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I dedicated recently, and even though I have been bisexual for some time, it's only in the past month that I came out openly about it (to my brother, and to myself.) I was bi before, but because I came from a heavily xian background, I thought it was a sin. (I feel otherwise now.)

I have been meditating, started doing yoga, and now, when pretty ladies smile and look at me, (or even make a pass) I smile inwardly, and I am flattered. This is a big step for me, to accept it. However, I still feel like there's a long way for me to go in this department.
Short of getting a girlfriend (because I am married) what can I do to get over any hangups I know I still subconsciously have?

Thanks for all your replies. Hail Satan!
 
Just keep with the meditations it cleans the psyche out.

From: starmithril <starmithril@...
To: Satanicgaycommunity@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Fri, August 6, 2010 11:12:49 PM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] New to all this.

  I dedicated recently, and even though I have been bisexual for some time, it's only in the past month that I came out openly about it (to my brother, and to myself.) I was bi before, but because I came from a heavily xian background, I thought it was a sin. (I feel otherwise now.)

I have been meditating, started doing yoga, and now, when pretty ladies smile and look at me, (or even make a pass) I smile inwardly, and I am flattered. This is a big step for me, to accept it. However, I still feel like there's a long way for me to go in this department.
Short of getting a girlfriend (because I am married) what can I do to get over any hangups I know I still subconsciously have?

Thanks for all your replies. Hail Satan!


 
Keep with the meditations, as Mageson stated. You can also reject things from your aura. You can affirm "Any and all dirt and crud from my aura is going to the enemies of Satan." Just keep with the meditations and any affirmations you can think of, knowing that Satan is our Liberator, not the bringer of hang-ups.

Congratulations on your Dedication!

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:Satanicgaycommunity@yahoogroups.com]Satanicgaycommunity@yahoogroups.com[/url], "starmithril" <starmithril@... wrote:

I dedicated recently, and even though I have been bisexual for some time, it's only in the past month that I came out openly about it (to my brother, and to myself.) I was bi before, but because I came from a heavily xian background, I thought it was a sin. (I feel otherwise now.)

I have been meditating, started doing yoga, and now, when pretty ladies smile and look at me, (or even make a pass) I smile inwardly, and I am flattered. This is a big step for me, to accept it. However, I still feel like there's a long way for me to go in this department.
Short of getting a girlfriend (because I am married) what can I do to get over any hangups I know I still subconsciously have?

Thanks for all your replies. Hail Satan!
 
Thanks Don, and Jake, I will do as you suggested. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:Satanicgaycommunity@yahoogroups.com]Satanicgaycommunity@yahoogroups.com[/url], "High Priest Jake Carlson" <hammerofthegods_666@... wrote:

Keep with the meditations, as Mageson stated. You can also reject things from your aura. You can affirm "Any and all dirt and crud from my aura is going to the enemies of Satan." Just keep with the meditations and any affirmations you can think of, knowing that Satan is our Liberator, not the bringer of hang-ups.

Congratulations on your Dedication!

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:Satanicgaycommunity@yahoogroups.com]Satanicgaycommunity@yahoogroups.com[/url], "starmithril" <starmithril@ wrote:

I dedicated recently, and even though I have been bisexual for some time, it's only in the past month that I came out openly about it (to my brother, and to myself.) I was bi before, but because I came from a heavily xian background, I thought it was a sin. (I feel otherwise now.)

I have been meditating, started doing yoga, and now, when pretty ladies smile and look at me, (or even make a pass) I smile inwardly, and I am flattered. This is a big step for me, to accept it. However, I still feel like there's a long way for me to go in this department.
Short of getting a girlfriend (because I am married) what can I do to get over any hangups I know I still subconsciously have?

Thanks for all your replies. Hail Satan!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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