New to spiritual satanism.... On the edge of the precipice!

[kingsman.moyes]

Hello group JoS!

I have today discovered the web page "Joy of Satan" completely by accident.
I have been brought up as a Christian and have always been (until recently) a devoted one.
I'm not sure what first rocked my faith, well I do and I don't.
It's when I first looked into conspiracy theories i.e. 9/11, NWO, Masonic groups etc...
I then stumbled on a group of people called the Nephilim... I had a very strange feeling. Why had'nt I been told or taught about these people before by vicars/priests?
I then did some more digging and came across the "illuminati", who believe Satan to be the "good guy" because he directed eve to eat from the tree of knowledge, without this push we would still be the mindless puppets of god....

WOW!!! I thought. What an amazing concept! It's then I found myself thinking "well yes I suppose we should be kind of thankful for this"
Whoa!! Hang on, aren't I a Christian? Why am I thinking like this???!!!

Ok, a bit about me. I'm 26, male, I'm married and from the UK. And currently serving in the army.
I'm also receiving treatment for severe PTSD and I'm an in patient at a hospital.. I'm not crazy ok people! Well at least I don't think I am.
Well while I'm here I've got A LOT of time on my hands so apart from keeping my cardio fitness up in the gym (I'm still getting paid so I should still stay fit right!)
I've also been doing what I do best and digging on the Internet.

I have agreed with absolutely everything I have read on the site and I'm teetering on the edge to devote the rest of my life to spiritual Satanism.... But it's a scary thing when it's something I've been told to fear all my life... But haven't I also been taught to fear "god" too? My so called "creator".
This also scares me, is on the site.

"Satanism is also very different from other religions in that once you open a door to him in your mind, it will be permanent. Satanism is analogous to a one-way street where you can only go foreward; there is no turning back"

A very sound and just warning I think. But I have always had respect for the unknown.

So to wrap it up, all I'm asking for is... Answers? Comfort from other Satanists? To be told its ok I guess. Almost metorphorically be taken into Father Satans breast as a father would do to a child and be comforted and accepted I guess...

Thank you for reading and possibly answering

L

 

[spencerlfa]

SS is all about empowering yourself. We do not believe in Christianity, or any other religions, SS predates all other religions and we only believe in the Gods of the Old. Buddha/Jesus/Allah whatever are only thoughtforms used by the enemy.
SS is about ascending yourself and becoming a God. This takes alot , alot of time and effort, we are talking about many lives. ( Reincarnation - why so many people discover Satanism at a young age; have already opened chakras ; feel already linked to Satan ; feel like a female stuck in a man's body ; etc).
However, we do respect all the gods of Duat ,who along with Satan, help and collaborate with us so we can reach the desired ultimate
objective - Becoming a God.
This is not Anton Lavey's theory, for we acknowledge the so called " supernatural", that btw, can be explained by science if it was more advanced. Many, many people have felt, spoken and even SEEN Satan and other Demons. They are real beings that preside in another dimension.

read the website http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/ for more, im still new as well can't get into details, good luck

AVE SATANI

 

[the_fire_starter666]

The illuminati are not Satanists, they are Satan's enemies and use jewish nonsense. Not to be confused. We're against the illuminati/jews. This has been explained in the previous posts, questions about the illuminati get asked from time to time, it's a frequently asked questions, and all of them get the answer that they are Satan's enemies.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kingsman.moyes" <kingsman.moyes@... wrote:

Hello group JoS!

I have today discovered the web page "Joy of Satan" completely by accident.
I have been brought up as a Christian and have always been (until recently) a devoted one.
I'm not sure what first rocked my faith, well I do and I don't.
It's when I first looked into conspiracy theories i.e. 9/11, NWO, Masonic groups etc...
I then stumbled on a group of people called the Nephilim... I had a very strange feeling. Why had'nt I been told or taught about these people before by vicars/priests?
I then did some more digging and came across the "illuminati", who believe Satan to be the "good guy" because he directed eve to eat from the tree of knowledge, without this push we would still be the mindless puppets of god....

WOW!!! I thought. What an amazing concept! It's then I found myself thinking "well yes I suppose we should be kind of thankful for this"
Whoa!! Hang on, aren't I a Christian? Why am I thinking like this???!!!

Ok, a bit about me. I'm 26, male, I'm married and from the UK. And currently serving in the army.
I'm also receiving treatment for severe PTSD and I'm an in patient at a hospital.. I'm not crazy ok people! Well at least I don't think I am.
Well while I'm here I've got A LOT of time on my hands so apart from keeping my cardio fitness up in the gym (I'm still getting paid so I should still stay fit right!)
I've also been doing what I do best and digging on the Internet.

