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Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 
Welcome!Take your time and read the JoS site as much as you can and when you are ready start a simple Yoga and meditation program,and start opening your soul.When you realize the powerful soul that Satan gave you,and you start to develop it,then you will be a true Spiritual Satanist.then you will find like those that are here have,that you were meant to here the real truth,and do something about it.This path takes lots of work,but in the end it is all worth it.To become a God and a warrior against the true enemies of Satan is what we are all about,and you have chance to help us take back this world from the jews,and restore to its natural beauty again.  Hail Satan
Brian 

From: saturnus_andromede <saturnus_andromede@...
To: JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 4:19 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] New and Considering Conversion (A looong introduction)

  Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 
Wow, I can not believe how badly I lucked out sometimes. I am 18 and recently 'came out' with my sexuality to a few friends. I even told the guy I was crushing on how I felt. My friends treat me with respect and I think some of them actually like that I am gay hahaha. The guy I liked is straight, but he and I are still good friends. It didn't quite go the way I wanted it to but I am still very happy with how things went down. Hahahaha I will never forget that time stopping, heart pounding, moment of fear that I had the first time I told my friends.

If you were to tell me a year ago, or even a few months ago, that I would be a SS, someone who was openly gay with their friends, the guy who told his crush how he felt despite all fear in his mind, the student with all A's and B's on his report card, a social magnet, that guy who never breaks eye contact and stands tall, and so much more......I would have laughed in your face on the spot.

Since I have dedicated I literally feel like I am glowing. When I was a Xian I tried my very best to block out feelings and it made me like a stone. A emotionless stone. Now even when I am sad I feel happier than when I was a Xian because I remember what it was like to feel nothing. I will never return to that lie. I shudder at the thought of it. There are many forms of stupidity but the worst one is to know something is a lie but believe if as it were true anyway.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "saturnus_andromede" <saturnus_andromede@... wrote:

Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 
Goes to show you how wonderful Father and the Gods truly are. I am so honored to be a daughter of Satan. I am so overwhelmingly grateful for my Satanic family, words are not sufficient. I better stop before I start crying lol. Just know that I have a tremendous love for all of you. Even it we never meet in person, it matters not. You are all my family and I thank Father daily for each and every one of you. Hail Satan! Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!
On Dec 21, 2012 5:20 PM, "nevinbennetch" <nevinbennetch@... wrote:
  Wow, I can not believe how badly I lucked out sometimes. I am 18 and recently 'came out' with my sexuality to a few friends. I even told the guy I was crushing on how I felt. My friends treat me with respect and I think some of them actually like that I am gay hahaha. The guy I liked is straight, but he and I are still good friends. It didn't quite go the way I wanted it to but I am still very happy with how things went down. Hahahaha I will never forget that time stopping, heart pounding, moment of fear that I had the first time I told my friends.

If you were to tell me a year ago, or even a few months ago, that I would be a SS, someone who was openly gay with their friends, the guy who told his crush how he felt despite all fear in his mind, the student with all A's and B's on his report card, a social magnet, that guy who never breaks eye contact and stands tall, and so much more......I would have laughed in your face on the spot.

Since I have dedicated I literally feel like I am glowing. When I was a Xian I tried my very best to block out feelings and it made me like a stone. A emotionless stone. Now even when I am sad I feel happier than when I was a Xian because I remember what it was like to feel nothing. I will never return to that lie. I shudder at the thought of it. There are many forms of stupidity but the worst one is to know something is a lie but believe if as it were true anyway.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "saturnus_andromede" <saturnus_andromede@... wrote:

Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 
DUDE, who cares, just let the lady look like garbage as she tries to prance around. To me, right now at this moment, all xians who try to look cut or dress up are U G L Y. Happy Yule and i am sure we are all happy to have you, and this is to other people who recently joined. Thank you all for waking up!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "saturnus_andromede" <saturnus_andromede@... wrote:

Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 
YYAAAAYYYY! I am playing the role as the big, tall, goofy brother who will always make you laugh. I truly want to meet one of you guys. I just imagined i did and i got really excited and hugged yall, tackled to the ground. Happy Yule. I dont know how to clebrate it, but i doing the thing for father on his day, and instead of making a cake i am about to eat now, i buying a biggggg mixes fruit plate and drink the juice when i am through. I am also breaking up with my girl who can not appreciate me expressing my sexuality, so screw her and all other xians and kikes. Happy yule!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], Emily Watts <emilywatts87@... wrote:

Goes to show you how wonderful Father and the Gods truly are. I am so
honored to be a daughter of Satan. I am so overwhelmingly grateful for my
Satanic family, words are not sufficient. I better stop before I start
crying lol. Just know that I have a tremendous love for all of you. Even it
we never meet in person, it matters not. You are all my family and I thank
Father daily for each and every one of you. Hail Satan! Hail the Mighty
Gods of Duat!
On Dec 21, 2012 5:20 PM, "nevinbennetch" <nevinbennetch@... wrote:

**


Wow, I can not believe how badly I lucked out sometimes. I am 18 and
recently 'came out' with my sexuality to a few friends. I even told the guy
I was crushing on how I felt. My friends treat me with respect and I think
some of them actually like that I am gay hahaha. The guy I liked is
straight, but he and I are still good friends. It didn't quite go the way I
wanted it to but I am still very happy with how things went down. Hahahaha
I will never forget that time stopping, heart pounding, moment of fear that
I had the first time I told my friends.

If you were to tell me a year ago, or even a few months ago, that I would
be a SS, someone who was openly gay with their friends, the guy who told
his crush how he felt despite all fear in his mind, the student with all
A's and B's on his report card, a social magnet, that guy who never breaks
eye contact and stands tall, and so much more......I would have laughed in
your face on the spot.

