breathofthesoul
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- Jan 8, 2011
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I'm new to Satanism, but after reading through the different sections on angelfire.com and doing further independent research, I feel like this has always been inside of me. I've experienced sleep paralysis in the past, which caused me to dive further into astral projection, however, it's been years since I've been able to focus my mind in that way, let alone pass into the astral plane or communicate with entities. I know the church does not believe in converts, buy I truly am experiencing the "Joy of Satan". Every time I think about the true creator of mankind, I feel a sense of peace and a newfound confidence to become more and attain more knowledge and more tangible advantages in the world through my relationship with Satan. I would like to find a "mentor" or at least someone who is well versed in the practices of meditation and theistic Satanism. I am well aware that one's relationship to Satan is developed on a very personal level, but I would like to meet others and learn about their experiences and perhaps use that experience and advice to gain insight and to develop my own knowledge and awaken my third eye. I live in Nashville, TN and isn't easy to find people who are openly willing to discuss this with and to learn from.