Need help desparately

[Iamhindu]

Hi guys,

I am Vedant from India.

When I was performing a Ritual, particularly the reverse Shema prayer, I was unable to complete it. It was as if some humongous energy or force was holding me back, I just couldn't bring myself to move my tongue. It was as if a tremendous force was holding my tongue down.

Since then, sleep has eluded me completely. I have been awake from 32 hours now. I may go mad if I don't sleep.

Can somebody suggest remedies?

 

[Niko_is_666]

You seem quite sketchy to me. I saw your previous post on this thread ->> https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=20647&p=89219#p89219

If you are new, then you need to read the whole Joy of Satan website to understand who Satan and his demons really are, because Satan would never ask anyone to sacrifice his/her 'eye' to save the world. If you are telling the truth, then you saw the enemy, but I don't think one can see astral stuff just by meditating for a few hours into JoS, it takes years and for some it takes decades of dedication to see astral projections/entities, though you can feel them if you are not much advanced. I might be wrong about the astral stuff but I think I am right at this point because for me I did not experience much bad from the enemy side, but just some strange knocks on my room's window, bad dreams regarding my family and the very common "What if I am a jew?" attack during the daylight. But hey everyone experiences differently when they are new. But to me, you sound like a troll.

Now talking about this thread, if you are not a troll, you obviously dealt with an enemy's entity or maybe just a negative one but so far I think the presence of enemy entities is quite low in India and non-white or countries which are not dominated by the abrahamic filth(just a guess from my experience).

 

[Rook]

Can somebody suggest remedies?

Hello, I may be able to, but first i'd like you to ask you some question if you can answer honestly i'd appreciate that.

1.Your name is interesting, are you Hindu and did you practice any sort of meditations prior to becoming a dedicated Spiritual Satanist?
2. Are your parents Hindus and do they practice any sort of spiritual meditations?
2.1 If they're Hindus were they Hindus prior to your birth?
3. Are you on any sort of drugs?
4. Are you healthy?
5. Do you include meat in your diet?

 

[Iamhindu]

Can somebody suggest remedies?

Hello, I may be able to, but first i'd like you to ask you some question if you can answer honestly i'd appreciate that.

1.Your name is interesting, are you Hindu and did you practice any sort of meditations prior to becoming a dedicated Spiritual Satanist?
2. Are your parents Hindus and do they practice any sort of spiritual meditations?
2.1 If they're Hindus were they Hindus prior to your birth?
3. Are you on any sort of drugs?
4. Are you healthy?
5. Do you include meat in your diet?

1. No
2. Yes they are, they do not practise such things

3. No.
4. Yes, maybe not physically but a 100% mentally.
5. Yes

 

[Rook]

1. No
2. Yes they are, they do not practise such things

3. No.
4. Yes, maybe not physically but a 100% mentally.
5. Yes

Yes thank you i honestly didn't expect a reply, from what i had deduced you have a weak aura with a lot of holes in it, but based on the answers you gave me you should be fine, but if what you said on your post is accurate then it's quite obvious you're not fine.
Regardless, i suggest you take what HP.Hcobra said seriously, the gods for one do not give negative prophecies or tell anyone to harm themselves.

Another thing as to why i think you've a lot of holes in your aura is due the fact that you claimed that you saw Satan, it's pretty obvious that you didn't, i suggest you ignore anything claiming to be a Satan or a daemon, communication with the gods come when you're proficient and competent at taming and controlling your mind, as of right now if you have a weak aura with holes in entities such as the enemy can latch onto you and manipulate you.

You should also start reading up on JOS, the enemy uses deception a lot, and when it comes to new people who lack knowledge deception and be a deadly weapon, so i suggest you read as much as you can on what's on the JOS site, and for one i saw what you said about Satan, that's rather blasphemous and it's against the rules here, i think HP.Hcobra was quite generous in not banning you.
https://www.satanisgod.org/
About holes in Aura:
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Holes_in_Aura.html

If you're not a troll and you're honest, then work on cleaning your aura and chakras before empowering them, and for the most part try to be physically healthy and active, also lastly you said you were doing the shema Ritual, the Final Ritual is the most potent and powerful and you should be doing that instead:
https://www.satanslibrary.org/Rituals/Final_RTR.htm
https://web.archive.org/web/20171122200207/http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/1-2-17.htm
https://web.archive.org/web/20170614205225/http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic18431.html

 

[SS.]

Yes! Sacrifice your eye and don't forget to drink your own piss afterwards so you will '' cleanse'' the new world.
If you are not trolling (which i doubt) use common sense why would being that's capable of communicating with you on that level require your fucking eye? Yes theres only one reason and that is to harm you. Take care

 

[The Proud Gentile]

Hi guys,

I am Vedant from India.

When I was performing a Ritual, particularly the reverse Shema prayer, I was unable to complete it. It was as if some humongous energy or force was holding me back, I just couldn't bring myself to move my tongue. It was as if a tremendous force was holding my tongue down.

Since then, sleep has eluded me completely. I have been awake from 32 hours now. I may go mad if I don't sleep.

Can somebody suggest remedies?

I'm not here to be an ass to you because I don't know your situation. But to my understanding, the Ritual is a very positive empowerment ritual. I actually did the Ritual some time ago and it actually made me feel like a weight has been lifted off me and I also felt highly energetic and happy for no real reason. I'm usually not very happy but the Ritual definetly had a positive effect on me. I felt strong and confident and again these are not emotions that I feel often. You claim that some "force" was holding your tongue down not allowing you to continue the Ritual. And I can't help but think that the Ritual may not be for you? You also say that you've lost over a day of sleep. It is obvious that the Ritual does not agree with your soul.

However I don't really wanna jump to swift conclusions as I'm in no place to do so. I don't know if maybe you were sick that day or maybe just emotionally unstable? Do you have any health conditions that may have caused that feeling? You also said that you became sleep deprived since the Ritual. And I honestly can't think of a logical explanation for that. I can't say whether you're a jew or not because I don't know you very well, and I don't want to make you think you're a jew if you're not because that is a tactic used by the enemy to try and sway away potential Gentile satanists.

However I will say this. See a doctor, there can be something wrong with your body, or vocals. Especially if your losing sleep. See a doctor before you come to any conclusions about the real reason why you can't do the Ritual. This is important.


One more thing I must get off my chest. You said something about satan wanting you to pluck out your eye in the past. Listen to me, I don't know you're background but that is the most absurd thing I've ever heard. I'm not even a dedicated Satanist yet and I've been able to feel Satan's energy. I couldn't see him or hear him because I'm not advanced yet. But I'm sure that I felt him. Satan is the most loving being I've ever met in my entire life, or ever will meet. He would never tell any Gentile to harm themselves for any reason. Perhaps you were being deceived by a grey or reptillian. But I can tell you for sure that it wasn't satan who told you to pluck out your eye.