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[Katie Blundell]

I am interested in becoming a member of this community but first I need some questions answered.
Hi my name is Katie, I am 19years old, I am going to be 20 in 7months.

I am interested in becoming a worshiper of satan but have a few questions about it.

1) what group would go into due to my age?
2) I have a medical condition that makes me collapse without warning and autism and learning difficulties so I am not allowed a candle in my room or near (unless it's a birthday candle or a candle in my mums room a distance away with a grown up being there) so could I still do the ritual so I can become a satan worshiper without the candle?
3) I can not draw blood easily and due to my past I have, I don't think it would be a good idea for me to try on purpose to draw blood could I still sign my name in red pen or something?
4) I am a practising Christian but would like to change over to this is that possible?
5) I have autism so I can't lie (not even little white lies) so how would I get round answering this type of worship without having to take crap off Christians?
6) if I was to become a worshiper of satan would my relationship and special connection with my pets remain or would it be affected?
My last question is
7) how could I ask or discuss about this with my mum who is also a practising Christian?

Would really be thankful if you was to reply with answers, I have a different email address for stuff like this, it iskatiedaleydarkprincess2014@...

Thank you for taking you're time to read this.
Thanks again,
Katie
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[sonofaries36]

How

Dead and gone

You need to expand your aura and make it stronger. It's like fighting back

 

[sonofaries36]

I'm here for you

Dead and gone

I am interested in becoming a member of this community but first I need some questions answered.

Hi my name is Katie, I am 19years old, I am going to be 20 in 7months.

I am interested in becoming a worshiper of satan but have a few questions about it.

1) what group would go into due to my age?
2) I have a medical condition that makes me collapse without warning and autism and learning difficulties so I am not allowed a candle in my room or near (unless it's a birthday candle or a candle in my mums room a distance away with a grown up being there) so could I still do the ritual so I can become a satan worshiper without the candle?
3) I can not draw blood easily and due to my past I have, I don't think it would be a good idea for me to try on purpose to draw blood could I still sign my name in red pen or something?
4) I am a practising Christian but would like to change over to this is that possible?
5) I have autism so I can't lie (not even little white lies) so how would I get round answering this type of worship without having to take crap off Christians?
6) if I was to become a worshiper of satan would my relationship and special connection with my pets remain or would it be affected?
My last question is
7) how could I ask or discuss about this with my mum who is also a practising Christian?

Would really be thankful if you was to reply with answers, I have a different email address for stuff like this, it iskatiedaleydarkprincess2014@...

Thank you for taking you're time to read this.
Thanks again,
Katie
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I know i double posted, I wasnt sure why the firstv one didnt show. I really need someone to talk to please

 

[Katie Blundell]

Hi,Sorry I have just read the email ou sent and I am sorry if my last replys didn't make sense. At first you're message didn't make sense but I had jus got up an I have a medication that makes me super drowsy but I have looked at it a couple times and it makes sense now (I think).Is dead and gone something you type at the end if your messages?If so the message makes more sense.Sorry if you think this message is stupid but thanks for the message.Do you have much experience in this because I have only decided to join yesterday or today so I am very new.
I haven't done the ritual to join (for different reasons, you know medical  reasons and stuff) so can I still be a satanist with out the ritual?
And if you have  a bit of experience with being a satanist, could you explain what it is like and the different demons and how I chat to the guardian demon and who he is? 
I know you probably think these type of question are stupid but there questions that without answers play at my head.If you do reply can you please try to use simple easy short words if possible, because if the autism and learning difficulties I can't understand long hard confusing words.
Thanks for your first reply.Thanks again,Katie 
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On 12 Sep 2014, at 06:47, "Katie Blundell" <katie.b.1995@... wrote:

Hi,Sorry my original question that forgot to ask.What do you mean you're here for me, dead and gone?
Thanks Katie 

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  I'm here for you

Dead and gone



I am interested in becoming a member of this community but first I need some questions answered.

Hi my name is Katie, I am 19years old, I am going to be 20 in 7months.

I am interested in becoming a worshiper of satan but have a few questions about it.

