Need Help ...

[winterwolf999]

Hello all my name is Sean im new im 17, 18 in january, i am here needing help badly, i have some hobbies in life i enjoy much, but i have a very depressing life now to the point of thinking on nilishm ..., getting happness only out of perscription painkiller abuse "opiates" and alcohol, my mother died 1 1/2 years ago and i lost many a close friends and my girlfriend at the same time my life has ever form then gone into a downward spiral ..., as i said i have a few hobbies history of nazi germany and such, i like black metal alot Burzum i find much great music out off, i hunt also and so on ... but my life has still be going down and down, i gained interest into the occult about 1 year ago, my mother was a math teacher and did tarot cards and such and was mostly a free willed pagan type, the reason im here is help i never belived or cared of any such jewish bullshit gods or never will, i need to know if thier is something more a "afterlife" i hold strong that thier is one ... but im losing it, pls tell me all what do u see in the occult ? tell me experiences ... "demons" ? and so on ... thank you all i hope u can help me

 

[hells666steward]

I am sorry to hear this.

Stick around, and read people's posts. Read all you can on Satanism:

www.JoyofSatan.org

I know this is not what you want to hear, but this path requires patience. Patience enough to learn what Satanism is, who the Gods are, and how to cope with the world.

Satan does not forsake his faithful disciples. However, His blessings are not always immediately apparent, especially to one who is new and learning. But one must have patience, because He will take care of you. It just may take some time before it becomes obvious. But it does. It becomes the most obvious thing in the world.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "winterwolf999" <winterwolf999@... wrote:

Hello all my name is Sean im new im 17, 18 in january, i am here needing help badly, i have some hobbies in life i enjoy much, but i have a very depressing life now to the point of thinking on nilishm ..., getting happness only out of perscription painkiller abuse "opiates" and alcohol, my mother died 1 1/2 years ago and i lost many a close friends and my girlfriend at the same time my life has ever form then gone into a downward spiral ..., as i said i have a few hobbies history of nazi germany and such, i like black metal alot Burzum i find much great music out off, i hunt also and so on ... but my life has still be going down and down, i gained interest into the occult about 1 year ago, my mother was a math teacher and did tarot cards and such and was mostly a free willed pagan type, the reason im here is help i never belived or cared of any such jewish bullshit gods or never will, i need to know if thier is something more a "afterlife" i hold strong that thier is one ... but im losing it, pls tell me all what do u see in the occult ? tell me experiences ... "demons" ? and so on ... thank you all i hope u can help me

 

[nick atkinson]

i'm sure every1 else who responds to this will
tell you to meditate on it. But in my opinion
fixing this with meditation would take a whole lot of things a new person isn't experienced in like evokeing wite energy and void
meditation etc. I suggest you simply go to a nice rehab center, not 1na those xtian charity
1z either. that way you'll be able to go online or call friends n family and get better at the same time. This is just a friendly suggestion but
its my opinion and in my best interest is to
help.
Hail Satan!

----------
Hail Satan Lord Undeniable!!!!

------Original Message------
From: winterwolf999 <winterwolf999@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thu, Aug 13, 2009 09:59 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Need Help ...

Hello all my name is Sean im new im 17, 18 in january, i am here needing help badly, i have some hobbies in life i enjoy much, but i have a very depressing life now to the point of thinking on nilishm ..., getting happness only out of perscription painkiller abuse "opiates" and alcohol, my mother died 1 1/2 years ago and i lost many a close friends and my girlfriend at the same time my life has ever form then gone into a downward spiral ..., as i said i have a few hobbies history of nazi germany and such, i like black metal alot Burzum i find much great music out off, i hunt also and so on ... but my life has still be going down and down, i gained interest into the occult about 1 year ago, my mother was a math teacher and did tarot cards and such and was mostly a free willed pagan type, the reason im here is help i never belived or cared of any such jewish bullshit gods or never will, i need to know if thier is something more a "afterlife" i hold strong that thier is one ... but im losing it, pls tell me all what do u see in the occult ? tell me experiences ... "demons" ? and so on ... thank you all i hope u can help me

 

[thenailskiss]

