less than a week that i started studying the JoS website, i looked for the names of our gods from here http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HELP.htmldidn't remember why i choosed Gaap, maybe for relationships help.i did not the ritual yet or any meditation, cuz it's dangerous for me in a muslim country, whatever, i just felt his name stuck in my mind and kept calling him.but in night i had two weird dreams, the first one showed me an uncle of mine was trying to attack me (in the dream, but in reality he's a hypocrite) and then i heard someone talking to me with my voice " you need to lock him" (in english, it was weird cause i speak english only with strangers on internet)the second dream showed me an old woman with white hair wearing black whom i don't know, and then the voice talked again but in my local language saying i should stay away from her and never trust her and never tell anyone about satanism.i don't know of this dream were sent by a demon , satan, or it's just delusions i'm having ?