candra.esquivel
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- Mar 2, 2005
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Why is it that I feel so down about everything? I feel unsure about some times of Jos. I don't mean do be disrespectful. I am still pretty new. I just feel like through meditation we learn to love ourselves and everyone that give us love back. But I feel as if I have to have hate for Christians and Yehuborim how can I be a peace? But then again I have to hate them in order for me to be a true Satanist. I am not saying to love them either, maybe just let them be. I am just full of different emotions and I just want clarity. Last week I felt on top of the world and this week I've felt like complete shit. I have also noticed some rude replies to people on here like calling them idiots maybe they just need some more help then others understanding the whole concept. I think since we are all in this together we should help each other without the negativity. Well what I am saying is the I feel alone in this whole process and I would love if some would take a little time to maybe explain or tell me their opinion on this.