Negativity issue

[Sven]

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm always reminded of things that piss me off. Idk. Just felt like sharing.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Of course trying to see things in a positive way doesn't work for your mind. You have to think of possibilities. When you worry, you don't really say "everything's bad". You just think about something and a thought comes to your mind "what if I'm wrong?" or "what will happen if (insert a negative possibility)?" and then you start thinking about those negative things and ruins your entire psychology. Of course to counter this you must do the same thing but with positive things "what if it'll go perfectly??" "how would I feel if i could do that now"?? Then your mind gets caught up in the positive side of it as you think it and completely erases all negativity.

--- In , "Sven" <belthazorthemighty@... wrote:

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm always reminded of things that piss me off. Idk. Just felt like sharing.

 

[belthazorthemighty1]

Thanks man. I understand what you're saying.

--- In , "Zevios Metathronos" <Zevios Metathronos@... wrote:

Also to fill completely my reply...The enemy by stagnating the desires of people, never making them a reality, they make 'hungry' people. They give them the carrot of positivity and tell them that by this mighty carrot, they will have all their dreams done. Which is a lie. Then people fail and become even more supressed and failures than they were, because the enemy makes sure that they will fail again. I'm not even being rude here. You can see it, when people dedicate they suddenly want all the hookers they didn't had all these years. The psyche is angry and hungry. So when its given the chance to fullfill itself through Satan, the observation of HOW it will be fullfilled can actually be very bonkers. This is where people expect things from Satan and help from the Gods like the 'THINK' or 'FEEL' it 'SHOULD' come or just become plain unrealistic. Please don't eat the happy meal of ignorance because it seems tasty. Advance, evolve and really cure your psyche through Satan's knowledge. This will sort you out on its own. And be aware of your desires/thoughts or whatever. Be realistic. What you can 'realistically' grasp, accept and accomplish will get expanded by the Godlike power and guidance one receives from Satan. So everything is possible, REALLY possible.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!

--- In , "Zevios Metathronos" <Zevios Metathronos@ wrote:

Well...This be positive hype, the new agean bullshit is really thought out, from the inside to corrupt and destroy the people. Now you may think, do I say that positivity is bad. Yes I say it is. Just thininking 'positively', while you don't know whats coming up and just being unrealistic is just foolish.

Being positive runs deeper. And a subconscious that is wired by xianity, communism [communism is jam packed with this 'positive' thinking crap] doesn't give a fuck whether the conscious thinks happy thoughts or not. One of the main reasons, because the subconscious is programmed to be negative. As with anything, the enemy provides half the solution, or the crap 'solution' that just leads to more problems. The bad thoughts you have, stem from your soul and from your own subconscious. I won't give you the happy solution. Neither tell you to think positive. It won't do anything on its own. To actually and really think/work positively on a subconscious and conscious sphere, is the cure. This is done by rebuilding the psyche through meditation.

Its like this. You tell a person, be positive. In their conscious, they could be positive. Then with that 'positivity', they fail doing what they thought positive about. That builds a negative stance towards positive thinking. Therefore makes a person completely closed to even conscious positivity. The subconscious takes the wheel, being wired by others. So in other words, conscious 'negativity' and turning it to 'positivity' does really nothing in your life. A strong programmed mind/soul that is in all levels and in its energy saturated with positivity, can truly make an impact. Because its backed up with the needed intuition and wisdom and being fucking realistic. If I'm positive about jumping outta my window, I will still break my legs. Then my mind will rightfully say "See, everytime Im positive, look what happens". Then the mind will forever try to avoid positivity. This will further ingrain and then who knows what shit can come up the fan. So be careful and RE-WIRE and RE-PROGRAMM YOURSELF, THROUGH MEDITATION. It will take time and effort. But when you really emmit positive energy and really attract positivity other than just thinking about it, its worth it. Sadly the enemy did their part of infesting us, but its up to us to de-infest ourselves.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In , "Sven" <belthazorthemighty@ wrote:

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm always reminded of things that piss me off. Idk. Just felt like sharing.

 

[Sven]

I see what you mean. People try to tell me to think positive and be positive and I tried "Thinking positive thoughts" and it just felt like I was bullshitting myself. I know the only way to fix it is through meditation and with that being said, no matter how bad I feel I'll still do it.

--- In , "Zevios Metathronos" <Zevios Metathronos@... wrote:

Well...This be positive hype, the new agean bullshit is really thought out, from the inside to corrupt and destroy the people. Now you may think, do I say that positivity is bad. Yes I say it is. Just thininking 'positively', while you don't know whats coming up and just being unrealistic is just foolish.

Being positive runs deeper. And a subconscious that is wired by xianity, communism [communism is jam packed with this 'positive' thinking crap] doesn't give a fuck whether the conscious thinks happy thoughts or not. One of the main reasons, because the subconscious is programmed to be negative. As with anything, the enemy provides half the solution, or the crap 'solution' that just leads to more problems. The bad thoughts you have, stem from your soul and from your own subconscious. I won't give you the happy solution. Neither tell you to think positive. It won't do anything on its own. To actually and really think/work positively on a subconscious and conscious sphere, is the cure. This is done by rebuilding the psyche through meditation.