1) what group would go into due to my age?
2) I have a medical condition that makes me collapse without warning and autism and learning difficulties so I am not allowed a candle in my room or near (unless it's a birthday candle or a candle in my mums room a distance away with a grown up being there) so could I still do the ritual so I can become a satan worshiper without the candle?
3) I can not draw blood easily and due to my past I have, I don't think it would be a good idea for me to try on purpose to draw blood could I still sign my name in red pen or something?
4) I am a practising Christian but would like to change over to this is that possible?
5) I have autism so I can't lie (not even little white lies) so how would I get round answering this type of worship without having to take crap off Christians?
6) if I was to become a worshiper of satan would my relationship and special connection with my pets remain or would it be affected?
My last question is
7) how could I ask or discuss about this with my mum who is also a practising Christian?

Would really be thankful if you was to reply with answers, I have a different email address for stuff like this, it iskatiedaleydarkprincess2014@...

Thank you for taking you're time to read this.
Thanks again,
Katie
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I know i double posted, I wasnt sure why the firstv one didnt show. I really need someone to talk to please

 

[babyvixen01]

Can someone help me....I have a few questions

 

[blackmoon0343]

What are your questions? Read and study templeofzeus.org if you haven't already.

 

[studjai112]

How to get started with satanism.... 

 

[Larissa Sanders]

<td val[/IMG]My question is that I preformed a ritual and everything was done correctly ...except that I didn't have any candles and I burned the prayer with a lighter instead and I wasn't able to get much blood on the paper either...this was done last week and nothing has happened since...I am afraid that it wasn't done the right way...and another thing..
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Subject:Re: need help

  What are your questions? Read and study templeofzeus.org if you haven't already. [/TD]

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[blackmoon0343]

Read and study templeofzeus.org, then perform the dedication ritual and start doing daily power meditations. @studjai112
You did the dedication fine. It's what's in the heart that counts.Yes, drugs can affect your astral senses and can make you more opened to spiritual attacks from the enemy.@Larissa

 

[pant3r_andy]

okay so I did the dedication ritual and so I was inside and everything so I was kinda worried about fire so I burned my paper in the candle so everythings going fine the papers burning kinda hot but I ignore it and try to meditate when suddenly the candle breaks I immeaditly end the ritual and try to keep my house from burning down. I got a uneasy feeling now I think I angered father satan what should I do

 

[Larissa Sanders]

<td val[/IMG]Ok...thank you so [/IMG] From:"blackmoon0343@... [JoyofSatan666]"
Subject:Re: need help

  Read and study templeofzeus.org, then perform the dedication ritual and start doing daily power meditations. @studjai112
You did the dedication fine. It's what's in the heart that counts.Yes, drugs can affect your astral senses and can make you more opened to spiritual attacks from the enemy.@Larissa [/TD]

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[pant3r_andy]

hey so I did the dedication ritual tonight I used three candles I fingerpainted my name in blood and I folded the paper and put it in the candle I let it burn in the candle and then suddenly the candle shattered and I almost burned down my house I tried to meditate but I was worried about the fire. I think I angered father satan. suggestions?

 

[ihumpwhales]

Exactly. The false implications of Faustian contracts have clearly dismantled the purpose and belief of our lord and father Satan and further ruined Satanism's image in the ones without's eye due to numerous people believing themselves to be satanists only to gain riches and fame due to popular belief of Faustian contracts. They are completely false within our gods.

 

[truthoflight223322]

Do you mean to devote your self to Satan or were you just experimenting??   You must mean it when you perform the ritual to Farther Satan.

 

[truthoflight223322]

Hi and welcome to the family, i to am new i know i have a guardian Demon but i have not tried at this moment to find out who it is, i first must practcie the meditations and rituals which will strengthen me to our family, and in time once the meditations have been mastered and practiced i will be able to learn who my Guardian is.   It takes patients and you must prove your self by doing the meditations, this shows that you take satanism seriously and that your respect your Guardian demon. Let me know if you have the pdf's that detail the meditations and explain our religion.   Kind Regards.

 

[Rick Vidal]

stop them drugs please.or slow down.just me miserable for a while without all that.itll pass.i can actualy not be high these days.



  hey so I did the dedication ritual tonight I used three candles I fingerpainted my name in blood and I folded the paper and put it in the candle I let it burn in the candle and then suddenly the candle shattered and I almost burned down my house I tried to meditate but I was worried about the fire. I think I angered father satan. suggestions?

