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[magus]

GreetingsI have just started this meditation for empowering chakras through Runes

1)Go into a trance focus on the chakra when you inhale visualize your chakra being surrounded by energy.(either White Gold or the corresponding colour of that chakra) on the exhale vibrate the rune and see the corresponding chakra in a rich vibrant color corresponding to the chakra or just White Gold like the SUN
 2) Focus on your Base Chakra on the exhale vibrate SOL 16x (16 being its number)
3)Focus on your Sacral Chakra on the exhale vibrate ING 22x (22 being its number)
4)Focus on your Solar Plexus Chakra on the exhale vibrate SOL 16x (16 being its number)
5)Focus on your Heart Chakra on the exhale vibrate GEBO 14x (7 being its number)
6)Focus on your Throat  Chakra on the exhale vibrate ANSUZ 16x (4 being its number)
7)Focus on your 6th Chakra on the exhale vibrate MANNAZ 20 x(20 being its number)
8) Focus on your Crown Chakra on the exhale vibrate DAGR 23 x(23 being its number)
         
  Yesterday( day 4 of this meditation) while vibrating Sol for base chakra after the first few rounds i saw my base chakra spinning tears of joy started .It was as if someone or something was controlling me vibrating it I vibrated all the runes according to the number but it was the way.Once i would vibrate SSS-OOOO-LLLLLL then SSSSSS-OOO-LLLLLL then another way like someone was controlling how i was vibrating it.It happened right throughout  also i was shaking uncontrollably throughout the med like how i do when i do the MER KA BA especially while vibrating the corresponding rune to the chakra my whole body shakes..While vibrating Ing (Sacral chakra) and after i saw my chakra spinning( i saw all my chakras spinning one by one) I felt death or i thought i was dead or thought about death i started crying uncontrollably then i started vibrating AMON RA for a few minutes was yet crying but felt happy and calm and continued with my med(continued vibrating Ing ).  When vibrating Ansuz(throat chakra i could feel my throat become hot) I was yet crying i cried throughout the meditation it was a cry of happiness only when doing sacral chakra it was a bit confusing .First happiness ( chakra  spinning) then sadness/fear when i thought about death  cant exactly remember then again happiness after vibrating AMON RA.When i was doing  Maor for 6th chakra strangest thing happened two snakes emerged out of my base chakra from opposite sides and crisscrossed each other at all the chakras all the way to the 6th chakra. When doing crown chakra i saw the head(huge head i think it was that of the python or boa constrictor)of a snake just lying on the crown chakra.  I did the twin snake meditation taking a cue from the two snakes that went across all my chakras.
     Q??? What has the sacral chakra or the Rune ING got to do with death???What is the significance of the snake lying on my crown chakra.About the twin snake meditation i had never tried it and yet i saw it.Can someone plz tell me the significance of these vision/feelings i got during the meditation,


 HAIL EA/ENKIHAIL MARDUK/RA         HAIL UTU/SHAMASH/LORD AZAZEL
HAIL LORD NABUHAIL ANUBIS
HAIL AGARES
HAIL BALAM

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Just replied on the other group, but incase anyone else here was also curious.

Firstyly I'd like to congratulate you on great progress, what you experianced
sounds both so so empowering and really amazing.

When we start to open our souls and let energy within each chakra flow forth
freely, we start to feel a large range of emotions that can take over us. This
would explain the wild emotions of crying and happiness mixed with confussion
and sadness.

I think both seeing the twin serpent as well as the snake on your crown is a
good sign. At first I wasn't sure, and thought perhaps it was just energy
releasing. But once I read that you hadn't done the twin serpent meditation I
understood that it was simply your soul/Kundalini telling you how much you are
progressing and that you are ready and able physically, mentally and spiritually
to move onto that step.

Great work! Keep it up and keep us all updated.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

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Greetings
I have just started this meditation for empowering chakras through Runes


1)Go into a trance focus on the chakra when you inhale visualize your
chakra being surrounded by energy.(either White Gold or the
corresponding colour of that chakra) on the exhale vibrate the rune and
see the corresponding chakra in a rich vibrant color corresponding to
the chakra or just White Gold like the SUN
 2) Focus on your Base Chakra on the exhale vibrate SOL 16x (16 being its number)
3)Focus on your Sacral Chakra on the exhale vibrate ING 22x (22 being its number)
4)Focus on your Solar Plexus Chakra on the exhale vibrate SOL 16x (16 being its number)
5)Focus on your Heart Chakra on the exhale vibrate GEBO 14x (7 being its number)
6)Focus on your Throat  Chakra on the exhale vibrate ANSUZ 16x (4 being its number)
7)Focus on your 6th Chakra on the exhale vibrate MANNAZ 20 x(20 being its number)
8) Focus on your Crown Chakra on the exhale vibrate DAGR 23 x(23 being its number)

         

  Yesterday( day 4 of this meditation) while vibrating Sol for base chakra after the first few
rounds i saw my base chakra spinning tears of joy started .It was as if someone or something was controlling me
vibrating it I vibrated all the runes according to the number but it was the way.Once i would vibrate SSS-OOOO-LLLLLL then SSSSSS-OOO-LLLLLL
then another way like someone was controlling how i was vibrating it.It
happened right throughout  also i was shaking uncontrollably throughout
the med like how i do when i do the MER KA BA especially while vibrating
the corresponding rune to the chakra my whole body shakes..While vibrating Ing (Sacral chakra) and after i saw my chakra spinning( i saw all my chakras spinning one
by one) I felt death or i thought i was dead or thought about death i started crying
uncontrollably then i started vibrating AMON RA for a few minutes was
yet crying but felt happy and calm and continued with my med(continued
vibrating Ing ).  When vibrating Ansuz(throat chakra i could feel my throat become hot) I was yet crying i cried throughout the meditation it was a cry of happiness only when doing sacral chakra it was a bit confusing .First happiness ( chakra  spinning) then sadness/fear when i thought about death  cant exactly remember then again happiness after vibrating AMON RA.When i was doing  Maor for 6th chakra strangest thing
happened two snakes emerged out of my base chakra from opposite sides
and crisscrossed each other at all the chakras all the way to the 6th chakra. When doing crown chakra i saw the head(huge head i think it was that of the python or boa constrictor)of a snake just
lying on the crown chakra.  I did the twin snake meditation taking a cue from the two snakes that went across all my chakras.

     Q??? What has the sacral chakra or the Rune ING got to do with death???What is the significance of the snake lying on my crown chakra.About the twin snake meditation i had never tried it and yet i saw it.Can someone plz tell me the significance of these vision/feelings i got during the meditation,



 
HAIL EA/ENKI
HAIL MARDUK/RA         HAIL UTU/SHAMASH/LORD AZAZEL

HAIL LORD NABU
HAIL ANUBIS
HAIL AGARES
HAIL BALAM