alphawolfkemo
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Hello Brothers and Sisters 
I just wanted you all to know that I performed the dedication ritual yesterday. I was going to do so on the 28th because I thought it had to be performed on a full moon, but once I read a little more I realized it doesn't have to be performed on a full moon, so I went ahead and performed it yesterday.
I am a bit worried however, as I feel as though I may have offended Father.
I followed the instructions exactly to the letter, but I got too excited to perform the ritual and I believe I did some things wrong. I was sitting in my chair instead of kneeling and had the tv on all though I wasn't paying attention to it, my full attention being on the ritual. It was on to try and prevent anyone outside from hearing me.
I wrote out the prayer to Father on a clean sheet of paper, lit the candle, then pierced my left index finger with a sharp needle, which actually wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be. Once I got to that point, I started rushing as I got really excited and signed my name in blood, then read the prayer out loud and burned the paper with the candle, letting it burn in my metal bowl, which I really hoped was stainless steel but I wasn't sure and I hope that that wasn't also an offense to Father.
After that, I stated "So mote it be," and finished with a kinda quiet "Hail Satan", as I didn't want anyone outside to hear me.
I just feel like it wasn't as glorious or epic as I could have made it you know? And I haven't heard from Father or any of the Gods or Demons since the ritual. Have I done something wrong? Perhaps I need to meditate and align my chakras in order to hear His voice?
I have to do everything in secret as I have received flak from family and any rituals or summonings or anything are banned
I don't want to offend Father, and I want to feel his love and allow myself to feel him, as everyone who believes in him does.
Hail Satan!
I just wanted you all to know that I performed the dedication ritual yesterday. I was going to do so on the 28th because I thought it had to be performed on a full moon, but once I read a little more I realized it doesn't have to be performed on a full moon, so I went ahead and performed it yesterday.
I am a bit worried however, as I feel as though I may have offended Father.
I followed the instructions exactly to the letter, but I got too excited to perform the ritual and I believe I did some things wrong. I was sitting in my chair instead of kneeling and had the tv on all though I wasn't paying attention to it, my full attention being on the ritual. It was on to try and prevent anyone outside from hearing me.
I wrote out the prayer to Father on a clean sheet of paper, lit the candle, then pierced my left index finger with a sharp needle, which actually wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be. Once I got to that point, I started rushing as I got really excited and signed my name in blood, then read the prayer out loud and burned the paper with the candle, letting it burn in my metal bowl, which I really hoped was stainless steel but I wasn't sure and I hope that that wasn't also an offense to Father.
After that, I stated "So mote it be," and finished with a kinda quiet "Hail Satan", as I didn't want anyone outside to hear me.
I just feel like it wasn't as glorious or epic as I could have made it you know? And I haven't heard from Father or any of the Gods or Demons since the ritual. Have I done something wrong? Perhaps I need to meditate and align my chakras in order to hear His voice?
I have to do everything in secret as I have received flak from family and any rituals or summonings or anything are banned
I don't want to offend Father, and I want to feel his love and allow myself to feel him, as everyone who believes in him does.
Hail Satan!