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Drugs have NO PLACE in Satanism they will destroy your aura and block your chakras this post might seem harsh but its the truth.      \n\n \n\n   stop them drugs please.or slow down.just me miserable for a while without all that.itll pass.i can actualy not be high these days. \n\n \n\n   hey so I did the dedication ritual tonight I used three candles I fingerpainted my name in blood and I folded the paper and put it in the candle I let it burn in the candle and then suddenly the candle shattered and I almost burned down my house I tried to meditate but I was worried about the fire. I think I angered father satan. suggestions? \n\n \n\n

 

[Sims Motal]

If anything, it is the grays messing with you. Father Satan isn't going to be mad at you because a candle
broke. If you heart was in the dedication, you should be fine.
Hail Father Satan!
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okay so I did the dedication ritual and so I was
inside and everything so I was kinda worried about fire so I
burned my paper in the candle so everythings going fine the
papers burning kinda hot but I ignore it and try to meditate
when suddenly the candle breaks I immeaditly end the ritual
and try to keep my house from burning down. I got a uneasy
feeling now I think I angered father satan what should I do










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[trevorlangley313]

i need to talk to someone about somethings ive read on anglefire i need help clearing a few things up in my mind my head is acing with confusion i grew up in a christian family and am trying to get away from that because i do not except there god nor do i believe or want anything to do with there idea of a GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! *angry face*. i believe in satan i believe in him hes helped me way more before i even committed to him he helped me and talked to me now i have come to this site to this place to grow only the things that was engraved into my head are still there i want them to be gone i hate those ideas and beliefs so please help me get rid of them need to talk to someone on either phone or skype please 

 

[Magus Immortalis]

We make posts in the Joy of Satan Yahoo groups. It's better this way.If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to us here. What are your questions?
It's not wise to put out personal information like one's phone number, although Skype is okay, if you trust the person you talking to and want to phone call or text chat. It's not recommended for newbies, because infiltrators can mislead them or turn them away from Satan and back to the enemy.



  i need to talk to someone about somethings ive read on anglefire i need help clearing a few things up in my mind my head is acing with confusion i grew up in a christian family and am trying to get away from that because i do not except there god nor do i believe or want anything to do with there idea of a GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! *angry face*. i believe in satan i believe in him hes helped me way more before i even committed to him he helped me and talked to me now i have come to this site to this place to grow only the things that was engraved into my head are still there i want them to be gone i hate those ideas and beliefs so please help me get rid of them need to talk to someone on either phone or skype please 

 

[trevorlangley313]

HI  my name is trevor i really really need to talk to someone i dont care if its over skype or call i need help on clearing a few things up i grew up with an entire christian family and need help clearing a few things up please help ive committed to satan but the thoughts and ideas of my childhood are engraved into my mind. *feels lost and confused*

 

[blackmoon0343]

Have you read https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php?

 

[S.S. 666]

Welcome here; I suggest not to disclose any of your personal informations here as our enemies will be happy to mess with you even more and this can be dangerous.
The enemy is clearly attacking you as they often try to use your hang-ups and past issues to access your mind and make you feel "wrong", while you are not wrong at all, whule the enemy is.

First of all try to calm down, the enemy wants you to loose control so breathing and calming you is helpful.
Try to practice void meditation you can find on JoS website in order to banish those thoughts, this could be the first approach to the problem.
If you have been raised in a xian family, like many others here, you will for sure have childhood hang-ups to overcome that may manifest this way; I suggest to ask guidance to your Guardian Demon who will drive you to the most "hanged up" chakras to clean and empower them at first, at least this is what I did and - in time, with patience - this worked.

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HI  my name is trevor i really really need to talk to someone i dont care if its over skype or call i need help on clearing a few things up i grew up with an entire christian family and need help clearing a few things up please help ive committed to satan but the thoughts and ideas of my childhood are engraved into my mind. *feels lost and confused*

 

[alucardbeat]

hello i am new to this group and I want to learn this.  please message me if you are wanting to help me.