New to this... Need some help before I jump in the precipice

[kingsman.moyes]

Hello group JoS!
I have today discovered the web page "Joy of Satan" completely by accident.I have been brought up as a Christian and have always been (until recently) a devoted one.I'm not sure what first rocked my faith, well I do and I don't.It's when I first looked into conspiracy theories i.e. 9/11, NWO, Masonic groups etc...I then stumbled on a group of people called the Nephilim... I had a very strange feeling. Why had'nt I been told or taught about these people before by vicars/priests?I then did some more digging and came across the "illuminati", who believe Satan to be the "good guy" because he directed eve to eat from the tree of knowledge, without this push we would still be the mindless puppets of god....
WOW!!! I thought. What an amazing concept! It's then I found myself thinking "well yes I suppose we should be kind of thankful for this"Whoa!! Hang on, aren't I a Christian? Why am I thinking like this???!!!
Ok, a bit about me. I'm 26, male, I'm married and from the UK. And currently serving in the army.I'm also receiving treatment for severe PTSD and I'm an in patient at a hospital.. I'm not crazy ok people! Well at least I don't think I am. Well while I'm here I've got A LOT of time on my hands so apart from keeping my cardio fitness up in the gym (I'm still getting paid so I should still stay fit right!)I've also been doing what I do best and digging on the Internet.
I have agreed with absolutely everything I have read on the site and I'm teetering on the edge to devote the rest of my life to spiritual Satanism.... But it's a scary thing when it's something I've been told to fear all my life... But haven't I also been taught to fear "god" too? My so called "creator". This also scares me, is on the site.
"Satanism is also very different from other religions in that once you open a door to him in your mind, it will be permanent. Satanism is analogous to a one-way street where you can only go foreward; there is no turning back"
A very sound and just warning I think. But I have always had respect for the unknown.
So to wrap it up, all I'm asking for is... Answers? Comfort from other Satanists? To be told its ok I guess. Almost metorphorically be taken into Father Satans breast as a father would do to a child and be comforted and accepted I guess...
Thank you for reading and possibly answering
L

 

[Isabella M]

I was afraid as well. Brought up in Islam and told that Satan was the bad guy. I started to doubt this on my 33rd b'day. I felt I needed enlightenment and something was pulling me in a different direction. Ever since I had turned 13 I was interested in learning about Satan but I thought that I shouldn't because it was evil.
All along the evil was the belief in islam. I came across the jos site a year ago and I dug directly into research. More and more it began to not only sound like the truth, but it felt like the truth. When I was sure, I dedicated. It took months and I was afraid, but I guarantee you, you will feel free for the first time in your life!
I felt free and my mind was clear. I cannot tell you ho happy I am to be a SS, and my advice to you is do what feels right. Research first! Once your eyes have been opened there is a need to feed your mind with even more knowledge. If this is right for you, you already know. I did!
Hail Ea

On Dec 11, 2012 4:41 PM, "kingsman.moyes" <kingsman.moyes@... wrote:

  Hello group JoS!
I have today discovered the web page "Joy of Satan" completely by accident.I have been brought up as a Christian and have always been (until recently) a devoted one. I'm not sure what first rocked my faith, well I do and I don't.It's when I first looked into conspiracy theories i.e. 9/11, NWO, Masonic groups etc... I then stumbled on a group of people called the Nephilim... I had a very strange feeling. Why had'nt I been told or taught about these people before by vicars/priests? I then did some more digging and came across the "illuminati", who believe Satan to be the "good guy" because he directed eve to eat from the tree of knowledge, without this push we would still be the mindless puppets of god....
WOW!!! I thought. What an amazing concept! It's then I found myself thinking "well yes I suppose we should be kind of thankful for this" Whoa!! Hang on, aren't I a Christian? Why am I thinking like this???!!!
Ok, a bit about me. I'm 26, male, I'm married and from the UK. And currently serving in the army. I'm also receiving treatment for severe PTSD and I'm an in patient at a hospital.. I'm not crazy ok people! Well at least I don't think I am.  Well while I'm here I've got A LOT of time on my hands so apart from keeping my cardio fitness up in the gym (I'm still getting paid so I should still stay fit right!) I've also been doing what I do best and digging on the Internet.
I have agreed with absolutely everything I have read on the site and I'm teetering on the edge to devote the rest of my life to spiritual Satanism.... But it's a scary thing when it's something I've been told to fear all my life... But haven't I also been taught to fear "god" too? My so called "creator".  This also scares me, is on the site.
"Satanism is also very different from other religions in that once you open a door to him in your mind, it will be permanent. Satanism is analogous to a one-way street where you can only go foreward; there is no turning back"
A very sound and just warning I think. But I have always had respect for the unknown.
So to wrap it up, all I'm asking for is... Answers? Comfort from other Satanists? To be told its ok I guess. Almost metorphorically be taken into Father Satans breast as a father would do to a child and be comforted and accepted I guess...
Thank you for reading and possibly answering
L