I have agreed with absolutely everything I have read on the site and I'm teetering on the edge to devote the rest of my life to spiritual Satanism.... But it's a scary thing when it's something I've been told to fear all my life... But haven't I also been taught to fear "god" too? My so called "creator".
This also scares me, is on the site.

"Satanism is also very different from other religions in that once you open a door to him in your mind, it will be permanent. Satanism is analogous to a one-way street where you can only go foreward; there is no turning back"

A very sound and just warning I think. But I have always had respect for the unknown.

So to wrap it up, all I'm asking for is... Answers? Comfort from other Satanists? To be told its ok I guess. Almost metorphorically be taken into Father Satans breast as a father would do to a child and be comforted and accepted I guess...

Thank you for reading and possibly answering

L

 

[Mc Rundown]

You need to understand that christianity is a lie inverted by the jews to remove all occult knowledge from the masses in order to benefit only jews. The christian concept of Satanism is a lie. on the joy of satan web its stated clearly that satanism is not about human sacrifice. Human sacrifice is a theme of christianity and not ss. You were raised christian so am sure you know about animal and human sacrifices advocated in the lieble. For you to come to ss you need to understand that all the horror stories you have heard about ss are false. you need to forget all that. Satan loves humanity thats why he has given us the knowledge of the truth freely. He wants to empower humanity and complete His unfinished work upon humanity which is you and i becoming gods. Satan is the bringer of light (LUCIFER). Light enlightens us and makes us aware. The knowledge of the occult is light. When we apply this knowledge our minds and souls are empowered to a point where
we can perform supernatural abilities and eventully reach godhood. There are so many theories bout illuminati and NWO. This should not scare you. When you dedicate your soul to Satan,Satan and the demons will guide and protect you. There is nothing to fear. Fear is not a part of Satanism. Iam encouraging you to read through all the sections on the joy of satan website. when you feel you are ready you can dedicate your soul to Satan and begin advancing your soul and mind through power meditation. Good luck. Hail Satan!
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On Tue, Dec 11, 2012 10:40 PM PST the_fire_starter666 wrote:

The illuminati are not Satanists, they are Satan's enemies and use jewish nonsense. Not to be confused. We're against the illuminati/jews. This has been explained in the previous posts, questions about the illuminati get asked from time to time, it's a frequently asked questions, and all of them get the answer that they are Satan's enemies.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kingsman.moyes" <kingsman.moyes@... wrote:

Hello group JoS!

I have today discovered the web page "Joy of Satan" completely by accident.
I have been brought up as a Christian and have always been (until recently) a devoted one.
I'm not sure what first rocked my faith, well I do and I don't.
It's when I first looked into conspiracy theories i.e. 9/11, NWO, Masonic groups etc...
I then stumbled on a group of people called the Nephilim... I had a very strange feeling. Why had'nt I been told or taught about these people before by vicars/priests?
I then did some more digging and came across the "illuminati", who believe Satan to be the "good guy" because he directed eve to eat from the tree of knowledge, without this push we would still be the mindless puppets of god....

WOW!!! I thought. What an amazing concept! It's then I found myself thinking "well yes I suppose we should be kind of thankful for this"
Whoa!! Hang on, aren't I a Christian? Why am I thinking like this???!!!

Ok, a bit about me. I'm 26, male, I'm married and from the UK. And currently serving in the army.
I'm also receiving treatment for severe PTSD and I'm an in patient at a hospital.. I'm not crazy ok people! Well at least I don't think I am.
Well while I'm here I've got A LOT of time on my hands so apart from keeping my cardio fitness up in the gym (I'm still getting paid so I should still stay fit right!)
I've also been doing what I do best and digging on the Internet.

I have agreed with absolutely everything I have read on the site and I'm teetering on the edge to devote the rest of my life to spiritual Satanism.... But it's a scary thing when it's something I've been told to fear all my life... But haven't I also been taught to fear "god" too? My so called "creator".
This also scares me, is on the site.

"Satanism is also very different from other religions in that once you open a door to him in your mind, it will be permanent. Satanism is analogous to a one-way street where you can only go foreward; there is no turning back"

A very sound and just warning I think. But I have always had respect for the unknown.

So to wrap it up, all I'm asking for is... Answers? Comfort from other Satanists? To be told its ok I guess. Almost metorphorically be taken into Father Satans breast as a father would do to a child and be comforted and accepted I guess...

Thank you for reading and possibly answering

L