked out well part of that is composed of a few things
One is that I said I'd beat the shit out of that houses owner if he told anyone what I was doing (I had hoped that went different as they told my parents about it anyway).  I was not really gonna beat someone up I just wanted the people at the other house to but the fuck out and mind their own damn business.  The other thing is even with my anger issues this anger at this time seemed different somehow.  Not sure how exactly but it helped me stand up for myself and what I believe in (that being father and his demons of course).
So my confession here is that because of this I felt anger after dedicating but it was anger towards people that were holding me back.
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On Apr 25, 2012, at 4:26 PM, "kittyahawk3@..." <kittyahawk3@... wrote:

  Anger is important .. I just do not wanna go to jail so wisdom hs to be in the mix, and the xian et all double standards have to be accounted for, so I express my rage mostly in my mind
and thru rituals these days..

Hail Father Satan and all the Gods of war !!!!!

--- [/IMG]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/email][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Anger is an important emotion that I just suppressed most of my life,because of all the lies I was told.It feels good to express my anger now,tough be it in a more controlled way,but never suppressing it.I have always said that someone who never gets angry,has no passion in life.And what is a life without passion.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Sun, 4/22/12, Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote:

From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
To: "[e[/IMG]JoyofSatan666@yahoo[/IMG]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/email][/url]
Date: Sunday, April 22, 2012, 7:23 PM
















 









thank you for your response my friend.
anyone else care to share their answer to this is also more than welcome to assist.
anyway Enki's Friend (and anyone else here than can answer this follow p question i just thought of) can i ask you something??
when you say power meditations help whats the best kind for this???
also i only dedicated December 19th of last year to the 20th before 12:34am (which is good as that mean i did it right before void moon began. i know this is accurate as i was up all night before i was kicked out of my last place. so any kind that works for this that is not only good for beginners such as
myself but is the best of which for controlling and/or getting rid of anger in any way also wold be greatly appreciated in the next answer/reply.
i any case thanks for the helpHAIL SATAN

From: Enki's Friend <enkisfriend@...
To: "[e[/IMG]JoyofSatan666@yahoo[/IMG]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/email][/url]
Sent: Sunday, April 22, 2012 7:27 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger
















 






I sometimes experience anger, and for me they stem from not addressing abuse from other people early enough, so my anger builds up to explosive proportions. Also misdirected anger, those that I take out on loved ones, where I failed to address conflicts that existed elsewhere, frequently from supervisors, coworkers, and sometimes friends of loved ones. I found that power meditations have helped alot. But the biggest thing for me as been discovering just how much old anger I have. That has helped a lot in the present to reduce it to realistic levels in the present which match the situation. I know it can be difficult.

From: hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@...
To: [e[/IMG]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/email][/url]
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 6:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Note on anger

















 






One thing I never told anyone here (or at least I don't think so) is at times well I tend to have these anger issues and was wondering what's the best way to stop myself from loosing my temper???



It's just that today I took a look at myself and of all things the only major bf & gf relationships I had in my whole life and truth is they ended due to my anger issues.



So I am asking this because my belief is that controlling myself in angry and stressful situations will not only help with my satanism but my life as well

 

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Anger has its place

~Hail Marduk~