New to satanism, found my inspiration but need direction and guidanc

[drewvyz27]

Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself and clear my negative energies since I have many negative thoughts and memories dwelling that I just don't acknowledge. I would like to strengthen my bond with my own aura and self and Satan to empower myself and gain a greater knowledge of the true world around me. I have the utmost respect for all ruling powers and gods that are so generous as to guide us to a higher being. I assure you that I will not abuse what I attain and I intend to remain private and not leave my home with anything but a clearer and stronger aura and a sense of pride for all involved.

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

Welcome to the group! Have your read joyofsatan.org yet?

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "drewvyz27" <drewvyz27@... wrote:

Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself and clear my negative energies since I have many negative thoughts and memories dwelling that I just don't acknowledge. I would like to strengthen my bond with my own aura and self and Satan to empower myself and gain a greater knowledge of the true world around me. I have the utmost respect for all ruling powers and gods that are so generous as to guide us to a higher being. I assure you that I will not abuse what I attain and I intend to remain private and not leave my home with anything but a clearer and stronger aura and a sense of pride for all involved.

 

[Emily Watts]

I have also had anger issues for a long time. Keep in mind, power meditations will heal these issues but by doing power meditations, you are in a way cleaning out your soul. You will most likely begin to experience heightened emotions. This, for me, means my anger is a lot more easily set off, burns longer and brighter. You may have to fight at times to keep yourself in check (I do). Just know that this is normal and will get better with time. Things will come up in your psyche, they will have to be dealt with, addressed, moved past, etc before they will no longer plague you. Glad to have you, welcome to the family! Hail Satan!

On Dec 21, 2012 5:12 PM, "drewvyz27" <drewvyz27@... wrote:

  Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself and clear my negative energies since I have many negative thoughts and memories dwelling that I just don't acknowledge. I would like to strengthen my bond with my own aura and self and Satan to empower myself and gain a greater knowledge of the true world around me. I have the utmost respect for all ruling powers and gods that are so generous as to guide us to a higher being. I assure you that I will not abuse what I attain and I intend to remain private and not leave my home with anything but a clearer and stronger aura and a sense of pride for all involved.

 

[Anand Bon]

Aye.Emily you so Angry sis? Scary. Must watch my words then.

 

[Emily Watts]

Lol Anand Bon! I always try to watch my words. Especially with my brothers and sisters. You guys and my husband are all I have in the way of family that won't freak out and condem me for my love for Father. I will not put that at risk no matter how heightened my emotions get. Hail my newfound family! Hail Satan! Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!

On Dec 21, 2012 7:52 PM, "Anand Bon" <anandbon@... wrote:

  Aye.Emily you so Angry sis? Scary. Must watch my words then.

 

[Drew Vyciez]

I have read through quite a bit of the material but there's is sooooooo much haha I'm still in the process, I haven't really had much experience with meditation and my main focus for the future is power meditation energy meditation. And where exactly in joyofsatan.org does it explain which demons and gods are which and what they specifically do. I'll be reading every day and meditating every day and I look forward to becoming a different person with more control over myself. 

On Dec 21, 2012, at 15:30, "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

  Welcome to the group! Have your read joyofsatan.org yet?

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "drewvyz27" <drewvyz27@... wrote:

Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself and clear my negative energies since I have many negative thoughts and memories dwelling that I just don't acknowledge. I would like to strengthen my bond with my own aura and self and Satan to empower myself and gain a greater knowledge of the true world around me. I have the utmost respect for all ruling powers and gods that are so generous as to guide us to a higher being. I assure you that I will not abuse what I attain and I intend to remain private and not leave my home with anything but a clearer and stronger aura and a sense of pride for all involved.

 

[Drew Vyciez]

Hail Satan!

On Dec 21, 2012, at 15:30, "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

  Welcome to the group! Have your read joyofsatan.org yet?

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "drewvyz27" <drewvyz27@... wrote:

Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself and clear my negative energies since I have many negative thoughts and memories dwelling that I just don't acknowledge. I would like to strengthen my bond with my own aura and self and Satan to empower myself and gain a greater knowledge of the true world around me. I have the utmost respect for all ruling powers and gods that are so generous as to guide us to a higher being. I assure you that I will not abuse what I attain and I intend to remain private and not leave my home with anything but a clearer and stronger aura and a sense of pride for all involved.

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

Yes it is a lot of info! And more is coming! The site will be updated soon

Here's the page you're looking for: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Names.html

And more info on the can be found in these other links: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... emons.html

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Drew Vyciez <drewvyz27@... wrote:

I have read through quite a bit of the material but there's is sooooooo much haha I'm still in the process, I haven't really had much experience with meditation and my main focus for the future is power meditation energy meditation. And where exactly in joyofsatan.org does it explain which demons and gods are which and what they specifically do. I'll be reading every day and meditating every day and I look forward to becoming a different person with more control over myself.

On Dec 21, 2012, at 15:30, "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

Welcome to the group! Have your read joyofsatan.org yet?

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "drewvyz27" <drewvyz27@ wrote:

Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself and clear my negative energies since I have many negative thoughts and memories dwelling that I just don't acknowledge. I would like to strengthen my bond with my own aura and self and Satan to empower myself and gain a greater knowledge of the true world around me. I have the utmost respect for all ruling powers and gods that are so generous as to guide us to a higher being. I assure you that I will not abuse what I attain and I intend to remain private and not leave my home with anything but a clearer and stronger aura and a sense of pride for all involved.

 

[Drew Vyciez]

Is there a specific time that would be best for meditations or should I just ensure a quiet space where I wont be disturbed? And is it better to burn an incense while meditating or doing it cold. I'm sure I'll learn what's best for me along the way, I just need a heading.

On Dec 21, 2012, at 16:03, Emily Watts <emilywatts87@... wrote:

  I have also had anger issues for a long time. Keep in mind, power meditations will heal these issues but by doing power meditations, you are in a way cleaning out your soul. You will most likely begin to experience heightened emotions. This, for me, means my anger is a lot more easily set off, burns longer and brighter. You may have to fight at times to keep yourself in check (I do). Just know that this is normal and will get better with time. Things will come up in your psyche, they will have to be dealt with, addressed, moved past, etc before they will no longer plague you. Glad to have you, welcome to the family! Hail Satan! On Dec 21, 2012 5:12 PM, "drewvyz27" <drewvyz27@... wrote:

  Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself and clear my negative energies since I have many negative thoughts and memories dwelling that I just don't acknowledge. I would like to strengthen my bond with my own aura and self and Satan to empower myself and gain a greater knowledge of the true world around me. I have the utmost respect for all ruling powers and gods that are so generous as to guide us to a higher being. I assure you that I will not abuse what I attain and I intend to remain private and not leave my home with anything but a clearer and stronger aura and a sense of pride for all involved.