saturnus_andromede
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Hi everyone,
I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.
I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...
But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)
Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.
I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...
I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.
Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?
It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.
The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."
How. Furking. Rude.
"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.
The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.
That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.
Laters,
S. Andromede
I am a 21 year old Australian male who shall be known on this forum by the pseudonym Saturnus Andromede. I was raised in an agnostic/athiest environment and began exploring spirituality when I was around 15, when I became fascinated with topics such as Buddhism, Near Death Experiences, and later Astral Projection/Out of Body Experiences. Being gay, I struggled with my sexuality around this time and if it wasn't for what I was gaining during my spiritual search, I may have suicided.
I keep my sexuality to myself even today after a failed 'coming-out' attempt during mid high school. Some so called 'friends' who I should not have trusted betrayed me and used my high school crush to mock me for what I felt towards him. Tragically, one of the worst of those traitors is no longer with us. She died in a car accident after all those years of making my life a living hell with her and her buddies and turning everyone she could against me. It is a great irony I suppose, as she is the one who almost made me take my own life, as well as slit my wrists and skip school, and yet, I am the one to outlive her and see all her bitchy friends (guys and girls, they were mean to me too) cry over her and share memories of who they no longer have. The world works in mysterious ways sometimes...
But I digress. In time, I delved further into spirituality and began to explore topics such as reality creation and channeling, even a bit of LaVeyan Satanism. I spent some time studying a group who channelled an entity of ~1000 souls known as Michael (the Michael Teachings, if you want to look it up) and became fascinated by what the entity was discussing. Stuff that involved complex reincarnation cycles for every sentient being, ancient human civilisations that existed thousands, even millions of years ago, aliens intervening in early human development, including a human origin on a planet orbiting the star Sirius. (On top of this, I'm pretty sure I read about an African tribe somewhere that tells of a similar human origin despite possessing little knowledge of astronomy when I was researching out of place artifacts.)
Something else was said also that was only hinted at, but very interesting in the context of Spiritual Satanism. When the entity was asked of the spiritual attributes of the being Jehovah, the entity stated that Jehovah was an alien that visited Earth in ancient times and demonstrated 'arrogance'. Going against what those here would believe though, the entity exalted both Jesus and Mohammed, considering them Infinite Souls and Transcendental Souls respectively, which means that they were actually made up of a collective of souls who had finished their life cycles and had a special mission for humanity. Interestingly though, the entity said the same of Lilith, who was apparently a Transcendental Soul whose legend was then used to manifest an Infinite Soul (greater than transcendental) before religions such as Christianity panned her and demoted her to an evil status.
I was never big on the religions of Judaism, Christianity and Islam. I admit, I got a little curious about Islam when my Muslim friends spoke of it and praised it but everytime I looked it up I became more and more aghast at how terrible it was and how it went against my values and better judgement. Even just the whole burqa thing unsettles me, let alone the whole homophobic stance and strict religious adherence, submission and what not... makes me shudder...
I kept searching the spiritual circles for something that would fulfill and guide me. LaVeyan Satanism was an interest for awhile but I wasn't into the whole atheistic non-spiritual aspect of it. I had grown up with those types of beliefs and there was something lacking about them, they bored me and I didn't want to believe in a non-spiritual reality and so I wasn't going to. I've passed Joy of Satan a few times and at first it seemed a little too out there but after some recent thoughts and a discussion with some conspiracy theory minded friends (and a little fun reading/trolling the Christian majority on Vigilant Citizen), my mind opened up to more outlandish possibilities and made me think beyond the box more than I did previously.
Speaking of Vigilant Citizen, if you haven't seen it already it's basically a site about how the Illuminati are brainwashing/mind controlling us with music videos and Lady Gaga and such in an attempt to destroy 'good Christian values' (pfft...) This humoured me, as I knew very well that the single most effective thing brainwashing the masses today was of course, religion and the belief in that old lawd gawd Jehovah everyone won't shut up about. I thought about this for a bit and how the Bible speaks about heaven being some magical place in the sky with beacons and a 'crazy' thought occured to me... what if aliens were controlling us via religion in order to stunt our development as a species and subjugate us?
It was then I looked back on Joy of Satan with fresh eyes and began to really agree with what was written, and thus I am here writing to you all. Lately I've been dabbling in chaos magick, a belief system where reality is constantly in flux and where one can change their own reality at will simply by changing how the view/believe in things, whether it be in the past, present or future, in order to reform their reality how they see fit, as in chaos magick, reality is all just a creation of one's own perception and beliefs. Chaos magick appeals to me, but I need something with a bit more grounding, and with this I think Spiritual Satanism fits me well.
The straw that broke the camel's back actually occurred this morning, when some Jehovah's Witnesses knocked on my door and tried to teach me about that owld gawwd of theirs. I was polite back to them (out of my own courtesy) and I told them the household was agnostic and secular. They continued with something along the lines of "Well it's nice of you to share your views, but here is our view.." and then gave me a pamplet when I told them that I was busy and would be leaving to go some place later before finishing with, "Read this, maybe next time Jehovah's Witnesses come around and you've thought about what's written there you'll have a different view."
How. Furking. Rude.
"That was very nice of you to share a view young man now sit in a corner and hear OUR truth (read: lies) and think about the wrongfulness of your thinking then come back to us so we can score another adherent to our stupid stinking homophobic sect" Is all I got out of what that dumb bitch said as polite as she 'attempted' to be. And I hated her fecking dress.
The thing I like about Spiritual Satanism (and liked about other belief groups such as Buddhism) is that no-one has ever forced it upon me, I just went there of my own accord cause it interested me and joined in. These Jehovah/Allah/whatever believers always seem desperate to get new members involved through any means possible (some honestly believe the the fate of the world depends on it, no joke) and that makes me very suspicious of them and their intent, above all I've heard and researched of their belief systems.
That's about all I got to say right now. Feel free to ask questions or comment on anything. I'm still learning about Spiritual Satanism so feel free to tell me anything important I need to know.
Laters,
S. Andromede