 

[ga6riell6raga6]

Firstly, congratulations! You heard the call of your soul and is opening a door to the truth in your life! A important thing you must know is that Satan never pushes himself on anyone, as does Xtianity and Islam. When it says "Satanism is analogous to the one-way street where you can only go foreward, there is no turning back" it means that when you open a door to the truth, the tendency is to seek more truth and can no longer be mistaken. Continue reading everything on the main website, read especially the sermons of Maxine and Vovim Baghie in the links below:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... RMONS.html http://www.vovimbaghie.com

 

[tapapakiastinseira]

Hello L! (is this a death note reference? )
Welcome here!

Many thoughts came in my mind while reading your post, so I hope I won't forget to mention anything.
First of all, let me tell you that most of us who are here today and are Spiritual Satanists, were baptized as christians etc, and we were all taught to be afraid of Satan and the like... However, what we are taught is not necessarily a good -or even a true- thing.
Some people were even taught to not show their emotions because that shows weakness which is not true; in fact, if you don't show your emotions you hurt your own self.

So, no matter what the others may have taught you, always look at things with your own eyes and judge them as you feel them and understand them with your own mind. There isn't a greater thing than being someone that can judge and change all stereotypes that may have been pushed on him.

When I first found out the joyofsatan site, I was really shocked as I felt... relief... somehow. I felt that THIS is true, THIS is real, this is the answer to everything somehow... It just felt right, you know?
When people first come across this site and feel that way, it probably means that they were Satanists in previous lives, which is an amazing thing!
The fact that you feel so good and you agree that much with the site is such a sign!

Now, regarding 'fear'... When it comes to Satan and the Demons, our True Gods, you should have no fear. They do not want to harm you and in fact some of Them are more than willing to help you and protect you, as soon as you do the dedication ritual.
Do not worry, Satan isn't going to 'eat your soul' (I actually find quite funny that kind of expressions ). Satan is our God. Satan created us. And do you know what he wants in return? He wants us to become like the Gods, He wants us to advance spiritually and stand by his side, proud of ourselves, proud for what He's given to us, for this gift.

There aren't enough words to express how amazing Satan is.
Even if you ask other members for their experiences with him or their Guardian Demon, you will read countless posts and all are wonderful experiences, all showing how great He is... He is understanding, He is helpful, He is not 'bad', He is not 'evil', He will not harm you in any way; in fact He will help you and He will teach you to be able to stand on your own feet and help your own self. He will teach you the kind of independence you would never even dream of having.

There are a couple of times that I was actually in great need and I was anxious and afraid over some things and when I asked of Satan's help, He helped me and reassured me that everything was going to be fine.. And it did.

Do not be afraid of Satan. Do not be afraid of Demons. The only ones you should be afraid of is the enemy. The enemies are the so-called angels... You know, the ones you've seen with wings outside of churches...? Well yeah... That's not really how angels are like. I haven't yet seen them myself (as I'm not so spiritually open) but I've read posts of other Satanists who have and... well, imagine E.T. (the movie)... Yeah, that guy. But not so sweet and kind and innocent. But evil. Pure evil. They want to destroy us. They want to enslave us and judging by how oppressed spirituality is, you may say that they were doing a good job... But not for long. Things are changing, we are entering the Age of Aquarius, the Age of Satan and people will start realizing the truth!
..oh I'm sorry, I'm starting to ramble!

Anyway, all I want to tell you is do not be afraid. Do the dedication ritual whenever you feel ready enough and never be afraid. Satan isn't going to hurt you, we are not going to hurt you and as soon as you start advancing spiritually (by doing the meditations enlisted on the website) you will start seeing things in an entirely different way... In the way they truly are. Some of them will be beautiful and amazing(the Demons, memories from past lives, pure Demonic energy etc) and some of them... will not be so beautiful (all churches, all this brainwashing, the tv and commercials how they all lead you to believing in their lie).
But you will see things how they truly are.

Regarding that information that it says in Satanism you can not go back, I think it pretty much refers to the meditations.
Meaning that when you start meditating you will only advance forwards, and you will (obviously) not be able to go backwards. Of course you can stop meditating if you want, but that will harm your spirituality, it could even cause you depression as your bioelectricity will be messed up.

