I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
Not Living Life To The Full
Draco Majinn2 min to read
Those people are not 'living life'. They are stupid puppets who think that they are having the time of their lives by getting wasted and stoned when in fact the next day most of them feel disgusting about themselves. They are not doing anything productive with their lives. They are products of immense indoctrination and stupidity. That's why we call them sheep, because they do what they are told is 'cool' and they follow each other. They just follow. You are not wasting your life, they are. You evolve, they don't.
Physicality and Spirituality along with all four elements must be balanced though. You need to work more with the elements you are lacking and then everything will come together. You can do a square or a 40 day working about this.
--- In , "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
Those people are not 'living life'. They are stupid puppets who think that they are having the time of their lives by getting wasted and stoned when in fact the next day most of them feel disgusting about themselves. They are not doing anything productive with their lives. They are products of immense indoctrination and stupidity. That's why we call them sheep, because they do what they are told is 'cool' and they follow each other. They just follow. You are not wasting your life, they are. You evolve, they don't.
Physicality and Spirituality along with all four elements must be balanced though. You need to work more with the elements you are lacking and then everything will come together. You can do a square or a 40 day working about this.
--- In , "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
How about sometime of the week go out and do whatever it is you want to. dont get all high and messed up and stuff. but a couple of times through the week, go to the movies or out to the park. go bird watching or just do whatever it is you feel like you want to do. go to dinner. if you are by yourself, screw it, i mean take someone along if you want to, the choice is yours. i thought about this too. just do whatever makes you feel happy, okay.
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How about sometime of the week go out and do whatever it is you want to. dont get all high and messed up and stuff. but a couple of times through the week, go to the movies or out to the park. go bird watching or just do whatever it is you feel like you want to do. go to dinner. if you are by yourself, screw it, i mean take someone along if you want to, the choice is yours. i thought about this too. just do whatever makes you feel happy, okay.
Thanks everyone. I really appreciate your help.
--- In , Wesley Scott <westleyply@... wrote:
How about sometime of the week go out and do whatever it is you want to. dont get all high and messed up and stuff. but a couple of times through the week, go to the movies or out to the park. go bird watching or just do whatever it is you feel like you want to do. go to dinner. if you are by yourself, screw it, i mean take someone along if you want to, the choice is yours. i thought about this too. just do whatever makes you feel happy, okay.
0
Thanks everyone. I really appreciate your help.
--- In , Wesley Scott <westleyply@... wrote:
How about sometime of the week go out and do whatever it is you want to. dont get all high and messed up and stuff. but a couple of times through the week, go to the movies or out to the park. go bird watching or just do whatever it is you feel like you want to do. go to dinner. if you are by yourself, screw it, i mean take someone along if you want to, the choice is yours. i thought about this too. just do whatever makes you feel happy, okay.
From: Draco Majinn <xxrygelxx@...;
To: ;
Subject: Not Living Life To The Full
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 7:38:28 PM
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From: Draco Majinn <xxrygelxx@...;
To: ;
Subject: Not Living Life To The Full
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 7:38:28 PM
Agreed with you on that my brother.
Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" ; "xxrygelxx@..." <xxrygelxx@...
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 8:06 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
From: Draco Majinn <xxrygelxx@...;
To: ;
Subject: Not Living Life To The Full
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 7:38:28 PM
0
Agreed with you on that my brother.
Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" ; "xxrygelxx@..." <xxrygelxx@...
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 8:06 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
From: Draco Majinn <xxrygelxx@...;
To: ;
Subject: Not Living Life To The Full
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 7:38:28 PM
You know i am a "loner" as well if that is how they label it. I like nature, maybe go to the park or some camping or taking pictures. And while that get positive energy from the sun.
Hail Satan!
From: Light <yc28@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 8:10 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Agreed with you on that my brother.
Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: ; "xxrygelxx@..." <xxrygelxx@...
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 8:06 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
From: Draco Majinn <xxrygelxx@...;
To: ;
Subject: Not Living Life To The Full
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 7:38:28 PM
0
You know i am a "loner" as well if that is how they label it. I like nature, maybe go to the park or some camping or taking pictures. And while that get positive energy from the sun.
Hail Satan!
From: Light <yc28@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 8:10 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Agreed with you on that my brother.
Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: ; "xxrygelxx@..." <xxrygelxx@...