If you are dedicated maybe you should try a standard ritual.
ask Father to get you out of the horrible situation you are in. Ask him to guide you to happiness.

we all get into stickiy situations every now and then.
Satan is here to help his children.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "winterwolf999" <winterwolf999@... wrote:

Hello all my name is Sean im new im 17, 18 in january, i am here needing help badly, i have some hobbies in life i enjoy much, but i have a very depressing life now to the point of thinking on nilishm ..., getting happness only out of perscription painkiller abuse "opiates" and alcohol, my mother died 1 1/2 years ago and i lost many a close friends and my girlfriend at the same time my life has ever form then gone into a downward spiral ..., as i said i have a few hobbies history of nazi germany and such, i like black metal alot Burzum i find much great music out off, i hunt also and so on ... but my life has still be going down and down, i gained interest into the occult about 1 year ago, my mother was a math teacher and did tarot cards and such and was mostly a free willed pagan type, the reason im here is help i never belived or cared of any such jewish bullshit gods or never will, i need to know if thier is something more a "afterlife" i hold strong that thier is one ... but im losing it, pls tell me all what do u see in the occult ? tell me experiences ... "demons" ? and so on ... thank you all i hope u can help me

 

[[email protected]]

All i know is that satan really made my life nicce
I got a new job wich pays better and is like a 10 min walk from my house
Meeting al new nice people
And for some reason i got lots of girls right now
And im only 16 so my life is perfect
And i also got tru my exams
Even when everybody thought i would fail even i did
And even my sister is getting happier by the day
She had problems with other familie members who were intothe
Voodoo but me and a friens of mine used some of satans teachings
To make protective amulets and everything is going fine now

So li can say is u wont see the changes one day to the other
But slowly ull get a feeling everythig is going better

Condolenses onyour losses btw



Hail satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hells666steward" <hells666steward@... wrote:

I am sorry to hear this.

Stick around, and read people's posts. Read all you can on Satanism:

www.JoyofSatan.org

I know this is not what you want to hear, but this path requires patience. Patience enough to learn what Satanism is, who the Gods are, and how to cope with the world.

Satan does not forsake his faithful disciples. However, His blessings are not always immediately apparent, especially to one who is new and learning. But one must have patience, because He will take care of you. It just may take some time before it becomes obvious. But it does. It becomes the most obvious thing in the world.

HAIL SATAN!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "winterwolf999" <winterwolf999@ wrote:

Hello all my name is Sean im new im 17, 18 in january, i am here needing help badly, i have some hobbies in life i enjoy much, but i have a very depressing life now to the point of thinking on nilishm ..., getting happness only out of perscription painkiller abuse "opiates" and alcohol, my mother died 1 1/2 years ago and i lost many a close friends and my girlfriend at the same time my life has ever form then gone into a downward spiral ..., as i said i have a few hobbies history of nazi germany and such, i like black metal alot Burzum i find much great music out off, i hunt also and so on ... but my life has still be going down and down, i gained interest into the occult about 1 year ago, my mother was a math teacher and did tarot cards and such and was mostly a free willed pagan type, the reason im here is help i never belived or cared of any such jewish bullshit gods or never will, i need to know if thier is something more a "afterlife" i hold strong that thier is one ... but im losing it, pls tell me all what do u see in the occult ? tell me experiences ... "demons" ? and so on ... thank you all i hope u can help me

 

[m9shadowhunter]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nick atkinson" <bender_dragon_666@... wrote:

i'm sure every1 else who responds to this will
tell you to meditate on it. But in my opinion
fixing this with meditation would take a whole lot of things a new person isn't experienced in like evokeing wite energy and void
meditation etc. I suggest you simply go to a nice rehab center, not 1na those xtian charity
1z either. that way you'll be able to go online or call friends n family and get better at the same time. This is just a friendly suggestion but
its my opinion and in my best interest is to
help.
Hail Satan!

----------
Hail Satan Lord Undeniable!!!!

------Original Message------
From: winterwolf999 <winterwolf999@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thu, Aug 13, 2009 09:59 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Need Help ...

