Needing Help

[timberwolf2265]

Hello. I just joined a couple days ago. I am 47 years old and have known I was gay since age 6, eventhough I fought it up until two years ago. The fight of my sexuality ended right after I dedicated myself to Father Satan. However, my life has been spining downward ever since and I feel I may be doing something wrong. I also feel that my Satanic beliefs and my sexuality are intertwined. What I need is someone who can help me and guide me on my dark path both spiritually and sexually, enebling me to finally get out what is in my head and my soul. I feel like I am loosing my mind. Any help is greatly appreciated. Hail Satan!

 

[Light Algur]

Easy, just go to this website. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html
 
Hail Satan!
From: Timberwolf2265 <timberwolf2265@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2012 10:07 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Needing Help

  Hello. I just joined a couple days ago. I am 47 years old and have known I was gay since age 6, eventhough I fought it up until two years ago. The fight of my sexuality ended right after I dedicated myself to Father Satan. However, my life has been spining downward ever since and I feel I may be doing something wrong. I also feel that my Satanic beliefs and my sexuality are intertwined. What I need is someone who can help me and guide me on my dark path both spiritually and sexually, enebling me to finally get out what is in my head and my soul. I feel like I am loosing my mind. Any help is greatly appreciated. Hail Satan!

 

[darrklady13]

Please be more specific Timberwolf, as to what your delimma is?

I would love to help if I can.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Timberwolf2265" <timberwolf2265@... wrote:

Hello. I just joined a couple days ago. I am 47 years old and have known I was gay since age 6, eventhough I fought it up until two years ago. The fight of my sexuality ended right after I dedicated myself to Father Satan. However, my life has been spining downward ever since and I feel I may be doing something wrong. I also feel that my Satanic beliefs and my sexuality are intertwined. What I need is someone who can help me and guide me on my dark path both spiritually and sexually, enebling me to finally get out what is in my head and my soul. I feel like I am loosing my mind. Any help is greatly appreciated. Hail Satan!

 

[lexibtyr]

Sorry for not responding sooner Timberwolf, when we dedicate a whole new world is open to us. There are challenges you must face and often times this is just part of a long purification process. Power Meditation is the key here. As you empower your soul you may experience mood swings and other various troubles, but as long as you're consistent, everything will balance out.

Perhaps your past life or even something earlier in this life may be troubling you. Everything that happens to us, all our memories are a part of our soul. Everybody has different challenges, but everyone on this path will face these challenges eventually, some sooner than others. Power meditation gives us the proper tools to deal with all of these challenges.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

We're here to help, but nobody can do all this for you. People who have been in the pograms of xianity and the like are always told of a flying idiot who drives the overcrowded short bus of believers to candyland. They expect their butler jeevus to take care of their so called "sins" when in reality, it places them deeper into the Vedic sense of sin (That which keeps you from advancing spiritually.)

HAIL LORD SATAN
HAIL BEELZEBUB
HAIL ASTAROTH
HAIL AZAZEL

HAIL SATAN'S PEOPLE
HAIL OUR HEROES AND GODS

- Lexibtyr

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Timberwolf2265" <timberwolf2265@... wrote:

Hello. I just joined a couple days ago. I am 47 years old and have known I was gay since age 6, eventhough I fought it up until two years ago. The fight of my sexuality ended right after I dedicated myself to Father Satan. However, my life has been spining downward ever since and I feel I may be doing something wrong. I also feel that my Satanic beliefs and my sexuality are intertwined. What I need is someone who can help me and guide me on my dark path both spiritually and sexually, enebling me to finally get out what is in my head and my soul. I feel like I am loosing my mind. Any help is greatly appreciated. Hail Satan!

 

[H K]

<td val[/IMG]The people of Satan are here to help people find their feet.
For starters you need to shield yourself to find centre.

Try this meditation
-http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Energy_Meditation.html
combined with the affirmation on the exhale "This pure white gold energy is making me strong and protected in every way for all time"

Try to do this for ten minutes in the morning and at night. See if you feel any better.
It is a must that you make a formal dedication to show that you are serious.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html

If you have already made a formal dedication to Satan then you could in a ritual, ask a particular Demon for help in a way to identify and alleviate the cause of negative energy causing your malady.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HELP.html

Starting out is the hardest thing, but be honest with yourself and Satan will know it.
If you align yourself with His energy then you may find you are given a 'second lease'.

As for sexuality, your creative energy is one of the most important things to keep in balance. Their should be no guilt or self hate. So realise that all the negative emotions you feel come from a program within your subconscious. Begin by not re-enforcing that program with negative emotion. Love yourself first.

Hail Satan!
88!

--- On Wed, 26/12/12, lexibtyr <lexibtyr@... wrote:

From: lexibtyr <lexibtyr@...
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Needing Help
To: [email protected]
Received: Wednesday, 26 December, 2012, 9:02 PM

  Sorry for not responding sooner Timberwolf, when we dedicate a whole new world is open to us. There are challenges you must face and often times this is just part of a long purification process. Power Meditation is the key here. As you empower your soul you may experience mood swings and other various troubles, but as long as you're consistent, everything will balance out.

Perhaps your past life or even something earlier in this life may be troubling you. Everything that happens to us, all our memories are a part of our soul. Everybody has different challenges, but everyone on this path will face these challenges eventually, some sooner than others. Power meditation gives us the proper tools to deal with all of these challenges.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

We're here to help, but nobody can do all this for you. People who have been in the pograms of xianity and the like are always told of a flying idiot who drives the overcrowded short bus of believers to candyland. They expect their butler jeevus to take care of their so called "sins" when in reality, it places them deeper into the Vedic sense of sin (That which keeps you from advancing spiritually.)

HAIL LORD SATAN
HAIL BEELZEBUB
HAIL ASTAROTH
HAIL AZAZEL

HAIL SATAN'S PEOPLE
HAIL OUR HEROES AND GODS

- Lexibtyr

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Timberwolf2265" <timberwolf2265@... wrote:

Hello. I just joined a couple days ago. I am 47 years old and have known I was gay since age 6, eventhough I fought it up until two years ago. The fight of my sexuality ended right after I dedicated myself to Father Satan. However, my life has been spining downward ever since and I feel I may be doing something wrong. I also feel that my Satanic beliefs and my sexuality are intertwined. What I need is someone who can help me and guide me on my dark path both spiritually and sexually, enebling me to finally get out what is in my head and my soul. I feel like I am loosing my mind. Any help is greatly appreciated. Hail Satan!

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