On Fri, May 26, 2017 at 12:31 AM, hailodin666@... [Satanicgaycommunity]<
[email protected] wrote: Thanks for your touching comment! And I am clear on the term now. Btw I love the new symbol on GBLT THULE.
Is it normal during these grand awakening to be attacked? What should I do High Priest!? I not only felt physically ill and spiritually imbalanced for a time as a natural result of the transition, but I can feel energy. And there is a lot coming from the ENEMY ATTACKING ME THE WHOLE TIME. All I need is to be left alone to deal with my baggage but I cant because they won't let off, and don't want me to wake up this part of me.
I feel like this is actually a super powerful gift from the gods to me, being this third sex. It's awesome! I am in a quick cascade of evolution now and seeing new things.
Primarily I like women, and you know what? This third sex for me may actually give me fucking atomic super powers with them. It's a part of 3rd sex but also generally waking your feminine side in a good way. Like how cool and bonding will it be if you both can say to each other, "that guy is hot". Let alone....ummm....you know making moves on one. A super bonding experience. Or to now be able to ponder deep meanings or emotional songs with her. Girls like that stuff, and I do too more I wake up. Not that I will ever put down tools in the garage, or fishing, or shooting guns, and anything like that. I am not some pantie wearing Ru Paul. But yeah. How many boring "straight guys" can offer this unique way of living? No offense to them. Like, I feel I will really become even better friend to women in my life, no matter if we are superficial or lovers. In fact I will probably have many more friends in my life. Now that I am more grounded, in touch with reality, sensitive.
And I won't even get started on what a nightmare it is to be third sex is today's society no matter what happy smoke the media blows up my ass. I do feel with many situations being a bi male is more stigmatized than gay or straight by some people. They think you're on the fence and worried which side you will land on.
And my bigoted christian family. Idk how I will ever live my life with them around like this. Maybe I should move far away. Fuck I'm a wreck, but on a good path. Satan has given me a HUGE gift this week. And I am a mess now but lucky I have not been around any extra family to get in the way.
I just want to go mow a 666 foot Sigil into a field or build a monument to him. I will fucking do anything for the god that has now given me the greatest gift of my LIFE. I will go to the ends of the earth for him, and I would gladly die for him. I am eternally pledging my allegiance to him