Newbie's Problem

[LoriV]

First of all, let me say that I welcome and appreciate all the help that you have all given me in facing my problem concerning my husband. But there are a few things that you may or may not understand. Yes, my husband is a staunch christian, Protastant to be exact. His father and uncle are on the police force. I am not working at this time, and all of my unemployment benefits are taken by him to help pay the bills since his pay check doesn't cover all, so its not like I can save up money to leave. I have tried leaving but his family always drags me back saying married for life so put up with it! I have no friends because they know how he is and they don't want to incur the backlash they know will follow should they help me. I don't blame them.

I also live in the middle of Bible belt country here in Arkansas, and with all his connections (he is a building contractor) I will be incurring their wrath as well should they find out I have decided to become a satanist! And they will know because he has already had the pastor of his chuirch over here to consult with me! ARGGGGG!!!! And although I am prepared for the backlash I know is to come, I am not sure I will be prepared to deal with it. He has pandora installed on all the computers at the house so he can track my internet usage, he has installed GPS trackers on my cell phone and car (curtesy of his father the police captain) and he takes down the milage every morning on my car to see how far I go every day...that is if he doesn't have his friends follow me.

Belive me friends, I have tried banishing rituals, and before she died, my mother has tried several death rituals, all to no avail. Its like he knows exactly what I am doing, since everytime I try something, he has a dream about what I am doing and prepares ahead of time. I am beginning to think he has a protective angel about him that warns him.

I am fully prepared to do the dedication ritual, as I have everything I need (candles etc) hidden at my daughters, and I am fully prepared to put up with the retaliation from the community and his friends. I just don't know how to deal with him and his protective spirits and the trouble he can cause me at home as I know he will make my life miserable. I am no good at visualization even though I have tried for years. I feel as if I am being nailed to a cross before any crime has been committed!

But anyway, thank you all for allowing me to get this off my chest and I really do appreciate all the help you have tried to give me since the beginning and I will take all advise to heart. HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[David1]

Well I feel for you this is a terrible situation to be in. What you probably need to do is get out of that town (since he seems like he is known almost everywhere there and staying there it might be next to impossible to get out of your situation) and it would be hard with the GPS thing but you could make a plan and take it off right when you leave (when he is asleep) and get in touch with some shelter type place at least an hour or more away from where he is located at (you can look this up at a local library). Take as much stuff as you can with you. I don't really at all know what its like in the bible belt (nor would I want to. It seems like a different world to me and sounds scary) but I don't feel anyone should have to take BS like that. You could do a ritual and ask father or a Demon Friend what to do, and good luck with your dedication ritual and getting out of your situation.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "LoriV" <magness_5@... wrote:

First of all, let me say that I welcome an appreciate all the help that you have all given me in facing my problem concerning my husband. But there are a few things that you may or may not understand. Yes, my husband is a staunch christian, Protastant to be exact. His father and uncle are on the police force. I am not working at this time, and all of my unemployment benefits are taken by him to help pay the bills since his pay check doesn't cover all, so its not like I can save up money to leave. I have tried leaving but his family always drags me back saying married for life so put up with it! I have no friends because they know how he is and they don't want to incur the backlash they know will follow should they help me. I don't blame them.

I also live in the middle of Bible belt country here in Arkansas, and with all his connections (he is a building contractor) I will be incurring their wrath as well should they find out I have decided to become a satanist! And they will know because he has already had the pastor of his chuirch over here to consult with me! ARGGGGG!!!! And although I am prepared for the backlash I know is to come, I am not sure I will be prepared to deal with it. He has pandora installed on all the computers at the house so he can track my internet usage, he has installed GPS trackers on my cell phone and car (curtesy of his father the police captain) and he takes down the milage every morning on my car to see how far I go every day...that is if he doesn't have his friends follow me.

Belive me friends, I have tried banishing rituals, and before she died, my mother has tried several death rituals, all to no avail. Its like he knows exactly what I am doing, since everytime I try something, he has a dream about what I am doing and prepares ahead of time. I am beginning to think he has a protective angel about him that warns him.

