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Hello everybody.

I'm new and here to learn more about satanism. I'm currently an atheist. 
I have been, again, poked by a christian today in public. Typically they picked me out of a large crowd to tell me about jesus. Typically, when I said no and walked away, I got picked out of the large crowd again by another one. Must've been my black clothing and piercings. Anyhow, I have been tortured, mentally by christians all my life until I was finally released from the foster home. I live in peace together with my boyfriend, yet I'm heavily depressed. What's causing the latest downer in my depression? Fear of death. 
As an atheist I believe nothing will happen after death, and it will feel like before I was born. I just can't cope with that. 
So I'm kind of looking for answers and trying to learn new things I may not have known yet. 

Thanks and sorry in advance if I have said anything offensive. 

 

[blackmoon0343]

Read and study joyofsatan.org and if you have any questions, don't be afraid to ask.

 

[stygian.shadowcreeper]

A caring, sensitive person - how nice =]

Exposing Christianity   - to see what it really is

Joy of Satan   - to learn what Satanism is REALLY about, devoid of judeo-christian rubbish.

Take your time and study both thoroughly.

HS!

 

[frizzard56]

You didn't say anything offensive. We all come here on different spiritual levels, as well as psychological levels. You say you have a fear of death, could this stem from a fear of non existence? Have you ever had any dreams about the afterlife, and if so, what were they like?

 

[call_me_something_else]

I can't really see where you were offensive at all.

The links shared with you will give you as much information as you will find more questions.

Don't those pesky xian preachers just annoy you immensely? They do me. But, believe me, after you come just the tiniest bit closer to Father Satan, you'll see just how weak they are and just how filled with fear-of-exposure their eyes really are.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[frizzard56]

I know this whenever you put up Exposing Christianity   links. they shit themselves. I should know. I just took a fool down.

 

[S R]

Hello,
You should not fear death. You can learn a lot of things by reading Jos and the forums. The only thing you must remember is that things happen when you are alive not when you die as xians say.
Just a few more words on death: When someone dies his soul goes to the astral but when you are a Satanist some Demon comes and pick you up and takes you to Hell (where against the blasphemy of the freaking xians is not a place of torment but a safe place for souls until  reincarnation )
HAIL FATHER SATAN!