When I do a god ritual I can't feel the words. I want to grow closer to them but when the words come out of my mouth I just can't feel them in my heart.

The Gods Not Feeling the God Rituals
Do not worry about this. As you open up spiritually with meditation, your mind is allowed to engage spiritual topics, and your senses open up (the supernal, spiritual senses) you will get more and more. The Ritual invite blessing upon you no matter if you feel it consciously or not. After you are advanced, you will feel all the current and they will be really powerful.
As you develop as a Zevist and the relationship with the Gods becomes a true bond (this starts at the mind, then it goes to the heart), then you will feel more and more power from this. Allow your heart to feel these, and keep practicing.
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Do not worry about this. As you open up spiritually with meditation, your mind is allowed to engage spiritual topics, and your senses open up (the supernal, spiritual senses) you will get more and more. The Ritual invite blessing upon you no matter if you feel it consciously or not. After you are advanced, you will feel all the current and they will be really powerful.
As you develop as a Zevist and the relationship with the Gods becomes a true bond (this starts at the mind, then it goes to the heart), then you will feel more and more power from this. Allow your heart to feel these, and keep practicing.
This is the targeted message.
I feel like perhaps doing the opening the soul workings again, if you haven't already, may improve your situation. It has worked for me in the past when I felt depleted or empty.
For me personally, cleaning my aura and an aura of protection daily is essential. I slacked on doing these once when I thought I was okay, and I declined in several ways rapidly, emptiness being one of them.
I feel you will advance as High Priest said and things will improve.
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I feel like perhaps doing the opening the soul workings again, if you haven't already, may improve your situation. It has worked for me in the past when I felt depleted or empty.
For me personally, cleaning my aura and an aura of protection daily is essential. I slacked on doing these once when I thought I was okay, and I declined in several ways rapidly, emptiness being one of them.
I feel you will advance as High Priest said and things will improve.