I am fully prepared to do the dedication ritual, as I have everything I need (candles etc) hidden at my daughters, and I am fully prepared to put up with the retaliation from the community and his friends. I just don't know how to deal with him and his protective spirits and the trouble he can cause me at home as I know he will make my life miserable. I am no good at visualization even though I have tried for years. I feel as if I am being nailed to a cross before any crime has been committed!

But anyway, thank you all for allowing me to get this off my chest and I really do appreciate all the help you have tried to give me since the beginning and I will take all advise to heart. HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[j.michael124]

If I were you I would try not to worry about him or hexing him, right now I would worry about getting a good paying job (CUTCO is always hiring all around the US), advancing your soul, and Father Satan. Ignore him, act like he's not even there for now. White magic is easier to master than black magic, so I would work on money rituals and meditations so I could  try to get myself enough money to be able to get a place of my own.

Also, if your having problems with visualization maybe work on void meditation or going into a deeper trance.

Once you've got the money, I'm sure you don't want to lose it all over a divorce, so pull him out of his light body for a few nights in a row and use the trine affirmation, and give him a command, like; "You are a failure, You are worthless, Your life has become meaningless, kill yourself and harm no one else in the process, As YOU are the failure."

Then make sure to tell him he won't remember the actual conversation taking place.


From: David <darkmonkey87@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, September 8, 2010 4:59:20 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Newbie's Problem

  Well I feel for you this is a terrible situation to be in. What you probably need to do is get out of that town (since he seems like he is known almost everywhere there and staying there it might be next to impossible to get out of your situation) and it would be hard with the GPS thing but you could make a plan and take it off right when you leave (when he is asleep) and get in touch with some shelter type place at least an hour or more away from where he is located at (you can look this up at a local library). Take as much stuff as you can with you. I don't really at all know what its like in the bible belt (nor would I want to. It seems like a different world to me and sounds scary) but I don't feel anyone should have to take BS like that. You could do a ritual and ask father or a Demon Friend what to do, and good luck with your dedication ritual and getting out of your situation.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "LoriV" <magness_5@... wrote:

First of all, let me say that I welcome an appreciate all the help that you have all given me in facing my problem concerning my husband. But there are a few things that you may or may not understand. Yes, my husband is a staunch christian, Protastant to be exact. His father and uncle are on the police force. I am not working at this time, and all of my unemployment benefits are taken by him to help pay the bills since his pay check doesn't cover all, so its not like I can save up money to leave. I have tried leaving but his family always drags me back saying married for life so put up with it! I have no friends because they know how he is and they don't want to incur the backlash they know will follow should they help me. I don't blame them.

I also live in the middle of Bible belt country here in Arkansas, and with all his connections (he is a building contractor) I will be incurring their wrath as well should they find out I have decided to become a satanist! And they will know because he has already had the pastor of his chuirch over here to consult with me! ARGGGGG!!!! And although I am prepared for the backlash I know is to come, I am not sure I will be prepared to deal with it. He has pandora installed on all the computers at the house so he can track my internet usage, he has installed GPS trackers on my cell phone and car (curtesy of his father the police captain) and he takes down the milage every morning on my car to see how far I go every day...that is if he doesn't have his friends follow me.

Belive me friends, I have tried banishing rituals, and before she died, my mother has tried several death rituals, all to no avail. Its like he knows exactly what I am doing, since everytime I try something, he has a dream about what I am doing and prepares ahead of time. I am beginning to think he has a protective angel about him that warns him.

I am fully prepared to do the dedication ritual, as I have everything I need (candles etc) hidden at my daughters, and I am fully prepared to put up with the retaliation from the community and his friends. I just don't know how to deal with him and his protective spirits and the trouble he can cause me at home as I know he will make my life miserable. I am no good at visualization even though I have tried for years. I feel as if I am being nailed to a cross before any crime has been committed!

But anyway, thank you all for allowing me to get this off my chest and I really do appreciate all the help you have tried to give me since the beginning and I will take all advise to heart. HAIL SATAN!!!