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 8:06 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
From: Draco Majinn <xxrygelxx@...;
To: ;
Subject: Not Living Life To The Full
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 7:38:28 PM
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
Draco Majinn, yes it must be so horrible to have an authentic purpose in your life that you do..... The reason you are not spending your time getting shit faced at par-tay's and wasting your time "hanging out." Is because you have an authentic purpose. The reason they are doing the opposite of you is because they seriously don't. I don't call what people your age do "living" in the true sense. Most of them are miserable on the unconscious level and are living their pathologies. See what happens when you measure yourself to a standard of miserable people. You start to feel like them. Only your conscious of it. And you already mentioned they are miserable.
From: Light <yc28@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:41:37 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
Draco Majinn, yes it must be so horrible to have an authentic purpose in your life that you do..... The reason you are not spending your time getting shit faced at par-tay's and wasting your time "hanging out." Is because you have an authentic purpose. The reason they are doing the opposite of you is because they seriously don't. I don't call what people your age do "living" in the true sense. Most of them are miserable on the unconscious level and are living their pathologies. See what happens when you measure yourself to a standard of miserable people. You start to feel like them. Only your conscious of it. And you already mentioned they are miserable.
From: Light <yc28@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:41:37 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
Light, you make it seem like meditating for hours a day everyday is bad or a waste. For us spiritual satanists that is great! I'd rather spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance. It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your hygiene or anything important like that.
------------------------------
On Sat, Sep 15, 2012 11:41 PM EDT Light wrote:
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: Hot Guy <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
Light, you make it seem like meditating for hours a day everyday is bad or a waste. For us spiritual satanists that is great! I'd rather spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance. It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your hygiene or anything important like that.
------------------------------
On Sat, Sep 15, 2012 11:41 PM EDT Light wrote:
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: Hot Guy <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
I know, i thought about what i said in this post.
Hail Satan!
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, September 16, 2012 2:40 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Light, you make it seem like meditating for hours a day everyday is bad or a waste. For us spiritual satanists that is great! I'd rather spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance. It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your hygiene or anything important like that.
------------------------------
On Sat, Sep 15, 2012 11:41 PM EDT Light wrote:
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: Hot Guy <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
I know, i thought about what i said in this post.
Hail Satan!
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, September 16, 2012 2:40 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Light, you make it seem like meditating for hours a day everyday is bad or a waste. For us spiritual satanists that is great! I'd rather spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance. It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your hygiene or anything important like that.
------------------------------
On Sat, Sep 15, 2012 11:41 PM EDT Light wrote:
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: Hot Guy <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
If I don't pay enough attention to my social life or spend enough time creating music and following my dreams/desires the quality of my meditations suffer.
There are people on this forum, myself included, who meditate alot roughly 3+ hours a day. For most, they can do this healthily. Personally I have bitten off more than I could chew in meditation time and workings and it got to a point where it was in the way of my physical and emotional health and lessened the quality of my day to day life. This in turn made my meditations suffer.
Right now I am going through a transit that is about balance of the spiritual and physical and have noticed that when all things are in balance they work better. All of them. It even seems as if a balanced life has better results than one that neglects certain things in order to push others forward. Balance in all things!
Hail Satan!
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
Light, you make it seem like meditating for hours a day everyday is bad or a waste. For us spiritual satanists that is great! I'd rather spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance. It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your hygiene or anything important like that.
------------------------------
On Sat, Sep 15, 2012 11:41 PM EDT Light wrote:
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
If I don't pay enough attention to my social life or spend enough time creating music and following my dreams/desires the quality of my meditations suffer.
There are people on this forum, myself included, who meditate alot roughly 3+ hours a day. For most, they can do this healthily. Personally I have bitten off more than I could chew in meditation time and workings and it got to a point where it was in the way of my physical and emotional health and lessened the quality of my day to day life. This in turn made my meditations suffer.
Right now I am going through a transit that is about balance of the spiritual and physical and have noticed that when all things are in balance they work better. All of them. It even seems as if a balanced life has better results than one that neglects certain things in order to push others forward. Balance in all things!
Hail Satan!
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
Light, you make it seem like meditating for hours a day everyday is bad or a waste. For us spiritual satanists that is great! I'd rather spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance. It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your hygiene or anything important like that.
------------------------------
On Sat, Sep 15, 2012 11:41 PM EDT Light wrote:
There needs to be a balance in my opinion. Too much of anything can be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to go.
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: Hot Guy <hotstudman95@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 11:36 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
i would hope id never have to give up friends and social life
but
if i had to id do it for Satan
and only Satan would i ever do that for btw.
________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 5:17 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
Thanks Brian. Yes I am trying it's just it feels so compelling to do spiritual work, it's hard to let go and focus on other stuff that I enjoy because I always think with this time I could be empowering myself more but now I feel reassured by people in this group what the right way to go about things is. May I ask how you get the balance right?