Since I have dedicated I literally feel like I am glowing. When I was a
Xian I tried my very best to block out feelings and it made me like a
stone. A emotionless stone. Now even when I am sad I feel happier than when
I was a Xian because I remember what it was like to feel nothing. I will
never return to that lie. I shudder at the thought of it. There are many
forms of stupidity but the worst one is to know something is a lie but
believe if as it were true anyway.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "saturnus_andromede"
<saturnus_andromede@ wrote:

Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by
the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest
environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I
became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and
later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled
with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining
during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out'
attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not
have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what
I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no
longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making
my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she
could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who
almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school,
and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys
and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who
they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to
explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of
LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an
entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want
to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing.
Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being,
ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years
ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human
origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty
sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human
origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was
researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very
interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked
of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that
Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated
'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity
exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and
Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made
up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a
special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the
same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was
then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before
religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I
admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of
it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more
aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better
judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the
whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what
not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill
and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into
the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those
types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me
and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't
going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a
little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with
some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling
the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more
outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did
previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's
basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling
us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good
Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the
single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course,
religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut
up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about
heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy'
thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in
order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to
really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all.
Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is
constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will
simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the
past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit,
as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception
and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit
more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning,
when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me
about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own
courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They
continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share
your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told
them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before
finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around
and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner
and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your
thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our
stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch
said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief
groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just
went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These
Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members
involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of
the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them
and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief
systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or
comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel
free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 
Welcome brother! :)

Most of the stuff you'll read on these sites:
www.joyofsatan.com
www.exposingchristianity.com
http://gblt.webs.com/index.htm

If you have any questions, ask them here.

Hail Father Satan


--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "saturnus_andromede" <saturnus_andromede@... wrote:

Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 
Thanks for the replies and welcomes everyone :). One thing I'm wondering about as of now is the dedication of the soul to Satan process where you write your name in blood and stuff. When and how should I go about doing that and should I practice some of the meditation programs first and get a taste of what's to come or just do some more research and reading around Joy of Satan? Since the date and time is special, I was thinking of performing the dedication on the 23rd of December at 3am which would be early next morning which wouldn't leave me much time to think about everything so I'll probably leave it for at least a few weeks until I get settled.

As for the whole gay thing, I have found friends who are tolerant and accepting and who have other friends which are openly gay yet I still don't feel I'm quite ready to express my feelings, that and if I did, it would still be awkward around certain people (Dad, for one, too much Sunday School programming and general immaturity towards people who are different) and I really don't want it to be a big disaster where I have to take it back and say I was just joking like last time. I think some people have figured out I'm gay without me saying anything though as I've never been with a girl despite the opportunity coming up oh so many awkward times.

I wanted to tell the guy I crushed on how I felt, to the point where in the end I didn't even care what he thought of it, I just wanted him to know but I never quite got to tell him in the way I wanted even though he'd be blind not to know it. :( When I was dabbling with reality creation/law of attraction type stuff, I had some success in causing him to show up unexpectedly to a graduation party for my high school final year (he had dropped out several years prior and therefore wasn't actually invited but crashed the placed anyway) and it was really surreal, cause when we were all partying on the dancefloor he looked me in the eyes and said to me "I love you."

He seemed to shy away from me after that though, maybe it was too much for him to admit or he saw how much it meant to me and felt uncomfortable or something. Not that it matters now though, as I haven't seen him since then, as he has moved an entire city away (cities are far apart in Australia) and has already married a woman. Due to his background, I'm not sure if the marriage was arranged or of his own decision without parental consent, but it happened very fast as by his facebook, it seemed that he had known her for less than a year before getting hitched. :/

So that romantic fantasy is dead now. Going back to Satan, I feel like he and the Demons may have been speaking to me and giving me advice for awhile now without me fully acknowledging what they are. I have experimented in channeling and sometimes receive helpful information in my mind that feels like it has come from another source. Also, when I was studying Chaos Magick, I started to get the feeling that I had 'been there before', as if I had been involved in arcane, spiritual knowledge in a past life, or several of them.



--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "nevinbennetch" <nevinbennetch@... wrote:

Wow, I can not believe how badly I lucked out sometimes. I am 18 and recently 'came out' with my sexuality to a few friends. I even told the guy I was crushing on how I felt. My friends treat me with respect and I think some of them actually like that I am gay hahaha. The guy I liked is straight, but he and I are still good friends. It didn't quite go the way I wanted it to but I am still very happy with how things went down. Hahahaha I will never forget that time stopping, heart pounding, moment of fear that I had the first time I told my friends.

If you were to tell me a year ago, or even a few months ago, that I would be a SS, someone who was openly gay with their friends, the guy who told his crush how he felt despite all fear in his mind, the student with all A's and B's on his report card, a social magnet, that guy who never breaks eye contact and stands tall, and so much more......I would have laughed in your face on the spot.

Since I have dedicated I literally feel like I am glowing. When I was a Xian I tried my very best to block out feelings and it made me like a stone. A emotionless stone. Now even when I am sad I feel happier than when I was a Xian because I remember what it was like to feel nothing. I will never return to that lie. I shudder at the thought of it. There are many forms of stupidity but the worst one is to know something is a lie but believe if as it were true anyway.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "saturnus_andromede" <saturnus_andromede@ wrote:

Hi everyone,

I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.

I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...

But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)

Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.

I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...

I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.

Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?

It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.

The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."

How. Furking. Rude.

"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.

The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.

That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.

Laters,

S. Andromede
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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