New to this/ Demon lovers

[fortified.gyatso]

Hi, I'm new here.

I'm looking into interactions with daemons and other gods, and am growing more and more fascinated. I've always felt a need to cultivate myself and power I have felt dormant within me for a while. I was raised catholic, and felt no connection with the christian god whatsoever. I begged him to spare my grandmother and grandfather pain as their conditions worsened before they passed, believing that a compassionate being would not let devoted servants endure breast cancer for the 5th time or advanced stage COPD. They suffered for days before they found peace. I have renounced that thing calling itself god, and have sought t make myself powerful, rather than have to ask for help I will never get, and guidance that only leads to conformity.

I have also had trouble with human women, in that although I have been told I am physically attractive, cannot see a lasting relationship with one. I would rather wake up with a face full of the hair of the woman (or man, I'm open minded) I love rather than have meaningless sex that will only diminish with age, as it seems inevitable with my generation. I would like to try a demon lover, for my own cultivation, and the chance to bond with something more. I'm the kind of guy who believes in a kind of monogamy wholly on my part.(I don't get infatuated, I fall off skyscrapers, for lack of a better analogy.) But I am unsure of how to go about this. I am 20, soon to be 21 (November 7 1992) and live with my father, who I am quite sure would be against such things. I am asking for guidance, how do I find the demon for me without being rude? Of course I am always polite when asking anything of anyone, but I am new to the use of sigils and opening up. Can anyone help me? I don't even know what Lucifer's sigil looks like.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

www.joyofsatan.org has a section on Lord Satan, you can find His sigil there. And it's not a good idea to give out personal info on these groups, like your birthday, where you were born, etc. We have a lot of enemies and infiltrators in these groups.
From: "fortified.gyatso@..." <fortified.gyatso@...
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Sent: Friday, October 4, 2013 11:35:15 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] New to this/ Demon lovers

  Hi, I'm new here.

I'm looking into interactions with daemons and other gods, and am growing more and more fascinated. I've always felt a need to cultivate myself and power I have felt dormant within me for a while. I was raised catholic, and felt no connection with the christian god whatsoever. I begged him to spare my grandmother and grandfather pain as their conditions worsened before they passed, believing that a compassionate being would not let devoted servants endure breast cancer for the 5th time or advanced stage COPD. They suffered for days before they found peace. I have renounced that thing calling itself god, and have sought t make myself powerful, rather than have to ask for help I will never get, and guidance that only leads to conformity.

I have also had trouble with human women, in that although I have been told I am physically attractive, cannot see a lasting relationship with one. I would rather wake up with a face full of the hair of the woman (or man, I'm open minded) I love rather than have meaningless sex that will only diminish with age, as it seems inevitable with my generation. I would like to try a demon lover, for my own cultivation, and the chance to bond with something more. I'm the kind of guy who believes in a kind of monogamy wholly on my part.(I don't get infatuated, I fall off skyscrapers, for lack of a better analogy.) But I am unsure of how to go about this. I am 20, soon to be 21 (November 7 1992) and live with my father, who I am quite sure would be against such things. I am asking for guidance, how do I find the demon for me without being rude? Of course I am always polite when asking anything of anyone, but I am new to the use of sigils and opening up. Can anyone help me? I don't even know what Lucifer's sigil looks like.