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Actually if you are doing all that to me you are living life to the full.All I could suggest is finding a balance between working on yourself and fun.Do you have any hobbies you like?Or walking in nature or anything out doors?Balance between work and play is important in my opinion.If you want be happy it can't be all study rituals and meditation but niether should you waist all your time and not study or meditate.Its all about finding the balance that is right for you.
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Thanks Brian. Yes I am trying it's just it feels so compelling to do spiritual work, it's hard to let go and focus on other stuff that I enjoy because I always think with this time I could be empowering myself more but now I feel reassured by people in this group what the right way to go about things is. May I ask how you get the balance right?
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Actually if you are doing all that to me you are living life to the full.All I could suggest is finding a balance between working on yourself and fun.Do you have any hobbies you like?Or walking in nature or anything out doors?Balance between work and play is important in my opinion.If you want be happy it can't be all study rituals and meditation but niether should you waist all your time and not study or meditate.Its all about finding the balance that is right for you.
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Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality.There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Zevios and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
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On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality.There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Zevios and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
------------------------------
On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
This compelled feeling is probably due to the fact that we are in a war and though we need to be happy and live life to the fullest we need to defeat the enemy and help to change this world. I guess this is in your natal chart strongly as well, to be focused on spirituality. If you like it as you said then just go with it. Don't fight it. Many of us have sacrificed pleasure for business( spiritual warfare and such) its okay. The balance will come on its own. Remember many of us especially our HP's have much work to do. Like HP Pythia for one, she has much work she is doing. If you are doing something you are happy with and love you will not have to work a day in your life lol that qoute was from Confuscius.
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On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:25 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Thanks Brian. Yes I am trying it's just it feels so compelling to do spiritual work, it's hard to let go and focus on other stuff that I enjoy because I always think with this time I could be empowering myself more but now I feel reassured by people in this group what the right way to go about things is. May I ask how you get the balance right?
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Actually if you are doing all that to me you are living life to the full.All I could suggest is finding a balance between working on yourself and fun.Do you have any hobbies you like?Or walking in nature or anything out doors?Balance between work and play is important in my opinion.If you want be happy it can't be all study rituals and meditation but niether should you waist all your time and not study or meditate.Its all about finding the balance that is right for you.
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This compelled feeling is probably due to the fact that we are in a war and though we need to be happy and live life to the fullest we need to defeat the enemy and help to change this world. I guess this is in your natal chart strongly as well, to be focused on spirituality. If you like it as you said then just go with it. Don't fight it. Many of us have sacrificed pleasure for business( spiritual warfare and such) its okay. The balance will come on its own. Remember many of us especially our HP's have much work to do. Like HP Pythia for one, she has much work she is doing. If you are doing something you are happy with and love you will not have to work a day in your life lol that qoute was from Confuscius.
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On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:25 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Thanks Brian. Yes I am trying it's just it feels so compelling to do spiritual work, it's hard to let go and focus on other stuff that I enjoy because I always think with this time I could be empowering myself more but now I feel reassured by people in this group what the right way to go about things is. May I ask how you get the balance right?
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Actually if you are doing all that to me you are living life to the full.All I could suggest is finding a balance between working on yourself and fun.Do you have any hobbies you like?Or walking in nature or anything out doors?Balance between work and play is important in my opinion.If you want be happy it can't be all study rituals and meditation but niether should you waist all your time and not study or meditate.Its all about finding the balance that is right for you.
Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android
In many cases people are loners because of past life karma sabotaging their friendships. Make sure to do the MUNCA virbration if you have that.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality.There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Zevios and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
------------------------------
On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
In many cases people are loners because of past life karma sabotaging their friendships. Make sure to do the MUNCA virbration if you have that.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality.There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Zevios and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
------------------------------
On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
Loner many times is just another term for introverted personality types. Which is a normal occuring type. If you mentioning the mantra listed here:http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/206 Its MUNKA not munca.
From: the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter666@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, September 16, 2012 4:48:09 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
In many cases people are loners because of past life karma sabotaging their friendships. Make sure to do the MUNCA virbration if you have that.
--- In mailto:, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality.There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Zevios and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
------------------------------
On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In mailto:, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------------------------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
0
Loner many times is just another term for introverted personality types. Which is a normal occuring type. If you mentioning the mantra listed here:http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/206 Its MUNKA not munca.
From: the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter666@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, September 16, 2012 4:48:09 PM
Subject: Re: Not Living Life To The Full
In many cases people are loners because of past life karma sabotaging their friendships. Make sure to do the MUNCA virbration if you have that.
--- In mailto:, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality.There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Zevios and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
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On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In mailto:, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
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On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!