Hello all my name is Sean im new im 17, 18 in january, i am here needing help badly, i have some hobbies in life i enjoy much, but i have a very depressing life now to the point of thinking on nilishm ..., getting happness only out of perscription painkiller abuse "opiates" and alcohol, my mother died 1 1/2 years ago and i lost many a close friends and my girlfriend at the same time my life has ever form then gone into a downward spiral ..., as i said i have a few hobbies history of nazi germany and such, i like black metal alot Burzum i find much great music out off, i hunt also and so on ... but my life has still be going down and down, i gained interest into the occult about 1 year ago, my mother was a math teacher and did tarot cards and such and was mostly a free willed pagan type, the reason im here is help i never belived or cared of any such jewish bullshit gods or never will, i need to know if thier is something more a "afterlife" i hold strong that thier is one ... but im losing it, pls tell me all what do u see in the occult ? tell me experiences ... "demons" ? and so on ... thank you all i hope u can help me

Well fist of all you need to remember all thing have a purpose. Some times (specking from personal experience) one must fall into the grips
of despair in order to see the truth because with out destruction there can be no change no transformation.

My the blessings of Satan be upon you.

 

[Jason Dibel]

Attachments :
<ol>Satan.jpg</ol>Hi Jurmen
Thanks you for your message great reading - I joinrd our father of SATAN Church  nineteen years; ago and its brought me great happiness - after years of Christain lies within the Mormon church; I trained as a missionary to serve for 2 years.
We know HELL IS THE BEST - we are free' our brothers anf Sisters are free - its land of milk and honey - convert all the FUCKING CHRISTAINS OR THEY WILL DIE though luck  dont be scared pf the CHRISTAIN BASTARDS- THERE GOD IS A PISS HEAD - TELL CHRISTAINS TO FUCK OFF.
Blessed Be the Children of  SATAN; 
HAIL SATAN 
PRIMCE of DARKNESS


jurmen1992@...To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, 14 August, 2009 2:28:51
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Need Help ...

  All i know is that satan really made my life nicce
I got a new job wich pays better and is like a 10 min walk from my house
Meeting al new nice people
And for some reason i got lots of girls right now
And im only 16 so my life is perfect
And i also got tru my exams
Even when everybody thought i would fail even i did
And even my sister is getting happier by the day
She had problems with other familie members who were intothe
Voodoo but me and a friens of mine used some of satans teachings
To make protective amulets and everything is going fine now

So li can say is u wont see the changes one day to the other
But slowly ull get a feeling everythig is going better

Condolenses onyour losses btw

Hail satan

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "hells666steward" <hells666steward@ ... wrote:

I am sorry to hear this.

Stick around, and read people's posts. Read all you can on Satanism:

www.JoyofSatan. org

I know this is not what you want to hear, but this path requires patience. Patience enough to learn what Satanism is, who the Gods are, and how to cope with the world.

Satan does not forsake his faithful disciples. However, His blessings are not always immediately apparent, especially to one who is new and learning. But one must have patience, because He will take care of you. It just may take some time before it becomes obvious. But it does. It becomes the most obvious thing in the world.

HAIL SATAN!!


--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "winterwolf999" <winterwolf999@ wrote:

Hello all my name is Sean im new im 17, 18 in january, i am here needing help badly, i have some hobbies in life i enjoy much, but i have a very depressing life now to the point of thinking on nilishm ..., getting happness only out of perscription painkiller abuse "opiates" and alcohol, my mother died 1 1/2 years ago and i lost many a close friends and my girlfriend at the same time my life has ever form then gone into a downward spiral ..., as i said i have a few hobbies history of nazi germany and such, i like black metal alot Burzum i find much great music out off, i hunt also and so on ... but my life has still be going down and down, i gained interest into the occult about 1 year ago, my mother was a math teacher and did tarot cards and such and was mostly a free willed pagan type, the reason im here is help i never belived or cared of any such jewish bullshit gods or never will, i need to know if thier is something more a "afterlife" i hold strong that thier is one ... but im losing it, pls tell me all what do u see in the occult ? tell me experiences ... "demons" ? and so on ... thank you all i hope u can help me