Ive been involved with Satanism for a few months now, I had no clue about anything that I've read on joyofsatan , and I've been trying to meditate and open and power my chakras, but I seem to be having problems do this. What I'm trying to ask from experienced meditators are some tips on how to correctly meditate and get full use of my pineal gland and its extreme abilities that come with it being spiritually enlightened. I've tried to do the power meditations from joyofsatan's meditations page and the void meditations, and the opening chakras meditations. Let me first explain what I do when I meditate so you can better understand my problems and give your advice. First I go into my room usually later at night before bed when I'm not really that tired at all. I sit on my bed straight up sort of "Indian style" and I just close my eyes and just relax. I breath in and out focusing on each breath, in through the nose, out the mouth. While keeping my eyes closed I try to focus on one spot in my vision of my eyes being closed. As I concentrate on that one spot I breath in and out trying to vision powerful white energy/light entering my pineal and stimulating it, but what really happens I dont see the white light, and just imagining it I still dont get any sensations or changes during the time I meditate, I've done this for hours at a time (mind you I didn't fall asleep) , the most Ive had happen while trying to meditate is my heart rate feels like its beating faster , other than that i really cant tell the difference of whats happening to me or my mind/body , feels like any other time i close my eyes and relax like normal... so what am i doing wrong...some useful information about me, im 24 male average height and weight , before i became involved with Satanism or meditations , I used fluoride toothpaste , drank city water, drank pop's and soda's everyday and ate fast food on a regular basis, ive cut back on all of this in the past few months, no more fluoride intake from food/water/toothpastes, using natural products baking soda etc, is it that my pineal is calcified and i just need to keep at it and let it be free? Ive ordered some stuff called "Skate liver oil" from this link ...
http://www.greenpasture.org/public/Prod ... /index.cfm , stuff i have read seems to get rid of fluoride and calcifications of pineal... any helpful advice on what to do to empower my chakras/3rd eye/pineal to become a skilled meditator and my goal is astral projections , i want to do this and know that i can with practice and know how... thanks for any advice, also i didn't feel like proof reading all of this and sorry its so long so do not mind any typos or grammatical errors.. thanks
HAIL SATAN!!
http://www.greenpasture.org/public/Prod ... /index.cfm , stuff i have read seems to get rid of fluoride and calcifications of pineal... any helpful advice on what to do to empower my chakras/3rd eye/pineal to become a skilled meditator and my goal is astral projections , i want to do this and know that i can with practice and know how... thanks for any advice, also i didn't feel like proof reading all of this and sorry its so long so do not mind any typos or grammatical errors.. thanks
HAIL SATAN!!