Also, HP Maxine had stated that the people who had became Satanists and left again back to christianity or something, then they were actually begging to return to Satanism.
I, personally, find it silly to want to leave as soon as you realize that this is the truth... but some people have a harder time accepting it I guess.

That's all, I'm sorry this message is huge!
I felt like... I don't know, your message felt intimate somehow and I wanted to explain to you the best way I can all this amazingness that can be found here.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kingsman.moyes" <kingsman.moyes@... wrote:

Hello group JoS!
I have today discovered the web page "Joy of Satan" completely by
accident.I have been brought up as a Christian and have always been
(until recently) a devoted one.I'm not sure what first rocked my faith,
well I do and I don't.It's when I first looked into conspiracy theories
i.e. 9/11, NWO, Masonic groups etc...I then stumbled on a group of
people called the Nephilim... I had a very strange feeling. Why had'nt I
been told or taught about these people before by vicars/priests?I then
did some more digging and came across the "illuminati", who believe
Satan to be the "good guy" because he directed eve to eat from the tree
of knowledge, without this push we would still be the mindless puppets
of god....
WOW!!! I thought. What an amazing concept! It's then I found myself
thinking "well yes I suppose we should be kind of thankful for
this"Whoa!! Hang on, aren't I a Christian? Why am I thinking like
this???!!!
Ok, a bit about me. I'm 26, male, I'm married and from the UK. And
currently serving in the army.I'm also receiving treatment for severe
PTSD and I'm an in patient at a hospital.. I'm not crazy ok people! Well
at least I don't think I am. Well while I'm here I've got A LOT of time
on my hands so apart from keeping my cardio fitness up in the gym (I'm
still getting paid so I should still stay fit right!)I've also been
doing what I do best and digging on the Internet.
I have agreed with absolutely everything I have read on the site and I'm
teetering on the edge to devote the rest of my life to spiritual
Satanism.... But it's a scary thing when it's something I've been told
to fear all my life... But haven't I also been taught to fear "god" too?
My so called "creator". This also scares me, is on the site.
"Satanism is also very different from other religions in that once you
open a door to him in your mind, it will be permanent. Satanism is
analogous to a one-way street where you can only go foreward; there is
no turning back"
A very sound and just warning I think. But I have always had respect for
the unknown.
So to wrap it up, all I'm asking for is... Answers? Comfort from other
Satanists? To be told its ok I guess. Almost metorphorically be taken
into Father Satans breast as a father would do to a child and be
comforted and accepted I guess...
Thank you for reading and possibly answering
L

 

[westleyply]

I disagree with one of your statements about being afraid of the enemy. In regarding fear, fear is the tool of the enemy, we do not give into fear. If ever you are afraid or scared, or even being attacked by the enemy through fear, laugh it off, or find something to do to get you mind off of whatever is threatening you with fear. We do not fear, fear is not a part of the human pyske. The enemies of father satan can controll and had controlled us through fear, but after committing ourselves to father satan, we wake up and break through their chains of fear that they had us in. So, never fear, always walk with a golden fist with your head up, back striaght, and eyes foward to your fantisized future. Anything and everything is possible.

Hail Father Satan Forever and Forever More!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

Hello L! (is this a death note reference? )
Welcome here!

Many thoughts came in my mind while reading your post, so I hope I won't forget to mention anything.
First of all, let me tell you that most of us who are here today and are Spiritual Satanists, were baptized as christians etc, and we were all taught to be afraid of Satan and the like... However, what we are taught is not necessarily a good -or even a true- thing.
Some people were even taught to not show their emotions because that shows weakness which is not true; in fact, if you don't show your emotions you hurt your own self.

So, no matter what the others may have taught you, always look at things with your own eyes and judge them as you feel them and understand them with your own mind. There isn't a greater thing than being someone that can judge and change all stereotypes that may have been pushed on him.

When I first found out the joyofsatan site, I was really shocked as I felt... relief... somehow. I felt that THIS is true, THIS is real, this is the answer to everything somehow... It just felt right, you know?
When people first come across this site and feel that way, it probably means that they were Satanists in previous lives, which is an amazing thing!
The fact that you feel so good and you agree that much with the site is such a sign!

Now, regarding 'fear'... When it comes to Satan and the Demons, our True Gods, you should have no fear. They do not want to harm you and in fact some of Them are more than willing to help you and protect you, as soon as you do the dedication ritual.
Do not worry, Satan isn't going to 'eat your soul' (I actually find quite funny that kind of expressions ). Satan is our God. Satan created us. And do you know what he wants in return? He wants us to become like the Gods, He wants us to advance spiritually and stand by his side, proud of ourselves, proud for what He's given to us, for this gift.

