discipulumsatanas
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- Mar 5, 2004
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Please bare with me while I explain all of this. Back in I think about 2004 I first discovered JOS and it rang so true to me. I began studying all the website had to offer and eventually made my dedication to Satan. I became very comitted and every attack upon the JOS I read just ran right off my back, accept for one. One day I came across a statement made by former high priest Dann. He said that the copyright on the JOS sight was bogus and actually belonged to a table tennis book. Well just for kicks I checked it out on the Library of Congress website. It turned out he was right and my soul was crushed. I turned my back on JOS and walked away. Now years later in the present, all of a sudden, JOS popped in my head again. I remembered the copyright thing and was doubtfull. The mysterious thought stayed with me for a few days and I finally went ahead and rechecked the copyright. It turned out that not only is the LIbrary of Congress search engine a pain in the butt, but the JOS copyright is real. I was absolutley stunned and dumbfounded. I also felt so ashamed at myself and compeletely sorrowful for walking away. Now that I have realized my tremendous error and have come back home, what do I do? I know that Pythia says you can only do the dedication just once, but could I or should I do it again? If not then can I or should I do something like an apologetic rededication ritual? Anyways, my ultimate question is what can I do that will tell Satan that I am truly sorry and that He will accept me back? Any of your opinions will be helpful and if any of you can ask the Demons for me that would be REALLY great. Thanks.