This email helped me.. i struggle w/ the rituals and I'm so gun hoe to
learn, it's just my personality. I want to learn it and do it RIGHT. When I
feel like im doing things wrong it bothers me tremendously and gets me to
the point of wanting to quit. When I first started I had vivid dreams I
couldn't remember and they were very powerful.... and twice something woke
me up out of a dead sleep and it kinda freaked me out. But wasn't scary,
just not use to it. I think I pushed father satan away.. is there a website
I can order a robe and rosery from and anything else I need? There has to be
a satanist place!!
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On Thu, Feb 25, 2016 at 5:51 AM,
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Whenever I have felt Fathers energy it has been...well, I personally would
not say intimidating. Not at all. Awesome, unmistakable yes. Wonderful...
But I personally found it soothing, incredibly comforting and in no way
shape or form scary. Same with His Demons. I don't find them frightening.
How could they be? They are your Friends and Family.
So whatever this thing is, it's not one of Satan's. Because yes you could be
startled like: Oh! if somebody suddenly shows up. You could be startled for
a moment perhaps, but you shouldn't feel FEAR. They simply don't put out
that energy. Not to one Dedicated. I don't feel Satan would show up right
away the moment you are dedicated. One: Hes awfully busy and Two: If you
were heavily indoctrinated in the fear of Him. He has no wish to frighten
you. He'd wait till you got over that fear some, I would think. Same with
His Demons.
You were raised perhaps, heavily indoctrinated in Xianity? This thing you
describe has to be an enemy imposter. Next time it shows up ask: Are you
Dedicated to Satan? If it doesn't reply in an affirmative or refuses to
answer, its an enemy. Tell it if you're not dedicated to Satan, get the f^%*
out! And mean it. If you are dedicated to Satan, then you have His
protection. Trust Satan. The only way it could harm you is if it can trick
you into thinking it can. Trick you into giving it your power. Trust in Him
as a child would in its Parent. They do so totally and the thought the
Parent would let anything bad hurt them never even enters their mind. This
is the trust I speak of. No need for fear. Nothing to fear.
That scary and mean idea of Satan is enemy programming. It may take awhile
to deprogram. Just keep reading and studying. Read the sermons. I found
them really helpful and they'll answer a lot of your questions. On JoS but
also in Satan's Library too. Since there is so much to look at in the
beginning it may seem overwhelming as to where to even begin, I would say
start with the sermons.
Pick a few beginner meditations and stick with them for a couple months.
You'll get more out of them that way rather than frantically hopping about
from meditation to meditation trying to do them all and feeling overwhelmed
because there is a LOT. Pick 3 or 4 that appeal to you and stick to them.
try a couple visualizations and a couple that include vibrating. Then, you
could slowly start switching one or two out for new ones and again, stick
with them. this way its more fun, less overwhelming. When you feel ready
start the 40 day program. Or, you may wish to go straight to the 40 day
program. Whatever works for you. Everything in its own time. This isn't a
race. Its a journey and we all go at our own pace. Spend less time reading
the e-mails and more time reading the sermons and meditating, perhaps
Although the e-mails are fun of course. A lot of questions you can answer
for yourself if you take the time to study. Study, study, study.
The Church of Satan as I understand it, views Satan as an Archetype or an
impersonal force and not as a Real Being, which we know Satan is and
therefore we do not espouse their views. Is that clear enough?
You don't need a fancy rosary. A string of beads is enough, so long as there
is 108 beads to it. Make the last one big so you know when you finished a
full 108
keep some slack in the string of beads so there is room to slide
them. The point of it is so you can vibrate lots of repetitions without
having to take the bother of counting or trying to keep track. It's easy to
get lost and trying to keep count interferes with concentration.
I think what elephant said is good advice too; to relax. Allow the frantic
mind chatter: OMG am I doing this OK? I'm so nervous! What if I'm saying it
wrong? I feel silly! Is this actually doing anything?!? and so on, to smooth
out and let it go. Simply take the focus of your attention off it, let it
pass through your mind and gone.... as you relax and focus ALL your
concentration on visualizing /vibing the best you can and.....re-lax.... Do
the Void as you vibe...(meaning focus solely on the here and now, focus on
the task at hand...Feel the good vibrations
Hope this helps.
Hail Satan!