There aren't enough words to express how amazing Satan is.
Even if you ask other members for their experiences with him or their Guardian Demon, you will read countless posts and all are wonderful experiences, all showing how great He is... He is understanding, He is helpful, He is not 'bad', He is not 'evil', He will not harm you in any way; in fact He will help you and He will teach you to be able to stand on your own feet and help your own self. He will teach you the kind of independence you would never even dream of having.

There are a couple of times that I was actually in great need and I was anxious and afraid over some things and when I asked of Satan's help, He helped me and reassured me that everything was going to be fine.. And it did.

Do not be afraid of Satan. Do not be afraid of Demons. The only ones you should be afraid of is the enemy. The enemies are the so-called angels... You know, the ones you've seen with wings outside of churches...? Well yeah... That's not really how angels are like. I haven't yet seen them myself (as I'm not so spiritually open) but I've read posts of other Satanists who have and... well, imagine E.T. (the movie)... Yeah, that guy. But not so sweet and kind and innocent. But evil. Pure evil. They want to destroy us. They want to enslave us and judging by how oppressed spirituality is, you may say that they were doing a good job... But not for long. Things are changing, we are entering the Age of Aquarius, the Age of Satan and people will start realizing the truth!
..oh I'm sorry, I'm starting to ramble!

Anyway, all I want to tell you is do not be afraid. Do the dedication ritual whenever you feel ready enough and never be afraid. Satan isn't going to hurt you, we are not going to hurt you and as soon as you start advancing spiritually (by doing the meditations enlisted on the website) you will start seeing things in an entirely different way... In the way they truly are. Some of them will be beautiful and amazing(the Demons, memories from past lives, pure Demonic energy etc) and some of them... will not be so beautiful (all churches, all this brainwashing, the tv and commercials how they all lead you to believing in their lie).
But you will see things how they truly are.

Regarding that information that it says in Satanism you can not go back, I think it pretty much refers to the meditations.
Meaning that when you start meditating you will only advance forwards, and you will (obviously) not be able to go backwards. Of course you can stop meditating if you want, but that will harm your spirituality, it could even cause you depression as your bioelectricity will be messed up.

Also, HP Maxine had stated that the people who had became Satanists and left again back to christianity or something, then they were actually begging to return to Satanism.
I, personally, find it silly to want to leave as soon as you realize that this is the truth... but some people have a harder time accepting it I guess.

That's all, I'm sorry this message is huge!
I felt like... I don't know, your message felt intimate somehow and I wanted to explain to you the best way I can all this amazingness that can be found here.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kingsman.moyes" <kingsman.moyes@ wrote:

Hello group JoS!
I have today discovered the web page "Joy of Satan" completely by
accident.I have been brought up as a Christian and have always been
(until recently) a devoted one.I'm not sure what first rocked my faith,
well I do and I don't.It's when I first looked into conspiracy theories
i.e. 9/11, NWO, Masonic groups etc...I then stumbled on a group of
people called the Nephilim... I had a very strange feeling. Why had'nt I
been told or taught about these people before by vicars/priests?I then
did some more digging and came across the "illuminati", who believe
Satan to be the "good guy" because he directed eve to eat from the tree
of knowledge, without this push we would still be the mindless puppets
of god....
WOW!!! I thought. What an amazing concept! It's then I found myself
thinking "well yes I suppose we should be kind of thankful for
this"Whoa!! Hang on, aren't I a Christian? Why am I thinking like
this???!!!
Ok, a bit about me. I'm 26, male, I'm married and from the UK. And
currently serving in the army.I'm also receiving treatment for severe
PTSD and I'm an in patient at a hospital.. I'm not crazy ok people! Well
at least I don't think I am. Well while I'm here I've got A LOT of time
on my hands so apart from keeping my cardio fitness up in the gym (I'm
still getting paid so I should still stay fit right!)I've also been
doing what I do best and digging on the Internet.
I have agreed with absolutely everything I have read on the site and I'm
teetering on the edge to devote the rest of my life to spiritual
Satanism.... But it's a scary thing when it's something I've been told
to fear all my life... But haven't I also been taught to fear "god" too?
My so called "creator". This also scares me, is on the site.
"Satanism is also very different from other religions in that once you
open a door to him in your mind, it will be permanent. Satanism is
analogous to a one-way street where you can only go foreward; there is
no turning back"
A very sound and just warning I think. But I have always had respect for
the unknown.
So to wrap it up, all I'm asking for is... Answers? Comfort from other
Satanists? To be told its ok I guess. Almost metorphorically be taken
into Father Satans breast as a father would do to a child and be
comforted and accepted I guess...
Thank you for reading and possibly answering
L