Its like this. You tell a person, be positive. In their conscious, they could be positive. Then with that 'positivity', they fail doing what they thought positive about. That builds a negative stance towards positive thinking. Therefore makes a person completely closed to even conscious positivity. The subconscious takes the wheel, being wired by others. So in other words, conscious 'negativity' and turning it to 'positivity' does really nothing in your life. A strong programmed mind/soul that is in all levels and in its energy saturated with positivity, can truly make an impact. Because its backed up with the needed intuition and wisdom and being fucking realistic. If I'm positive about jumping outta my window, I will still break my legs. Then my mind will rightfully say "See, everytime Im positive, look what happens". Then the mind will forever try to avoid positivity. This will further ingrain and then who knows what shit can come up the fan. So be careful and RE-WIRE and RE-PROGRAMM YOURSELF, THROUGH MEDITATION. It will take time and effort. But when you really emmit positive energy and really attract positivity other than just thinking about it, its worth it. Sadly the enemy did their part of infesting us, but its up to us to de-infest ourselves.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In , "Sven" <belthazorthemighty@ wrote:

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm always reminded of things that piss me off. Idk. Just felt like sharing.

 

[Sven]

I can try. My chart rulers are Saturn and Neptune along with another, in the first house and my rising sign is Capricorn, so maybe that has something to with it?

--- In , "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Of course trying to see things in a positive way doesn't work for your mind. You have to think of possibilities. When you worry, you don't really say "everything's bad". You just think about something and a thought comes to your mind "what if I'm wrong?" or "what will happen if (insert a negative possibility)?" and then you start thinking about those negative things and ruins your entire psychology. Of course to counter this you must do the same thing but with positive things "what if it'll go perfectly??" "how would I feel if i could do that now"?? Then your mind gets caught up in the positive side of it as you think it and completely erases all negativity.

--- In , "Sven" <belthazorthemighty@ wrote:

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm always reminded of things that piss me off. Idk. Just felt like sharing.

 

[Light]

What do you mean they do not reflect the quantity? I kind of did not understand what you meant on the number.

Hail Satan!

From: Zevios Metathronos <Zevios Metathronos@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, October 4, 2012 7:31 AM
Subject: Re: Negativity issue

  You just feel bad because we all were and are conditioned to feel bad in any effort we undertake to better ourselves. The enemies of Satan will try to condition you by the use of fear and horrid emotions to back off and never fix things. You need to fight. I remember when I started meditating I did like 4 vibrations of a God name in my chakras, 20 breats in the aura. It felt like WW3. Now I can do well well well 200 [these numbers are to just give the analogy and they do not reflect the quantity] and it flows like bliss most of the time. Also I was severely attacked my first years in Satanism and dealt with a lot of negativity, hangups, infiltrators or whatever you can imagine, including bad and horrid circumstances around me. In this I had my bliss and my protection only because Satan saw my effort to evolve. I'm just giving you my personal experience, when the Gods see that you're willing to peel off your previous and damaged skin and rise like a new being, they will help you but you have to help yourself in anyway you can. Never back down, never give up.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In , "Sven" <belthazorthemighty@... wrote:

I see what you mean. People try to tell me to think positive and be positive and I tried "Thinking positive thoughts" and it just felt like I was bullshitting myself. I know the only way to fix it is through meditation and with that being said, no matter how bad I feel I'll still do it.

--- In , "Zevios Metathronos" <Zevios Metathronos@ wrote:

Well...This be positive hype, the new agean bullshit is really thought out, from the inside to corrupt and destroy the people. Now you may think, do I say that positivity is bad. Yes I say it is. Just thininking 'positively', while you don't know whats coming up and just being unrealistic is just foolish.

Being positive runs deeper. And a subconscious that is wired by xianity, communism [communism is jam packed with this 'positive' thinking crap] doesn't give a fuck whether the conscious thinks happy thoughts or not. One of the main reasons, because the subconscious is programmed to be negative. As with anything, the enemy provides half the solution, or the crap 'solution' that just leads to more problems. The bad thoughts you have, stem from your soul and from your own subconscious. I won't give you the happy solution. Neither tell you to think positive. It won't do anything on its own. To actually and really think/work positively on a subconscious and conscious sphere, is the cure. This is done by rebuilding the psyche through meditation.

Its like this. You tell a person, be positive. In their conscious, they could be positive. Then with that 'positivity', they fail doing what they thought positive about. That builds a negative stance towards positive thinking. Therefore makes a person completely closed to even conscious positivity. The subconscious takes the wheel, being wired by others. So in other words, conscious 'negativity' and turning it to 'positivity' does really nothing in your life. A strong programmed mind/soul that is in all levels and in its energy saturated with positivity, can truly make an impact. Because its backed up with the needed intuition and wisdom and being fucking realistic. If I'm positive about jumping outta my window, I will still break my legs. Then my mind will rightfully say "See, everytime Im positive, look what happens". Then the mind will forever try to avoid positivity. This will further ingrain and then who knows what shit can come up the fan. So be careful and RE-WIRE and RE-PROGRAMM YOURSELF, THROUGH MEDITATION. It will take time and effort. But when you really emmit positive energy and really attract positivity other than just thinking about it, its worth it. Sadly the enemy did their part of infesting us, but its up to us to de-infest ourselves.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In , "Sven" <belthazorthemighty@ wrote:

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm always reminded of things that piss me off. Idk. Just felt like sharing.

 

[ch_3_coo]

I have that as well but Neptune and Uranus are in the 12th. I see the worst in people before anything else and this has helped me avoid some difficult situations.
Fighting your nature is a losing battle and will only make you feel worse.
I've also noticed Capricon people are unhappy children sometimes even depressed, perhaps because they can't express their natures when they're kids and they feel like they're in their rightful place when they're adults and more accomplished.

--- In , "Sven" <belthazorthemighty@... wrote:

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm always reminded of things that piss me off. Idk. Just felt like sharing.