Need Motivation

[Jacob Barnes]

<td val[/IMG]Hi id really like to become a Satanist and take part in all it is, but as bad as this will make me sound, it is the truth. I am lazy! I am the master procrastinator and to be short I dont do much of anything that I know would benifit me. I read that this whole religion, if you'd call it such revolves around power meditation. I domt bring myself to do this and I dont feel I can just make myself I sorta have to be in the mood to meditate if that makes sense. Im just looking for some kind of.. well anything to get me to do the power meditations! I dont know how to ask but as always I truly appreciate the help.Thank you, and good day.

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[the_fire_starter666]

Well I've got news for you: Nobody is actually on the mood to meditate all the time. In fact this happens with myself: the first time I try a new meditation I'm all exited but eventually this wears out and I just do it reluctantly. The secret is just to keep up at the point you do it reluctantly and just accept it and focus at the present moment. You're not gonna be motivated forever, you know. This is only a temporary thing that wears out very soon. You just need to program your meditations and do them regardless if you feel like doing them or not.
The reason motivation doesn't work and is temporary is because it's focused on the future. When you're doing power meditations, only one moment exists: the present moment. There's no future or past, otherwise you'll just miss the meditation. There's only the present meditation you're doing. So you can see why the motivation thing is useless, especially for meditation. Because you need to totally focus on the present moment. If you're doing the meditation and you feel happy because you're thinking of a benefit it'll bring in the future, you'll obviously miss the meditation and it'll be as if you're not doing it.

 

[arsenal9408]

Building habits require persistent, for most about 2 months and your brain chemicals dopamin will adjust to start liking what you do. After that time you will feel a need to do the habit or else you wont feel good. By That time its easy peazy.

 

[deadsilent666]

I'd like to add to the motivation part, I too sometimes don't like doing meditations but because I'v been doing alot of the basic meditations AC,AP,VM yoga etc.. I can't sleep at night knowing that I didn't do these and I'l always wake up if I haven't done them, same with the morning ones, see how when you commit yourself to a program for a long period of time continuously your mind begins align with the schedule and soon it won't matter if you don't want to do it or not, you'l end up doing it because your mind is glued to it, basically a habit which most of everyone has for positive or negative.
You really should do Hp hooded cobras 40 day meditation program, the best start for every beginner imo.Just keep up the meditations everyday and you'l soon program yourself to do it without fail just build up slowly.http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf

 

[centralforce6661]

Use your anger... anger at those who have wronged you and anger at those who wrong others. When you meditate consistently, you give yourself the power to bring justice to those whom justice has not yet been served, legally and secretly.

Anger in itself is the expression of sexual energy rising upward and sex energy is a powerful motivator.