Need some advice, had a very scary experience.

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

I don't know if I got an over stimulated amount of energy or what, but when I got done doing the yogic breathing exercises last night and a few of the opening of the chakra meditations I started having some very bad experiences with my thoughts, and being a person with aspergers syndrome I tend to focus on the negative a lot and have a hard time controlling my thoughts. Anyways, to cut a long story shot I kept on having thoughts that my head was getting bigger (or as in exploding) and when I would have those thoughts it ACTUALLY felt like my head was, at times it would actually stretch and I could hear the bone structure crack, I honestly thought I was going to die! This shit never happened to me before, but last night was the first I experienced something like this. What's happening? This experience was very frightening and I don't want something like this to happen to me again. Please give me some advice brothers and sisters. Thank you.

And HAIL SATAN!

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

Probably an attack by the enemy. They tend to attack people who are advancing spiritually as we are a threat to them. Just do aura of protection and\or satanic blue flames, don't be afraid of them, and do void meditation daily, it will help greatly to have control over your thoughts.
HAIL SATAN !
From: richardlesterhailsatan11 <richardlesterhailsatan11@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 22, 2013 7:52 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Need some advice, had a very scary experience.

  I don't know if I got an over stimulated amount of energy or what, but when I got done doing the yogic breathing exercises last night and a few of the opening of the chakra meditations I started having some very bad experiences with my thoughts, and being a person with aspergers syndrome I tend to focus on the negative a lot and have a hard time controlling my thoughts. Anyways, to cut a long story shot I kept on having thoughts that my head was getting bigger (or as in exploding) and when I would have those thoughts it ACTUALLY felt like my head was, at times it would actually stretch and I could hear the bone structure crack, I honestly thought I was going to die! This shit never happened to me before, but last night was the first I experienced something like this. What's happening? This experience was very frightening and I don't want something like this to happen to me again. Please give me some advice brothers and sisters. Thank you.

And HAIL SATAN!

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Thanks brother, I was trying to do that last night, but they kept sending those thoughts towards me, and each time they were becoming stronger. I couldn't counter them worth shit..

Hail Satan.

 

[Aquarian Clown]

or you might have got into trance unconciously and changed the shape of your head yourself. the feeling doesnt differ that much from a physical experience. the more you concentrate the more vivid it would become

dont worry.

Hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "richardlesterhailsatan11" <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

I don't know if I got an over stimulated amount of energy or what, but when I got done doing the yogic breathing exercises last night and a few of the opening of the chakra meditations I started having some very bad experiences with my thoughts, and being a person with aspergers syndrome I tend to focus on the negative a lot and have a hard time controlling my thoughts. Anyways, to cut a long story shot I kept on having thoughts that my head was getting bigger (or as in exploding) and when I would have those thoughts it ACTUALLY felt like my head was, at times it would actually stretch and I could hear the bone structure crack, I honestly thought I was going to die! This shit never happened to me before, but last night was the first I experienced something like this. What's happening? This experience was very frightening and I don't want something like this to happen to me again. Please give me some advice brothers and sisters. Thank you.

And HAIL SATAN!

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Just scared, that's all... Because I know if I got passed that point of belief and with enough psychic power put into it, I can literally kill myself... and I just want to continue doing my meditations, but at the same time I'm scared. Should I just stick with my void meditation and aura of protection until I no longer have a negative thought? Because I definitely don't want something like this to happen again, which I truly don't believe (no offense brothers and sisters) that it will help, maybe the void meditation (to an extent) but that would take a long time training your mind to have the ability to control your thoughts, especially with someone who has aspergers (and when you got that disorder, your mind is the biggest enemy you got)... Feelin a little helpless at this point.

Hail Satan and the Gods of Hell.

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

Do not doubt in yourself, and have patience. Everything can be solved. I thought that i can't get my mind clear for a second, now i can do it for minimum of 5 minutes. Just practice everyday. 
From: richardlesterhailsatan11 <richardlesterhailsatan11@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 22, 2013 11:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need some advice, had a very scary experience.

  Just scared, that's all... Because I know if I got passed that point of belief and with enough psychic power put into it, I can literally kill myself... and I just want to continue doing my meditations, but at the same time I'm scared. Should I just stick with my void meditation and aura of protection until I no longer have a negative thought? Because I definitely don't want something like this to happen again, which I truly don't believe (no offense brothers and sisters) that it will help, maybe the void meditation (to an extent) but that would take a long time training your mind to have the ability to control your thoughts, especially with someone who has aspergers (and when you got that disorder, your mind is the biggest enemy you got)... Feelin a little helpless at this point.

Hail Satan and the Gods of Hell.

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Oh, my head is fine now, lol. It just wasn't that night... May I add, I also smoked a little marijuana, so maybe that played a role in it as well, but thanks for the advice my brothers. Very well appreciated.

Hail Satan!

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

Do not miss details like that, that is an important thing. While some think marijuana helps with meditations, it doesn't. Do it the natural way to truly advance, there is no use of cheating in something that you only benefit, that is lying to yourself. Marijuana also makes our thoughts to go wild.



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On Tue, Apr 23, 2013 9:11 AM PDT richardlesterhailsatan11 wrote:

Oh, my head is fine now, lol. It just wasn't that night... May I add, I also smoked a little marijuana, so maybe that played a role in it as well, but thanks for the advice my brothers. Very well appreciated.

Hail Satan!

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Yeah, I figured so... Thanks again for the advice my brother. Always well appreciated.

Hail Satan!