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Why is it that I feel so down about everything? I feel unsure about some times of Jos. I don't mean do be disrespectful. I am still pretty new. I just feel like through meditation we learn to love ourselves and everyone that give us love back. But I feel as if I have to have hate for Christians and Yehuborim how can I be a peace? But then again I have to hate them in order for me to be a true Satanist. I am not saying to love them either, maybe just let them be. I am just full of different emotions and I just want clarity. Last week I felt on top of the world and this week I've felt like complete shit. I have also noticed some rude replies to people on here like calling them idiots maybe they just need some more help then others understanding the whole concept. I think since we are all in this together we should help each other without the negativity. Well what I am saying is the I feel alone in this whole process and I would love if some would take a little time to maybe explain or tell me their opinion on this.
 
This group has a few things in common with post mormon groups. Fact is, you have several people who have been legitimately abused. Even just being lied to is sufficient to create a lot of anger.

Now, add years of being told to pretend that anger doesn't exist, that it's your fault if you get angry... etc...

Then, wake up. Find the truth. Further, start doing power meditation and cleaning out your soul.

That my friend is a recipe for anger and bad feelings.
And that's OK. That's one thing we believe is that it's OK to feel how you feel and express that, well, as long as you don't break any laws.

Understand that this is a transitional thing. The point is not to be angry and hateful forever, or to dwell on/nurse those emotions. You want to get them out, but sometimes you need to express them, or resolve them in order to get rid of them.

Even if they don't realize it themselves, everyone doing power meditation is working to get to the point of being free from this anger. It'll come with time. Some people on here are some of the chillest, most down to earth people you can meet. Luckily, they tend to be some of the regulars.

Also, great thing about the fact there are no mediators in Satanism is that what others choose to do really doesn't effect you.

James is right, the thing that's really at fault and really hated is the organizations/philosophies. Not the individuals. We want to save them, not destroy them.
 
Be sure to be consistent with power meditation everyday, that will help a lot.Hail Satan!

On Friday, October 3, 2014 11:44 PM, "candra.esquivel@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Why is it that I feel so down about everything? I feel unsure about some times of Jos. I don't mean do be disrespectful. I am still pretty new. I just feel like through meditation we learn to love ourselves and everyone that give us love back. But I feel as if I have to have hate for Christians and Yehuborim how can I be a peace? But then again I have to hate them in order for me to be a true Satanist. I am not saying to love them either, maybe just let them be. I am just full of different emotions and I just want clarity. Last week I felt on top of the world and this week I've felt like complete shit. I have also noticed some rude replies to people on here like calling them idiots maybe they just need some more help then others understanding the whole concept. I think since we are all in this together we should help each other without the negativity. Well what I am saying is the I feel alone in this whole process and I would love if some would take a little time to maybe explain or tell me their opinion on this.


 
Anger isn't always bad. It is how you channel the emotion. Same with hatred. It actually feels good when you get it going.
Like a fire, it is good and warm, but if it gets out of hand it starts burning the place down. 
 
Clean your aura multiple times daily and build an aura of protection daily. Meditate dealy and keep your spiritual energies high. A clean aura and daily meditation will make you feel significantly better. A strong aura of protection will prevent misfortune. How to Clean Your Aurahttp://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html Aura of Protectionhttp://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html Satanic Meditationhttp://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html 
The following working was originally posted by High Priestess Maxine Dietrich here: https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... pics/91036

FULL WORKING:

When you have an energy buzz, such as after a yoga session, do the following:

1. Visualize yourself engulfed in powerful white-gold light.

2. Affirm:
'My aura is constantly deflecting and repelling any and all negative energy, spite, ill will and curses directed at me and is always returning it right back to those who send it.' 'I am aligning these protective energies with those of my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.'

3. Recite a full Satanic rosary 'SURYAE' [the mantra for the sun, which is very effective in cleaning the aura and in deflecting negative energies]
SUUU-RR-YAH-YAY

!! ENGULF YOURSELF IN WHITE-GOLD LIGHT, LIKE THAT OF THE SUN AND VIBRATE 'SURYAE' INTO THIS LIGHT 108 TIMES USING THE ROSARY. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A SATANIC ROSARY, THEN COUNT THE 108 VIBRATIONS ANY WAY THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO.

4. Vibrate AUM 9 times, AH at your solar chakra, UU at your throat chakra and MM at your 6th chakra/pineal gland.

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PARTIAL WORKING:

Just do steps 1 and 2.

You can begin this at any time. All of our energies will link up and deflect the curses and related and send the ugly energies right back to them.

FOR BOTH THE FULL AND PARTIAL WORKINGS, REPEAT STEPS ONE AND TWO SEVERAL TIMES A DAY, EVERY DAY, TO REINFORCE THE AURA AND WORKING. FEEL THE ENERGY, WHICH WILL GROW AND GROW.  
 

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